26 aug '09: big things, little things, updt, pg 2 - Page 2

Originally posted by: riks1

estee....

that was a brilliant btlt..

* prem thing: what did he mean when he thought to himself that he will prove how much he loves her (obviously, heer)?

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me too was wondering abt the same things........

i was dying to see in wat way would prem prove himself ghatiya and that git interrupted in the middle...i sooo wanna kill her

😆 vandana! 🤗 go don't around thinking death threats, dearest. think of your children -- both current and ... er ... future ones! 😳🤣

i was left wondering wat prem exactly meant by saying that...i was waitinf for ue btlt so that u could solve my query....but alas...even u were left wondering!

of course. somethings only prem knows... those things that are in the deepest recesses of his heart. the place that he reserves for all his heer things. 😳

me? i'll happily wait for him to show me... 😍

well...for the first time since the tls...i could feel heer's emotional status.......my heart cried out for her seeing her standing outside a locked where her very own hubby was locked inside with another woman and she could do nothing abt it.......

ya. it was miserable, no?? totally heart-breaking.. 😔

well this is heer...and still 1 1/2 more hrs left....she can do anything for her prem...hai naa?

yup. is what i think.

y'know? i always wondered. we all used to be so happy and satisfied when ashlesha ''confirmed for us'' that prem and she never did anything that night. but i always wondered whether we would look at heer and her pain differently if we had not known that. y'know? 'cause all of us know today that heer -- no matter that she believed prem when he told her that he hassexwithashlesha -- still loves prem with all of her being. just that she doesn't think she can live with him any longer.

but now? now if prem would ever havesexwithsomeone, i have the strangest feeling that heer will feel exactly the same way. and this time, 'cause she thinks that it was her hurtful words that drove him to do it, she will actually soothe away his sins and love him and accept him anyway.

'cause -- as you said -- this is heer. of prem-heer-are-one. who can do anything for her prem -- even things that ordinary mortals would never think of doing. with or without reason. 😍

and ya *sigh* one more hour to go. and mother has already come to frown at me and give warning to tuck into bed.

well. i guess i'll find out soon enough, no? see you, vandana. have phun! 🤗

Originally posted by: estee

what an episode! man, i want show-time-in-india-with-new-episode to be now!!! 🤣

now now estee what is this show-time-in-india-with-new-episode 😕 I think i need to increase my brain cells to post mortem this words as i am clueless of what exactly it means...Thoda gyan is required.🤣

* little thing: so who else laughed loudly when gi-it fussily told prem that she was not talking him, and prem's face had a ''okay, can i go now?'' expression on it?! 🤣

Oh i did not 🤣 but i did ..ehy that gi-it has to lean on him.why she touched him ??but prem's expression waslike "oh! hello lady gi-it why am i suppose to talk to you?You are my mother's choice not mine and please don't do all this..take a break and leave me in peace with heer's ilzaam".🤣🤣🤣

* little thing: heer making plans to leave as soon as the function is over to prepare for the case.

by the end of the episode, i wonder -- does she end up staying over for prem's sake? 'cause she certainly looked like she had forgotten all about chahat by that point, no? 😍

Heer is confused now whether she should go and spend a night with prem and ful fill the gap of 6 yrs of physically away or go and make chahaat sleep with her toto sweeto , cuto...😍😍😍

I can't believe i wrote this*red face ...where to hide it*

* little thing: so. we are all completely certain that phukda is actually prem-heer ka tukda, right? all the right ownerships have been established?

'cause i do wonder why heer keeps wondering who would want to get custody of chahat, actually? after all, that form should have prem's signature on it, no? how come neither prem or heer checked it?

I don't have any doubt abt Phukda

* little thing: 'kay, another laugh loudly situation. did no one else wonder whether that glob actually carries vitchface's large photo, the little lamp, the table to put the little lamp, the flowers -- with her whereever she goes??!

i mean, either she's got this horrible creature's photo in every single corner of the house. or she's carrying it around! totally made me crack up!

I skipped that part😡.Glob has become globe..she puts dots[veera's frame] every cormer of her house.

* little thing: when glob was talking about stealing everything that heer was living for, did anyone else remember heer asking prem why he was trying to kill someone who is already dead by taking phukda away?

does glob want heer to kill herself as a fitting revenge for vitchface's death? *which technically was a soocide, y'know....*

* prem thing: he was shattered by everything heer said, and still can only think of her... 😍

he walked like a zombie through the dance floor. did all the expected social niceties like a zinda laash. but when gi-it said ''heer'', all spark plugs fired up in prem's brain. and from that point on, the only thing he did was stare at heer.

Yes his mind worring abt heer why she has not yet arrived...😍
some things never change. which is just the way the ought to be. 😍

* prem thing: first sherwani thingie that i've adored on prem... all white and knightly...😍 oh, i hate prem in white... i do... 😍

I hate him too in white😍

* heer thing: i really wonder what switched off/on in heer's head that today she can't keep her eyes, heart and mind off prem -- in public! she had become sooo good at hiding it -- and today, it's out in the open.

they are standing in the middle of a mass of people, and as always, have eyes only for each other. 😍 but unlike all the prem-heer pheyeoohs since the tls**, today it is prem's eyes that are hot and angry, heer's eyes are wretched and sad. and it's like that warehouse of heer-standing-against-prem energy is completely empty -- 'cause when he turns away, it doesn't even take a second for her to follow.

yes that was really amazing lost in each others eyes ..Prem all angry and hot , heer all sorry and wretched😍

* hc thing: ooooooooooooh! hc's been watching people drinking. for some reason, the way he downed that ''alcohol'' was very... correct.

Yes , and i wonder whether he actually take nit alcohol like this in real life too....I doubt .But he potrayed so well.He reminded me his convo with RR in rajasthan where RR offered him the drink..and his expression of hatred.😍😍

* prem thing: of all moments watching prem in his dead-face,burning-eyes-anger today, the thing that struck me was the way his brow lightened up microscopically in surprise when heer stopped him from lifting his glass a second time saying ''please prem. you will lose your consciousness.''

i do wonder: what he was thinking just then... 😍

Now this segement i have no words to explain..I can only feel and do😍

i loved how that translated into a smile as he backed away and sat down heavily, all the while watching heer like he can't stop himself from drinking in every sight of her.

That was wicked smile...😍😍

* prem-heer thing: wasn't it amazing how today their eyes so matched each other? there was an entire subtext of pleading in heer's eyes which were being answered by a fierce hurt in prem's eyes that was beautiful to watch.

i love still-as-death-prem-heer moments when their eyes speak. i do. *fierce muh*

yes ...😍

* prem thing: prem becomes rogue prem. what i totally loved was how he did even that after having given notice to heer! he may have said that she is no longer the heer who he treated above god. but he certainly still treats her like one... 😍

yes i would love to see this rougue prem...Go prem go😍😍

here i was wondering abt HC that if he is given a role to play gray and dark shades in any show he will create havoc on screen .He would become the main lead and main lead will become trash.I loved the wicked smile and the way he moved to geet with that smile and held her hand .HC really deserves Big screen😍😍

* prem-heer body-language thing: prem was apparently drunk. heer apparently thought that prem was drunk. but when he looms in front of her, and moves menacingly closer and closer to her, there is not. one. inch. of. give in heer! she just won't back off!

some things just don't change. which is just the way it ought to be! *fierce smile*

* heer thing: her calling back gi-it was sweet. she really does care about gi-it.

* little thing: gi-it is an idiot. i think little of people who make sweeping generalisations of goodness and evil of others, after knowing them for such a short while. so those sweeping statements about prem being the face between god and man sounded so... trite. 😛

Yes i was like 😡

oh well. i guess i should w&w to see what this character actually turns out to know. somehow, i keep thinking that she is waaaay too perceptive ('specially about heer) to not be seeing the things about prem-heer that happened right under her nose.

* prem thing: ooooh, prem feels his shoes removed and calls out ''heer''. and looks up to see heer all soft and dreamy-eyed and smiling at him.

what struck me as amazing just then was that he had been shattered by an accusing heer just a little while ago. and yet, now, he looks up and imagines the most beautiful heer i've seen in a while.

not bad, guy. your imagination-heer is beginning to improve - by leaps and bounds! 😍

That made me shiver as he imagines heer instead of geet ..now what will happen???i was numb the way he smiled and said heer and got up and cornered gi-it thinking its heer.😍😍

* prem thing: what did he mean when he thought to himself that he will prove how much he loves her (obviously, heer)? yes he thought abt heer definetly

more importantly, why did he have a dark/dull look on his face -- compared to that beautiful smile he had as he was getting up thinking it was heer at his feet?

* heer thing: omg. her body language as she walked to the door of prem's room! there was infinite dread written in every line of her body, in every move she made! when she leanded her hand against the wall, her hands were entwined with the rope of decorative lights -- which i know gets hot. and yet, heer didn't move her hand away!

that air of pathos and dread of what she might have made prem do - once again - was briliant. heer really made me feel miserable for her in that moment. made me rememeber what angie (angel82) once said: ''that a woman who finds her husband has slept with someone else is wrecked. imagining his lips touching someone else's. his arms around someone else.'' ugh. watching heer in that moment, made me feel how horrible that could be... ugh.

* heer thing: but more than that, i was puzzled-ish at her words. did no one else get the sense that heer knew how her words had been pushing at prem -- deliberately? that heer hadn't meant for her words to have gone that far? that it was all deliberate? that while she still thought he hadsleptwithashlesha that night, she was quite aware that it had been a ''mistake'', not one that prem intended, or would ever do again?

*sigh* yes, it could still be me being delusional. but her words were soo intriguing today.

her words of ''even forgetting yourself, don't forget yourself so much. even without consciousness, be conscious of this.'' and the most eye-popping of 'em all - ''for my sake.''

your sake? for your sake, heer? why should you care about him not doing it??? for your sake? you don't want him with you anymore -- what would any problem on his soul do to trouble your soul anymore?? how can any sin on him become a burden for you anymore, heer? how??

*sigh* of course, i know that prem and heer love each other like no-one has ever loved on earth. of course, i know that no matter what heer says, and no matter what prem says, that core remains and always will remain.

all i don't understand is: why do these two have to pay for that love with so much unhappiness? i just don't want heer and prem to be so heartbroken and sad anymore. i don't. 😒

basically, why can't other people be unhappy and cause drama on this show? 😆

highlight of the episode: hmm. the pheyeooh in the middle of the dance floor. the pheyeooh (rather than the spoken words) at the bar. the way prem's brows lightened when heer said ''please prem!'' to him. and the way the whisper of a smile played on his lips as he moved back to sit down after she told him not to drink so much as to lose his awareness of himself. oh, and prem's voice -- all through the darned show! every single time he spoke, his voice was ... magic. 😍

Thats magical.Magician Prem or HC 😍

and oh ya -- i want show-time-in-india to be now! 🤣

** tls: time line shift of six years, since prem and heer have *sigh* physically been together...

Hey E,

I have never dreaded watching the show ever as much I dread watching it yesterday (not even the Prem in blast episode made me scared or sad as much as yest's epi). I can't wait to see it today. But must say the entire episode was done beautifully. It started slowly but ended at a point which left you wanting for more.