After watching the episode tonight a stark contrast was presented to me.
As I said the other day I would take Heer's life anyday over Prem's & that is what was proven today. Heer was upset & sad & hurt after Prem left, her raw wounds were suddenly all open again seeing Prem & she was taken back to those painful moments in Kasauli. Moreover her fear of losing Chahat to Prem also found a way to reality seeing Prem on her doorstep.
But inspite of all this the moment she went to her room & was shedding her tears just one word from Chahat, 'mama just hold me & all ur nightmares will be put to rest' healed everything. One cuddle from her, one smile from her, one kind word from her erased all her pain. Just watch that scene carefully & the transformation on Heer's face at Chahat's words will make u all realise what I am talking about. The stark dark reality which she saw a moment back was now a moment of her past when she cuddled Chahat to sleep.
Even the plane flying above brought the awareness that her love might be moving far away which she wants to keep that way as well & again that consoling word from Chahat & she is all smiles & felt the love that she clung to & all her pains were smoothed away in a second.
This is the life of Heer, CHAHAT, her anchor of her life, light of her life, love & happiness of her life, security blanket of her life, hope of her life, reason to live her life...........everything in her life is her daughter now! She can undergo any pain or torture because of Chahat, she can walk through fire if necessary, tread the waters if necessary because she has that someone in her life who gives her unconditional love without any questions, any reasons, whom she can call her own. That is whom she is living for & when she felt the threat that Chahat might be taken away by Prem she reacted the way she did y'day. She doesn't want to share or part with Chahat with anybody. Prem now has become that sore wound of her life which she wants to avoid at any cost & Chahat is the balm to ease her pain & when Prem y'day came & asked her about Chahat she was totally shaken with fear that the reality which she is trying to evade or run away from is staring right into her face. She knows she is wrong in keeping Chahat from Prem & yet she does it because she doesn't want to lose her. Heer herself can't think of going back to Prem now & if Prem asks for Chahat & if she has to part with Chahat she won't be able to live herself, her life will be barren & she can't stand the thought even for a second.
Whatever struggle or strife she has undergone to bring Chahat in this world & to bring her up she can happily go through that again because at the end of the day she had Chahat, her lifeline with her to bring a smile back on her face, her reason to exist.
I think I can speak for all moms here, seeing that scene really warmed my heart. Whoever r moms can vouch for it I guess, can tell me if I am wrong or right in assuming this!
And now this brings the stark contrast of Prem's life. He has no one in these past 6 yrs to share his pain with, with whom he could shed his tears with, he was shunned from his family, it wasn't he who isolated himself from them but he was isolated by them. How do I know?? Well look at today & both Preet & Harman said the same thing that again the moment of 6 yrs back is being repeated. Instead of going to Prem & finding out what happened, why did Prem want to return to Canada, why did he look so dejected & broken from inside, what did Heer actually say, they just jumped to conclusions blaming Prem that he didn't try enough to woo Heer & bring her back in his life & again disowned him as a brother. Did they even think what pain Prem might be going through himself to leave the country without Heer? Harman before u disowned him as a brother did u even ask him whether he knows about his daughter or not, did he get to see his daughter or not?? Poor Prem doesn't even know his daughter's name whereas Harman here is a step ahead of him!! If Harman had mentioned Chahat once atleast in this way Prem would have known his daughter's name. So all along this is the treatment he got from his family, they just shut him off from them blaming him, judging him & so Prem erected that life around himself where he lived only to work.
Preet u very conveniently blamed ur PB but for once did u again try to find out why he was unable to bring ur Heer bhabi?? And Preet u have 2 relations with Heer, one of bhabi & one of saali, if u were so ashamed to call her bhabi u could have gone as her sister's husband to meet her, just to tell her how her sister Meher is doing, she too has 2 kids, to find out how Heer is doing!! What stopped u?? Since u r not keeping any relationship with ur PB, since u have lost him, u could have gone to see Heer on ur own without caring 2 hoots what PB did to her! Then why didn't u?? Its very easy to pass the blame on to others but very difficult to live the life of the blamed!!! And which Ramayan r u talking about Preet?? In this Ramayan its Ram who is giving the agnipariksha & not Sita. Sita is taking Ram's agnipariksha!! U have got ur Ramayan wrong Preet! Its easy to turn ur face away & look the other way condemning a person very easily but for once try to be in his shoes to find out why he did what he did!!
Prem had no one to turn to, to talk to, to share his pain with, to eat with.......that is the life he has led for the past 6 yrs & will do so even now! I am thankful to Lalit that atleast he lend a shoulder or rather his lap for Prem to cry on or else he would have had to keep that bottled within him as well. Poor poor guy he is living on bed of thorns all along & I can never ever forgive Ash for this. It was her act that has separated Prem & Heer & this is the sole reason why the family has disowned him from the circle of their love. G3 was the reason for which it all started & she will make it a point to keep that wall between Prem & Heer but the wall was erected by Ash.
As much as I despise G3 but my disgust & anger with Ash is much much more today. She made 3 lives suffer for her one act. Prem led a life of guilt & will live on forever unless the truth is out & he will keep facing the guilt & pain for this one 'supposed' mistake he didn't commit.
Seriously why is he the one to face this punishment from life I am at a loss to understand. I am happy for Heer, seriously she has a much much better life & she ought to thank Prem that he gave her Chahat for whom she is living happily today forgetting her painful past. No matter how much of hardship she went through she is a happy mom today because of Prem!!
So so tragic, really my heart goes out to Prem!!!
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