y'know? i wrote this post because of what i felt when melissa "disappeared" one day and i couldnt find her posts anywhere. it was such a relief to just know what had happened to her (which was quite horrible, but nowhere as horrible as being free to imagine anything! 😔). it was awful cause i didnt even know who to ask -- we dont even know where the other lives, over here. and of course, this show has been doing such a good job of showing us that random disruptions can happen. so when i had the chance, i did a post just to tell the world that might be watching that i was okay.
i guess i just didnt expect your reaction. thank you so much for all your concern and more, affection. i am telling myself that its my physically weakened state thats making me bawl so much. i wouldve been calm otherwise - seriously! *dont smile at me like that!*
estee-status: i have a cracked skull (the reason for staying in hospital that long -- they needed to observe me cause i lost consciousness at the accident site with a head wound), a deep scalp gash that needed 8 stitches (left side), a nearly cracked rib and a nearly cracked elbow (right side). this meant when i left for home, i looked like a half-half mummy wrapped up and strapped down on one side, and wrapped up on my head on the other side. of course, the not-so-charming estee jawline and cheekbone was rainbow hued. so it was like a multi-coloured half-mummy...🤣? well, quite a hilarious sight actually - so my dear gang assure me on a regular basis. (well, you should some of the other people in my study group -- there are whole fractures and gashes that are even worse. 😭)
btw, the doctor -- huge, black and irritatingly genial -- congratulated me on the wisdom of my head wound. apparently, the head is well-irrigated with blood constantly. and so heals really fast on a healthy person. so that part is coming along well. i got my arm unstrapped on sunday which freed up 3 more fingers. but typing with 5 fingers is actually better than typing wiht 8. weird huh?
in response to some of the questions here:
chullbulli: what the heck did you come up with for "wfp" that was too naughty to say publicly? or .. er .. shouldnt i be asking? 😆
triv (power20): aaaaaaaaagggggghhhhhh! not the mnsters after me! anything but that! see! im eating... no! swallowing all my meds at the speed of five a second... oops! see, im choking on my meds..... 😆
hope08: mere prem appearances will not do -- wfp is for when prem returns, whole-bodied, hot-blooded and ... um ... heer-lusting
(that is okay for a pg-13 forum?)
*and of course, hc-faced-and-bodied.... 😆*
kimmu: totally agree that prems still there by heers side - this is just one loooooong bad dream he (and we!) are having...
*how sweet we are - we share everything with prem... good things, bad things, everything... 😆*
shabo(24): tell me about it! can hardly wait to get all 10 fingers back. and my health-gaurds never leave me. they hate tv and sit with their beloved books by my bedside... aaaarrrrrggggghhhh... hmmm, do you think that they are on the mnsters payroll...??
* 🤣 at the thought of my mom and aunt being in cahoots with the mnsters!!*
smita (sshekar), andhara13: love your signature.. 😆
angle82: a pat on your little bump from me. 😊
riks1: bout the i-hate-prem stuff? already on it -- had a 20 oct btlt up. and yeah, believe it or not, there's i-hate-prem stuff in that!!!
khushi(x): argh! not more stuff to hate hc/prem on! 😆
ashpush: dont worry -- you are nowhere close to sounding like my mommy. im kinda convinced that she has gone unhinged, poor thing...
w&w stands for "waiting&watching"
thephworld: funny how visible prem is for a dead guy, no? 😆
maya(123): yes! that is a great idea -- i hereby give away the copyright of "wfp" to the kdmhmd forum at if.com. if i dont appear, someone else please post it at least at the end of the last show of the week?
only.asking: you are right - wfp = 9 days. i was only counting tue&thur cause i got to watch only those! thanks.
