7 Jun, 2007 l 0000 hrs IST



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How's life at the top?
I am depressed that I am 32 today. It's just a mindset that I am at the top. I have been working non-stop for the past seven years, and it's only last year that I got back my life. But yes, the higher you go in life, the more insecurity becomes your constant companion. I have no choice but to work harder. Otherwise , life is pretty settled and chilled out.
Your soaps have mindless and bizarre gimmicks. Do you laugh at them too?
Yes, I do believe that entertainment is all about tuning in with your imagination. And television is entertainment.
It's said you are going from entertainment to reality shows?
Yes, in a joint venture with Sanjay Gupta, we are coming out with a mega reality show that will be far removed from what you've been seeing on TV. It's an original concept, combining television, films and reality shows. I believe success comes from moving away from your comfort zone. This year I want to make a mark in television again, but moving away from soaps. I want to explore all genres of TV. I will do shows that are not my forte.
Are you vindictive with your 'discoveries ' when they leave you?
Oh, wow! I love this. I feel like Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada . But, jokes aside, my philosophy is simple. Respect the company and it's contribution to your growth. I don't easily encourage people who have betrayed me to come back. I value loyalty. It's a twoway process. As far as Iqbal Khan's issue goes, it's not me who asked Star TV not to work with him. It was a joint decision taken by Star and my company. Anyway, it's sorted out and I gave Iqbal my go ahead. I am personally fond of him.
Where does love and marriage fit in your busy life?
Honestly, nowhere. For me, love and marriage are two completely different things. I was in love three times in the past. Well, I am not talking about it. Now, my focus is work, and when the time comes, I will get married. It's very difficult to find somebody who'll marry me, and not Ektaa Kapoor. My personality and my famous temper will be a huge deterrent.