Kabh meine yeh socha tha
Kabh meine yeh jaana tha
Mein itni badal jaaongi
Mein unko yoon chahoongi
Mein itna pyaar karoongi
Mein yoon ikraar karoongi
Mere mehboob mere sanam
Sukriya mehrbaani karam
Hi, I used to be a person who hates soaps-yes "hates"-it is the right word. In my life time I've never seen a daily soap continuously for more than 2 days. But he changed my world-now I've been watching two soaps trying not to miss a single episode and it's about 3 years now.
Till 2003 due to my studies my dad didn't allow to take cable in my house.So I was forced to watch Doordarshan.I used to watch some weekly thrillers like "Suraag"-In one of it's episodes(may be in 1997/1998)- a man dressed in well pressed cream shirt ,specs and a tall handsome,charming ,with sweet dimples appeared-my heart said "oh god ,what a dude!!". Yes our very own Ronit Roy.He played a young college professor. All the girls were "fida" on that young dude.But our sweetoo was a clean boy.A girl went for tution in his house. Then the next scene she was shown in torn clothes in the police station-she said what happened to the police,it was visualized –that ronit tried to rape her and she however managed to run away. Then the police i.e Sudesh Beri (khan of Army) arrested him and on further investigation it was proved that the girl was lying. But our poor professor's image was tarnished and he had to face disgrace from all of them in the college. So he threatened the girl's mom to give him 2 crore or else he will file a case against them for disgracing him. The girl's mom(her step mom) gave the money.
I thought …ooh clever dude!!! But I was shocked seeing the next scene.The girl was saying cheers with her friend and laughing ,the friend turned and took away his specs (eyes close-up..oooh I was killed) and gave a killing smile.Yes it was him!!
OOOOOOH wooow ,that girl actually didn't get any money from her property as her step mom didn't give her a penny. So she and sweetoo played a game. Now this 2 crore will be partitioned between sweetoo ,girl and a friend of the girl (who helped them).Then the girl killed her friend to get more money. Then an inspector came to investigate this murder and he by trick killed the girl.
Next shot showed the inspector celebrating with sweetoo(they were close friends)…sweetoo smiled and said that "I won the game".Ooh he was so cool man!!
The door bell-sweetoo opened the door, a parcel –from the girl(posted one day before she died)….sweetooo opened it ,ooooh it read "GAME IS OVER"….the bomb blasted!!!
Even though it was a 1 hour show-it had a high impact on my heart..For the first time I saw a guy who moved my heart.Didn't know his name nothing…but my heart said –u have to get a boy like this.so sweeeet!!!!
Then I again stoped viewing T.V as doordarshan was declining day by day.In 2003 during my 12th std ,my parents agreed to take cable .I was fond of watching starmovies, HBO but never looked at Star plus.But my mom started watching Kyunki and I always stoped her.Now I feel sorry-that I missed some months of bajaj and mihir b'coz of that. Then one day mom watched kzk.Prerna meeting aonu in a restaurant ,without bajju's knowledge.I wanted to see the poor hubby.OOH my God it is the "game over boy"..i screamed.But what is this white spikes on his head.Then another guy with orange spikes entered and called him dad.(ooh thushar).I felt funny.Still I was not interested in watching it.But attimes changed the channel to see him.
Then one day I saw his accident…I felt sad…then his will was read…I felt(what a GR8 man)…then paralysed bajju was shown….ooh I felt pity…then he came back…I admired his courage to fight…..then he did all possible deeds to get his wife back….I felt –a lover who would do anything…then he said to komo …mein prerna ke liye kuch bhi karoonga ,par uski badnaami nahi sahoonga…..ooh I was like….mera dil gaya…money was nothing 4 him….his attitude-rishabh bajaj jabh kuch chahtha hai tho usse pakar hi rahtha hai..his style…his personality….his tuffness .then he lifted prerna in his hands and rescued her from all problems…the safest place in world is in your lover's arm……YES I STARTED LOVING BAJAJ.my sweet 16 crush. I started going crazy for him.I felt bad when prerna tried to cheet him….then his undying love 4 prerna…his patience....he could have got prerna by any dirty means..but he waited and made her change her feelings 4 him….
Then I once happened to see Mihir-oh I was so happy to see him…he was a cute sweet baby..who loved his wife too much and his wife and family was isolating him due to mandira. His sobbing face blushed my cheeks. He was such a good husband ,such a sweet son,such a cute father….
There was a star event named "kasam se"…are waaah meri jaan tho gaatha bhi hai!!
I was eager to know his name-then I saw "kuch kardighana hai"…they said Ronit Roy….that is the name which still echoes in my heart and soul.Then he started talking..oh yeh real life mein bi kitna sweet hai..kya humour sense hai!!!kya dance hai!! I was flat!!!
Then his anchoring ,dance and thanking speech in SPA 2003…abh aur kya chahiye ,ek ladki ko mar mitne ke liye.
Then I started fights at home to watch SPA 2003 repeats…thus for the first time in my life I cried like hell…I hesitated to go for vacations as I didn't want to miss him.Thanks to engg ,I never get enough holidays. So I've never missed an episode ,unless I fell asleep.Then I started watching repeats at night.My late night adventures to watch T.V .I got cought several times(I had class at 8:30am)I even stayed awake till 4 am to watch mihir.But unfortunately that day I fell asleep at 3.25 a.m (poor me isn't it)…..
My 12th std vacation I saw all of his shows-but my first day in college was horrible as my mom stopped all his shows last night.She feared my studies will be affected.
My mom was against me watching him,her fact was craziness for anything is not good(I think she is right to some extend, a caring mother!!)-I had to fight for about a year to convince her. Now she understands what ronit means to me.So now I get to watch all shows and films of ronit and need not stay awake in night. Now even my mom give comments on Ronit,his news ,his shows and she doesn't scold me anymore.U know what, now at times she too calls Mr.Bajaj-"bajju"!!!
In 2004 I saw JTN –ooooh mein 20 saal pehle paida kyoon nahi hui?.My 18th b'day gift was-just before 12am ,I saw Ronit live for apsara awards.
In February 2005 Bajju made a tea…I too went to the kitchen and made a tea (cardamom flavour)…every one was surprised!!!I learned to tie a tie ,when once mihir taught me to.
For the first time I eagerly searched in each shop for a magazine May GR8!I finally got it and I've cherished it as a treasure. Reading it-I liked his frank nature and his courage to fight back life, his strong belief in destiny.
But in may 2005 I lost star plus and I was feeling like I lost oxygen (but thx to kunal pratap singh)but I still couldn't miss my love bajju-mihir…but my life was saved by India-forums.For those 3 months-ronit was with me as kunal…then when my starplus returned he too left sarkar-as if he only wanted to be with in those 3 months.
On October 5th 2005 11 am I talked to my hero..i was completely speechless and my hero was sounding so sweet ,patient and humble on the other side.I even forgot my name.Each time he said "yh tell me"…my heart would come in my mouth….he is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
I talk 24hours about him, dream about me getting a date with him(mmmm jealous of rachna),at night I search for his news on net. I've never admired anyone as I admire Ronit Roy.
This is my life…. Ronit Bose Roy is the man who changed my life!!!!
Uskiii aakhoon mein baathein
Baathoon mein jaadooo
Jadoo mein gho gaye hum
Hokar bekaboo
I looked at U ,U looked at me
Aur ho gayii mushkil
Then U became my destiny
Tuu hi mera mansil
Dus bahane karke legaye dil
Legaye dilllllllllll😊