Chapter 11
could not even think beyond each other. Jigyasa di is right, Jai is only taking interest in Bani for the child, he is mine and will remain mine….
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---Shaan---
Yeh Hawaaein Zulfon Mein Teri Gum Ho Jaaye
Ho, Choome Nigaahon Se Chehra Tera
Honton Se Chhoo Le Phir Daaman Tera
Apni Panaaho Mein Tujhko Bhare
Meri Aarzoo Ko Pareshaan Kare
Yeh Hawaaein Zulfon Mein Teri Gum Ho Jaaye
--Alka Yagnik--
Yeh Hawaaein Zulfon Mein Meri Gum Ho Jaaye
Haan, Choome Nigaahon Se Chehra Mera
Honton Se Chhoo Le Phir Daaman Mera
Apni Panaaho Mein Mujhko Bhare
Teri Aarzoo Ko Pareshaan Kare
Yeh Hawaaein Zulfon Mein Meri Gum Ho Jaaye
Hm, Yeh Hawaaein Zulfon Mein Meri Gum Ho Jaaye
(Film: Itna sa khawab hai, Lyrics courtesy: Khushboo-2006)
Jai was going through his files, the tension was decreasing at home, thank god both Roshni & Bani were so different, their ideas did not match, while Roshni was smart and outgoing, Bani did not have any problem in staying back at home if she had enough to do…Ma knew that and maybe that is why she chose Bani, he trusted Ma, though lately Roshni is having doubts as to why Ma chose Bani, just to have her family on her side against Roshni, Jai smiled to himself, Roshni can be so weird at times, all these years Ma has carried out Roshni's wishes regarding the household and one thing is for sure, Ma wants to see him happy, he knows he comes first in her life, even before her own family….
Just then his secretary came in, she had a funny look on her face…..Keya baath hai…Jai asked while handing over the signed files…
There is one guy, who wants to meet you, he is saying he needs to either see you or speak to you urgently, this is regarding some Bani Dixit, who he claims stays in your house…..she I believe….
Where is he….
At the security…..
Jai looked at his watch, he still has time for the next appointment…
What is his name…
Some Shukla….
Send him in…..
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Pushkar walked into Jai's office….he did have an idea that by taking Bani's name he will get an appointment with the otherwise very busy Mr Jai Walia but immediately, he had no idea, he was prepared to wait an hour or two…
Good evening Mr Walia, Pushkar walked in full of confidence…
Jai looked up to see a handsome and smart young man standing in front of his desk…
Mr Shukla, what can I do for you…
Pushkar Sir, please call me Pushkar…
The name sounded familiar….
I am looking for Bani Sir….
You will not find her in this office, Pushkar,
I know, she stays at your house Sir, but somehow I cannot contact her, she has become very elusive ….
Jai frowned….
I did not get you Pushkar….
You see Mr Walia, Bani & I were going steady for quite sometime, while I have conveyed my relationship to my parents, Bani was supposed to do so after her sister got married, uske baad patah nehi keya ho gaya, her Bua became ill and Bani shifted to Mumbai in your house, Pushkar went on ….she did give me her new mobile no….but most of the time it is switched off and after my meeting with her last time in Mumbai, the mobile remains off and she even did not contact me even once….this is very unlike her, has her Bua become too ill or you know what I mean, not only me she has not got in touch with any of our friends for so long….. this is strange you know, such an open and fun loving girl….
As Jai listened to Pushkar, he could feel a strange feeling engulfing him, so Bani had an affair and was about to announce it at home….he closed his eyes, no wonder she had a lost look on her most of the time, yes Pushkar is right, Bani is an open girl but then why did she hide her marriage from her boyfriend what is the motive….
Pushkar, how long are you in the city….
O.K tomorrow Bani will meet you for lunch….give me your mobile no….I will personally convey the timing and the venue to you…
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Bani was sitting in her brother-in-law's shop with her sister, Jai has given her money to buy some jewelry….agar kam par jaye….just book it and come, I will arrange to get it for you…Bani did not know any good shop in Mumbai, so she asked for Pia's help and both went to Ajit's shop, Tribhubandas…Ajit asked her what she wanted, she looked at Pia's face…
Pata nehi, unhone kaha, kuch khareedne ke liye…I really don't have an idea Jijaji…
Ajit smiled, well he was used to seeing rich and famous shopping for their wedding trousseau so he asked….kitna paisa diya unhone….
Bani told him and informed him what Jai had said…
What have you got from that house….
Bani showed the mangalsutra….
O.k Bani for starter, I think you should go for a traditional gold set, a trendy diamond set…baad me, you can take some others….
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It was about 4.30 in the evening that Bani entered the house…she was happy, this is the first time since her arrival at Mumbai, she took Pia out for lunch, they enjoyed their shopping trip too, Bani got the best attention while choosing the jeweleries and then they packed the same and gave it to her, inspite of not paying the full amount, since it was for Mrs Jai Walia, it is o.k. that she takes them, they will get their payment….for the first time today, Bani felt being Mrs Jai Walia in public….she entered her room to find Jai waiting for her…
Aap iss time pe….
Hmmm…..ho gayi shopping Jai scanned the packets she dropped on the bed…
Ji….kuch aur paise dena baki hai....
Theek hai, bill de do, mai bhejwa doonga...
Aap dekhna chahenge keya…
Dikhayo…
Bani showed the sets, Aap ko pasand aya…
Tum pahnoge, tumhe pasand ana chahiye…
Mujhe hai isiliye maine liya, lekin aapne paisa diya...so atleast you should have a say..Bani replied while putting away her shopping...
Pushkar Sukhla aya tha office me thori der pehle…
Bani freezes…
Tum janti ho a usko..
Ji ....
He is worried about you, it seems you don't keep in contact with him…
Bani hears, says nothing instead starts putting away her things….
He is not aware of our marriage…..Jai waits for sometime for Bani to react, she still seems to be occupied…
Tumne yeh baath kiyu chhupa ke rakha Bani, I think he should know the truth…
You think so Mr Walia….I also think so, but somehow I just cannot open myself….Jai watched Bani steadily looking at him steadily, was she upset …
Kiyu Bani, it is not right to keep someone in dark, I know you are not that sort of girl Bani….
You know me, do you now Mr Walia….yes I loved Pushkar, I wanted to marry him, lekin meri shaadi kara di gayi, kiyu, because didiji wants it, she wants to see her son happy in every way, lekin meri baath toh kisi ne nehi socha, socha bhi hoga toh didiji ki ehsan tale daab gayi….Mr Walia, maine Pushkar ko nehi bataya lekin aapne toh duniya ko nehi bataya…ki mai aapka keya lagti hu….aap mere kamre me raat bitate hai, uske baad mai dekhti hu, aap Roshniji ke saath ankh nehi mila pate, mai party me jaati hu…ek kone me khari rehti hu, koi puch na le mere pati ka keya naam hai….keya batati me Pushkar ko…mai aapki doosri biwi hu yeha mere shaadi apse kara di gayi to bear your children….mujhe bahut bura laga Pushkar se baath chhupate…lekin maine socha agar aapko subah uthkar kisi ek din lage ki you do not need me in your life, I still have a place to go…mera toh maayka bhi nehi hai jane ke liye…I don't want to see the face of my parents ever…mai keya itna hi boj ban gayi thi unke liye ki bua ne manga aur woh…….isiliye mai Pushkar ko nehi bataya….chahati thi…phir bhi nehi keh saki….
Jai hung his head, he felt ashamed of himself, he has failed to make Bani feel secure…no wonder the girl is upset….how old is she hardly 21/22 years…aren't they expecting too much from this girl…
Bani was looking out of the window, watching the gate, Jai came and hugged her from behind…held her as she steadied herself, a little later Bani turned around and hugged Jai…
Jai murmured, dekho Bani I appreciate your views, I am sorry hume itna toh puchna hi tha…mai yeh nehi janta that there was another man in your life…at least you had a serious relationship…he held Bani's face between his palms, I promise you that I will announce it to the world soon, I know we will be ridiculed and laughed at maybe but I was waiting to get used to the idea….aur Bani, I know you do not love me but I do not want your pity, I do not want to become a father at the cost of your happiness, if you do not like the idea just tell me, we will have a quiet divorce, you will be free to lead your own life…..I will prevent anyone who wants to stop you from doing so…
Bani held his hand, Mr Walia, jo huwa so huwa, yeh shaadi ka mamla hai…aur hum abh bahut ageh bar chuke hai, we are now man and wife, yeh baath toh mujhe Pushkar ko batana hi chahiye, itna bara baath mai usse chhupayu kaise, yeh sahi nehi hai…anyway Pushkar ne aapko akar mila, bahut chahata tha mujhe, lekin mai usse batane wali thi, agar woh nehi ata toh bhi bata deta….mai thora confused jaroor hu, lekin dokhe baaj nehi,,,,
Jai hugged Bani tightly to himself…
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Roshni was driving in and as a newly acquired habit looked up to see Jai and Bani hugging ….