FF maine socha na tha ch19,pg40 updt11/22 - Page 23

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sunju

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chapter 16


Some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint --like a heartbeat. And pure love -- why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.
--Erma Bombeck


As the sun rays made their way to their bedroom ...bani woke up rubbing her eyes only to find jai already up and in front of the mirror combing his hair ....and he was in his bath robe ..then it struck her ...and she scampered out of the bed to his cupboard to take out his clothes ...

on her way she said: sorry n gudmorning ....aapne jagaya kyun nahin ...

jai: gudmorning sweety, i didnt wake u up co tum itni der mein to soi thi and that too bec of me n my stupidity....

bani: so wud u have stayed aise hi (pointing at him n his robe)..

jai: haan wait karleta ..there was no rush ..itni jaldi akele neeche chala jaata ..beleive me i wud still be answering questions ..and now dont ask me abt what...jai winked at her

bani giggling asked : abt what jai...n continued then accha office clothes rite...

jai nodded in an affirmative

bani took out his black suit , n a ash grey shirt with a matching tie ..and kept it on the bed while jai well he was busy staring at her ....looking at her like this whether it gave him peace or trubled him further he didnt no ...but he just loved to do it..it was that plain simple....

his staring broken by bani (who was oblivious to what he was doing);ji u can go n get ready ,maine sab nikaal diya hai ...

jai whose trance just broke smiled n said : ok..as he went to get ready....(again that word ji...he wondered)


once he came out of the loo... bani went in to get ready

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jai cud no longer concentrate on his laptop as bani had made her way out of the loo dressed in a lite pink sari with heavy silver work ...her saree was draped to near perfection except the pleats which she had obviously not been able to do n thus was clutching that entire portion of the saree in her hand ..as she made her way to the dresser ..oblivoius to the fact that his gaze was on her ...she became aware of it when she saw him looking at her thru the mirror ..and ya he did have that smile on..yes he was suppressing his laufter with a smile ...once again he was enjoying at her expense ...she wanted to say sumthing but again words failed her....twice this had happened now ..why ...confusion filled her mind ..which she decided to dispell ..and gaining her composure back she turned to face jai who was smiling still..

bani: jai how can u lauf at my misery....

jai; when did i lauf ...main to sirf..

bani; what main to sirf ...u r laufing at my inability to get the pleats of the saree rite ..its not my fault maine kabhi pehni hi nahin how the hell wud i no ...n shaadi bhi itni jaldi ho gayi that i didnt have the time to learn ...as she went back to setting her pleats rite...

jai: shud i call jigs or massi to help u ...

bani; no way kya sochenge wo ki saree bandhni bhi nahin aati aur humne iski shaadi apne munna se karwadi ya munna thats what masi often calls u amazing name for such a huge guy like u ..munna ...as bani strait stared into jai's brown eyes ..with a smile on her lips ...

jai: fine hisaab barabar now can we proceed for breakfast ....

bani: sorry vaise i m not the rite person to be yr wife ..i mean look at yr style ,status n the whole pic i dont fit in ..u no what i am saying ..its like i am so out of place ...look what i feel ur wife shud be somebody who can match yr style ..if not yr looks ...aur mujhe main to saree bhi pehena nahin jaanti....she said sadly...arranged marriage mein to ye sab dekhna padhta if the person matches u or not ..love marriage u no even imperfect can be perfect for u par humare case mein to kuch .. i dont even no how our case classifies ..par jai go find yr perfect match i dont want to be the cause of yr embarassment ...friends mein to chalta hai ..

her statement stopped midway as she found that her pleats were finally done and at same moment anu arrived calling them for breakfast ...bani left hurridly saying before leaving ' chaliye aayiye , i am sorry agar i said sumthin i shudnt have but its just that i felt this way n u were the only person i cud share it with '



jai was left dumbfounded ,n mighty surprised ..he didnt expect this kinda statement frm her at this moment ..what had made her feel this way ..nd he so much for the kind of wife he shud have what does she no she's too perfect for him ..n ya as far he is concerned it was a love marriage cos he loves her ..but only she doesnt ..but itna care kyun karti hai ki she's started thinkin all this..iska main kya karun pyar karta hoon yeh bhi nahin keh sakta ..how the hell do i clear her stupid notions ...main to friendship ke relation mein bhi fail hota nazar aa rahaa hoon ....as he made his way doen to the dining table ..where people were already grilling n teasing bani ..and she stood there with her head hung down ..blushing more than yesterday nite for sure ..but she looked kinda cute when she blushed n smiled simultaneously ...

jai seated himself for breakfast so all the attention shifted to him ..nd soon flowed the questions h ..which he warded off quite brilliantly which amused bani whole lots ..he was smart no doubt ..aise baat karke ladkiyon ko deewana banate honge she thought .....as she had her breakfast almost lost in her own world of thoughts...


massi was quite upset that jai was going to office ,rite it was after all first day after marriage ..but she c had agreed to her cudnt say much after he had agreed to her decision to get married to bani ......so she decided to keep shut rite now ....

bani smiled n waved good bye to jai wishing him a good day at work ... n admonishing him not to let his temper rise ...n reminding him that its humans work for him n that humans do make mistakes ..adi n ranveer laufed at the last bit ..temper n jai ..they had parted ways hadnt they quite some time back only to resurfabe at times and more often than not it had something to do with bani ...she used to be the reason ....

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sahil entered ranveer's cabin it was his first day at work ...n he was to report to ranveer ..what fun he thought ....

As sahil took a seat ranveer started explaining to sahil what he was required to do n that this goes without saying that mamji has set high standards for all the staff n the same applies to sahil ...but of late he's been quite forgiving ....

sahil; wo to hona hi tha dekha nahin bani ne aaj subah oops i mean bani mami ne kaisa reminder diya subah ...vaise mami ka asar to kaafi pehle se dikhne lagaa thaa ..didnt u notice jai mamu has changed quite a bit ....ever since he met her ..i remember jab we were going to her house n asked her abt her ..he quite dreamly replied ..i was quite surprised he wud agree to marry bani par jab unhone manaa kiyaa actually i was surprised ....

ranveer ; maine bhi dono ko kaafi notice kiya hai ..she seems to understand him perfectly well ..woh roshni waala chakar i mean she was so easily able to handle him ..mujhe sunne ko tayar nahin the n he just obeyed her ...

sahil: u no what bhai i think no im convinced mamu likes her but is afraid to tell her so thinking she may be takes him as a friend only .. i havent observed bani much u tell me what do u think

ranveer : hmmm i think she likes him but in the subconcious she is probably not aware of her feelings ..aur ye shaadi mite just help her discover her feelings but u no what after what mamu opposed this marriage she mite keep her feelings to herself

sahil:u no what they r going to fool us that they r a normal couple but hey no theyr not goin further than there friendship ...

ranveer ; how can u say that ..r u some love guru ..he grinned saying this

sahil: no just my analysis ....and i am little more observent

ranveer : lets say u r rite then what can we do rather what shud we do...

sahil: why havent they gone for their honeymoon

ranveer : cmon yaar u no the situation mami needs time ..

sahil: what better time than honeymoon ..

ranveer: hmmmmmm

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bani found sumtime alone ...late in the sfternoon ..and so she decided to continue her scribblings from last nite with a smile playing on her lips ..the reason for which she didnt no..........

' i completely embaressed myself today ....saree ki pleats i dint no how to do those ...i made such a fool of myself...fir maine keh diya ..i dont deserve to be his wife ...i dont match him ne way ..what made me say that i dont no ....but i cudnt get his opinion on that ...as we were called for bkfast by anu ..kash koi jawab mil jaata ..par i think i no the answer ...he wudnt hurt me ..he wud hurt himself but not me ...then again if not for anu i wud have got sum reaction ...par now that i look at it why wud i look for a reaction from him when i no the ground reality of this relationship i mean till yesterday ..i wud have not bothered and now suddenly all i wanted was his reaction to the whole thing very strange this sudden change of attitude in me ...and the reason well was our first nite ...jai bhi he was kinda dazed this morning ..dont no why .......'
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There sat a dazed jai in his office chair he didnt no for how long had he been like this ...he had sat like this many times before like this ever since he had fallen for her ...and tried to stop himself from loving her ...but cudnt the more he ran away from this deadly virus of unspoken love ..the more it engulfed him ...he tried so much to just be her true friend but cudnt seperate love from friendship ..he cudnt ...n now that they were married he tried to bury this unspoken love before it hampered their relationship ne further but failed on the very first day rather first few hours so much so that he cudnt even compliment her ..she looked so great in a saree ..she had worn it for the first time ...all he did was stand there like a dumb lovestruck puppy ....had he lived his resolution to bury this unspoken love he wud have had no problems in telling her ..he had complimented her so many times in the past ....he remembered something he had read somewhere ..which he found was so true ...

The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown
A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown
The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say
And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away
--Susan Polis Schutz
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suddenly her eyes fell on the clock..shit it was 6: 00pm she better start getting ready ..else she mite make a fool of herself again ...today tarun was hosting a dinner for them ...how big the affair was gonna be she had no idea all she knew was that she n jai were the guest of honour ..as she went to have a quick shower ..and got ready in ablack net saree with silver sequins work n matched it with long diamond earrings and a matching neckpiece ...when ready fully she gave herself one final look and blew a flying kiss at her reflection ...

Bani took out jai's clothes for the evening and kept them on the bed ...and decided she'll go down n join rest of the family now and have fun with them ..she opened the door to leave ..there was jai standing infront of her the smile on her face widened further as she made way for him to come in

bani: how was yr day ..maine aapke clothes nikaal diye hain ..nd what do wanna have ..before we leave ..tell me ill arrange for it ...she stopped midway as she saw dazed once again ..as she snaped her fingers in front of his eyes ...ya helo are u back to reality...

jai finding his voice ; ya thanx for bringing me back to reality ...look at u if u look that stunning who can be anything but being dazed have mercy on us men ....u look absolutly gorgeous...sarees suit u so well

bani: wah wah ya thinkin abt sumone or sumthing else n very conveniently now putting the blame on me ....very smart of u

jai; cmon ask ne one just go downstairs n u'll no what i am saying is rite ...

bani : fine no won wins from JW ..so how can i ..if u need ne help or anything call me ..saying so she left jai behind ...

jai felt helpless ..she was making this so difficult for him n she didnt even no so he really cudnt blame her ...all he neede now was a cold shower to cool him down .....


bani made her way down the stairs sahil was first to c her and whistled like ne thing

sahil: wow mami look at u is it really u . absolutely stunning wish u had dressed up like this before ,may be I wud have been the lucky guy and not mamaji

bani was abt to give a reply when she heard jai

jai had come out of the room just to c what the others have to say abt bani …

jai: c told ya bani ..as he winked at her

bani cudnt help but smile ….but said: you no what sahil delayed compliments are not welcum as she looked up at jai …I wore a saree in the morning also ..that 2 for the first time but kisi ne compliment to door no one even noticed I guess…

sahil: o mami but itna badhiya compliment dekar haven't I made up for that

just then bani heard the door getting shut ..as she looked up to c jai …he wasn't there …sahil wo that wasn't kinda meant for u so don't worry , n thnx so much for the compliment


ranveer: I thought so ki suddenly aap sahil ko kyun yeh kehne lagi
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The drive to taruns place short n uneventful ….jai n bani were welcomed with such warmth by tarun n his wife that it touched bani immensely ….the start to the evening was very routine where she was introduced by jai to everyone they came across…actually it turned out to be the first occasion where she was constantly addressed as Mrs Walia ..which made her feel weird …then as the evening progressed came the part which bani had least expected and which turned this dull evening truly amusing ..as bani found her self a cosy corner to stand ..her eyes started follow jai ..as one after the other women came and started a conversation with jai ..while one women was in conversation another wud come in try to get hold of jai's attention …and how they were still throwing themselves at him was unbelievable for once they didn't realize that he had just got married amazing as well as amusing this was as bani found herself giggling ..she felt sorry for all these women sure they must have harbored the feelings of marrying jai .. wow she thought she had just yesterday claimed the most coveted title and she didn't even no …as she giggled further…jai from the corner of his eyes saw bani giggling alone and wondered what she found so amusing .........he'll find out later he thought ….

The evening came to an end …n jai n bani headed home ..once back at home and in their room jai quickly changed n went to bed as he was feeling sleepy ..he forgot to ask her abt the party…as for bani after changing she sat down to continue her scribbling… she wrote

' well just came from the party ..nice evening but those women I tell u all over jai ..and look at my husband he was enjoying it ..when I first met jai he told me he never liked women to be all over him ..i don't agree ..he surely gives them the freedom …otherwise why wud they be all over u just the next day after yr marriage ..hmm may be they think he ll fall for us n chuck his wife ..i don't blame the women as much cos jai is quite charming and definitely very goodlooking and super rich who wudnt want a perfect guy …how ironic they all want him but cant get him nd I never wanted him but got him …amazing and lastly guess what I was for the first time addressed as mrs walia tell u at first i didn't realize it was me ..but then as i got use to it it felt weird being called mrs walia ..but weird in a good way …..



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Great part dear.👏👏 Loved how JB's relationship progressing. Wondering when both duffers would realize that they both love each other. Waiting to see for fireworks between JB. Please continue soon😃

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man its like u run khush 😆 😆 😆
mujhe bhi sikalo

ok i got my lesson and now i am back to give my comment😃
haila bani neh pehli baar saree pehni and her pleats didn't come out right...oh i so understand! i keep on trying and still my pleats don't come out right😆😆😆
oh man saahil is thinking amazingly!
yup honeymoon par bhej doh...they have to get close!😃
that saree sounds soo pretty😃
black net waali...lookin hot for jai😉
bani get used to mrs. walia....its not meant for anyone else
please continue soon😃

Originally posted by: jigna_07

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man its like u run khush 😆 😆 😆
mujhe bhi sikalo

Jiggu dear it's very simple......just click twice on the "😆" and click on post reply button. I think it would help you a lot😉. Thanks dear it was nice meeting you again😃. See you soon😛😆😆

Originally posted by: khushboo2006

Jiggu dear it's very simple......just click twice on the "😆" and click on post reply button. I think it would help you a lot😉. Thanks dear it was nice meeting you again😃. See you soon😛😆😆

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i will keep that in mind😃
but i couldn't even think of using the "😆😆" khush trademark
isn't it copyrighted?
i don't want to break any laws😉
nice meeting you again too😃

awww that was a cute part!!!!

that was awesome!!!!! 😳 ......

wen will love find its way! 😕

aww...how cute was that...Jb are too good...
banit alks too much but thats not new...lol...lol...have to run to see the hot paramedics that just brought in a new patient 😳 😳 😳 ...lol...next comment will be much longer
JAZ

Originally posted by: jnawaz

aww...how cute was that...Jb are too good...
banit alks too much but thats not new...lol...lol...have to run to see the hot paramedics that just brought in a new patient 😳 😳 😳 ...lol...next comment will be much longer
JAZ

😆 u will never learn!!!!!😆