chapter 10... jai:looking a bit surprised and confused" tum really u wanna go ..
bani jus assumes that jai is not comfortable bec his tone contained surprise ...
bani: nahin maine mumma ko haan keh diya so that she doesnt feel bad and nor does she have to hear nething frm neone.. as for honeymoon aap chale jaana main maassi ke ghar chali jaaongi...
jai (was like wht is she talkin paagal hai kya) maassi ke ghar as if unhe nahin pata hoga ki humne honeymoon pe jaane ko kahaa hai ...
bani: ill tell massi ki bola tha humein aur we agreed but aapko koi kaam aa gayaa par mumma ko nahin bataa sakte main incident bataa doongi and massi will under stand dont worry
jai: was like so she doent wanna cum with me... and this made him sad
meanwhile bani said abt the plan because she thought jai will be uncomfortable with her arnd..
they had a silent dinner and went to bed neither cud sleep and was wondering....
ki why doesnt she cum with me shud i ask her what if she feels offended pata nahin yaar pyaar karti hai ya nahin agar karti nahin to fir yahaan itne din se mere saat hai kyun and why does she care for me..aur mera gussa kyon sahaa thought jai she is weird he was hurt / kya plan bataa diya to ek baar bhi nahin poocha force karnaa to door ki baat if i wanna cum or not kya pyaar nahin karte to dost ke taur pe hi pooch lete ...main kya is layak bhi nahin..bani thought she was not hurt but angry....
2 days pass off quite uneventful with each doing their own thing and looking at the other ....wondering why he or she doesnt say ne thin
saturday jai and bani leave together to go their seperate ways...
jai drops bani off( she ahs already told her massi whos ok she even told she has imp stuff at uni which she cant miss) and when hes leaving he tells bani to take care
bani:" pls fone kardijiyega ya email that u r ok"
jai (mann mein) itna khyaal hai to aati kyon nahin mere saath...
jai ; ya i will
jai reaches paris rite thru the flite hes restless and is not liking it one bit and thinks ye bani ka prblem kya hai ...( arre apni taraf bhi to dekho do u no what u feel dumbo- actually sum of these jai traits i have taken frm a friend of mine who faced truble as far as love was concerned due to his own unsurities)
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morning to evening jai is attending his meetings but during this time he manages to catch a glimpse of banis pic to rejuvenate himself, at nite when he returns to his rum he is again filled with the pain of being here without bani jais mom has called him once when jai said " kya mom honeymoon pe to leave me " so she said ok i wont bother u guys... he hasnt been in touch with bani except his initial text that he reached paris... he wants to call her but just cant something sum fear stops him evrytime
as for bani she has been waitng for his email/call but it hasnt cum she cant call him cos she has no courage... just keeps wondering whether he likes or not .....and keeps missing him..aur gussa hoti rehti hai ki he didnt ask waise to help karte ab poocha bhi nahin mera trip marwaa diya kya maine idea diya hi kyun stupid me..
its been 1 week and two days and each has been missin the other like hell but just cannot tell the other cos of the fear that wht if he/she doesnt love me....and mite just accept the relationship because of me
its tuesday nite jai came back frm his meeting and went for a quick shower when he came out he saw it was pouring outside went to the window and started looking at the pouring rain as he luked images frm the last 7/8 months flashed before him rite frm the first time he saw bani , then when he saw her as his bride and then how rude he was to her but the way she handled him with care , the time when he cudnt c her sad face as he was use to that smile and the few times she had unknowingly cum close to him had left him wanting .. the dance that nite where her body was so close to his and her lips so close to his and her beauty she was divine..... as he retraced those events again and again while he luked at the pouring rain he saw a smile filled with satisfaction spread across his lips and he confessed to himself..and sat down to write an email.....
wednesday morning
bani like veryday cheked her mailbox and was stumped to c a message frm jai she opened it and started to read it
Dearest Bani
Rain on the window covers the trace
Of all the tears that I've had to waste
And now I'm missing you so
And I won't let you go away
Stain on the desktop where coffee cups lay
And memories of you forever will stay
And the scent of your perfume
And the smile on your face will remain...
And I never gave up hope when things got me down
But I just bit on my lip and my face began to frown
Cos that was just my pride and I've nothing else to hide
And now the way is clear and all I want to say is..
All of my life the doors have been closed now
And all of my dreams have been locked up inside
But you came along and captured my heart, girl
You're the key to my life
day after day, was blaming myself
For what I'd done, just thought of myself
I know that you'll understand
This was all my own fault, don't go away..
And I never gave up hope when things got me down
But I just bit on my lip
And my face began to frown
Cos that was just my pride and I've nothing left to hide
And now the way is clear and all I want to say is...
Bani you know that I feel for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Stop the thunder and the pouring rain
You're the one that's going to stop the pain
Girl you know that I feel for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Stop the thunder and the pouring rain
Listen to me can't you hear what I say...
All of my life the doors have been closed now
And all of my dreams have been locked up inside
But you came along and captured my heart, girl
You're the key to my life
Yes Bani u r the key to my life.....
f or ever and yrs forever
Jai
PS Actually never new the true meaning of love before i unknowingly fell in love with u , so come here and complete me.....
tears ran down banis eyes and a huge smile lit up her face as she read the message saw the eticket jai had sent for her
ok guys the song above edited to suit the story........
thats where i intend to end the FF ..... what say u guys..............
feedback joota chappal sab welcum hai aur all those who read this fanfic a big thnk u to u guys meri hosla afzai karne ke liye.....
what abt starting another one called " Tumse milke ... aisa lagaa tumse milke armaan hue poore dil ke"
may be more romantic more fun and long as well abt 40 parts .....what say.......r u interested in more of my crap....hope didnt scare u guys
Edited by bccool - 18 years ago
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