Dear Dairy,
Pushkar dad doesn't consider me his daughter. He took me in because Bani mom (his best friend) asked him to. He told me to call him uncle, when I asked him what I am suppose to call him. According to him my parents well always me Jai and Bani because they raised me and loved me. That he has no right to say after 16 years that he is my father, or to execute any rights of being my father. He begged me to always consider them my parents and not to break there heart because Pia mom had done enough of that.
One doesn't give up the present for the past; one has to learn to live with the present if they want to live in this world.
-Prachi
Prachi,
I was all bent on marrying rich and making sure that my family has a good secure future. I didn't want my family to have to live through the poverty that I did. You know at one point your Rano Massi had a accident and we didn't have money for her operation? It was considered my fault because I left Rano alone when I was suppose to be with her. She was in college, she could go shopping alone. It is common sense to look both ways before one crosses the road, Rano was suppose to know that she was after all the smartest out of us three sisters. In order to come up with money for her operation, I took a modeling assignment for night gowns. But before I could pay for the operation, Bani di beat me to it by selling our house. That was the first time I want against di, I don't think I did anything wrong by doing so. The only thing that hurt me was though I am almost as old as di, she didn't even think of consulting with me before selling the house. If she had just asked once, I could have told her that I have arranged the money. But, Prachi she wasn't wrong either she was in charge of as three sisters, and in her place maybe I would have done the same thing. Bani di was made the mother cub because me and Rano weren't ready to fend for ourselves. We all make mistakes and we all have to pay the price for them...That's life!
Soon after that accident, Bani di got a marriage proposal from Mohan Khandwal, and she rejected it for love. She rather we live in Mr. Walia's guesthouse, then get married to Mohan. So I said yes to marrying Mohan because I didn't believe in love and I wanted to prove to di and the world that I could take care of my family. But fate had other plans for me and Pushkar told me he loved me, and I left Mohan for Pushkar. I wanted to give love a chance, I didn't know if I loved Pushkar or not at the point but I didn't want to spend rest of my life wondering. Also, Pushkar is well off and can take care of me and my family. I would have my 'love' and a rich family. Pushkar is a nice, di likes him too. This marriage would get me my dreams, a beautiful girl and di's approval. My happiness would be completely, everything would be perfect. Our at least everything seemed perfect. Until I discovered that it was Jai Walia that fulfilled all my dreams and gave me all the gifts that I thought were sent by Pushkar. The biggest shocker was when Jai proposed to me. You know, I said no to him, too. Or atleast I had said no without thinking about anything else because that's what I thought di would want. Bani di and Pushkar were out of town and I had nobody to talk things over with. I thought long and hard about it and decided to marry Jai. I thought that my feelings for were because of the stuff he gave me to win my heart (the stuff that was given by Jai Walia). Mr. Walia did things to make me happy without holding it over my head, he was able to help me where Pushkar wasn't when it came to saving Bani di when she was in trouble. I remembered the time I asked Mr. Walia to were a red pullover and he did because I wanted him to. I remember the saying 'don't marry someone you love but someone that loves you'. I was going to marry Mr. Walia……
-Pia
Dear Dairy,
I am in to much of a shock to really talk today. Pia mom was suppose to marry Jai dad. Does that mean he is my father but why did that hospital report say that Pushkar is my dad? If Pia mom was suppose to marry Jai dad, then why is Bani mom married to him. Who is my real father? Who?
-Prachi
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
CID
