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Posted: 17 years ago
Kaha hein upd8? Shruti di plz jaldi upd8 karlo. 😳
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Posted: 17 years ago

This is the second last part - if all goes by plan. I am terribly sorry for the delay, was completely unavoidable and knowing I have to end it, I didn't feel like writing. However, I will complete this story by the end of this week.

Please leave your comments, PM them - good or bad...It is the second last part, would love to know what everyone thinks while I end it!

Chapter 26

That evening after Jai dropped her home, both their views had changed. Both were heading in the similar direction, but that was only in the matters of the heart. The minute the head came into the picture, they headed just the opposite way.

Bani had seen Jai mingle with her family, just the way she had envisioned it 14 years ago. Jai had gotten a chance to be a part, to belong, even if it was just for the evening. It had felt good, Bani had admitted to herself. Uncertainty and indecisiveness yet remained her closest friends.

Indecision is often worse than wrong action.

-GeraldFord

Days passed and nothing happened other than both their feelings growing stronger by the minute. The date of Jai's return was coming closer and he hadn't done anything to convince Bani of his point yet. He couldn't decide on what was the right approach. In a way he felt like the same 18 year old he was years ago. He was yet finding the perfect moment to catch her in such a moment where she couldn't tell him she can't be with him.

Staying away from Jai and still being near him made Bani realize a lot of things she probably did not want to admit to herself, things she was running from but things she was hoping in hearts of hearts to happen. Bani also realized that Jyot was a major reason for getting them where they were, good or bad.

She realized that she did indeed love him, and loved him like no one else did, no one else had, and no one else would. She knew she had to tell him, she knew she had to get it out, she knew this was her chance to have what she had dreamed of all her life.

Knowing Jai would be leaving again gave her the much needed but sudden realization that this may be her only chance to get her life back, even if that meant after 14 years. How would she do that, what would she say after hiding her feelings for so long, she wondered? Would Jai accept her and then she answered that question for herself.

Days passed and she kept on thinking about how she would admit it. Jai and she weren't really talking now-a-days. Both were 'tongue-tied' in front of the other. Thank god for Jyot was their constant statement.

One day Jyot insisted Bani come to his game. She had decreased her going now that Jai was there to support him and she consciously avoided going out in the public with him alone. She didn't need more to think about than what was already in her mind.

Jyot- Ma could you please come to this game.

Bani – Sure, but isn't Jai accompanying you already?

Jyot- He was supposed to but he had some last minute

work

Bani- last minute work? She thought out aloud

Jyot- yes, before he leaves, he said he had some things to take care of.

Bani- ohok. When does he leave?

Jyot- I think day after but I guess I'll have to pull some strings to keep him here longer. So do you think you can come for today's game?

Bani- what time is it?

Jyot- 5 in the evening

Bani- I will be there, you want me in my college cheer leaders outfit?

Jyot- no just you as your normal self would be fine. See you there.

Jyot left home and went for his practices. Bani always almost instantly had a smile on her face when Jyot was around. He was never the one to give her tears, give her any pain or any hurt.

Bani prepared herself some lunch and sat down all alone, it was the first time in a long time it struck her how empty the house was and how she almost never had anyone on the opposite side of the dining table. She realized she missed all of this more than she thought she did. Jyot had become a sort of substitute of Jai in her life she realized but then the fact also remained that the two always had a distinct place in her life.

Hours passed and all she did was think, she thought hard and then she thought some more. She literally prayed before god to show her the way, to make it happen, preferably without her having to do anything much!

She got ready and left the house, in a way excited to be able to go alone, as she went before Jai came back, to cheer her son. She sat in the car and as fate would have it the song that played on the radio described how she felt to the tee.

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
and hung me on a line
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand

This song described what she was feeling and this uncanny event she did not welcome. She didn't need to be reminded of the things she was going through or thought. She knew she was afraid of loving him, of letting him in but she knew that was the only way she could live. She was tired of being alone, especially when there was someone for her out there. She was going through a whole load of emotions, which she really felt she had no explanation for.


Maybe I'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
Baby, won't you help me understand
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

It all reminded her of how she let him go, she now realized that probably wasn't the wisest thing to do. She realized how Jai is ready to take her with all her faults and how she wants to give him that chance, give them that chance.

She reached the court and was excited to see her boy play basketball. It had been long since she came here and though it never failed to remind her of the past, today it reminded her of the happy moments and she felt a weird sort of exhilarating feeling inside of her.

The match started and she took her place in the stands. Jyot was as always proving to be the highest score getter. He had grown so tall and so much like his father, Bani thought. He played and was responsible for getting his team the lead as the first quarter ended. The second quarter started and what happened there left everyone aghast.

Edited by shrutichopra - 17 years ago
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Posted: 17 years ago

first person for the first time hahahaha

wow shruti dear u have finally update... it been ages yar but thanks a tons u update.. wht wrong with ur bani re all she does is think and think will she ever open her mouth and speak re. pls pls make her talk re instead of just think all the time and do wht she think is right. for once tell her to do wht her heart is say. bani high time speak nw

and where is jai yar. miss him bring him back soon..

update soon 😊 😊

very well written dear as usual...
👏

Edited by j&b84 - 17 years ago
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Posted: 17 years ago


K I am second 😃 …guess u r happy 😉 …n I read it…acha tha 👏 👏 ….yaar ye Bani n Jai just think…but yep the situation they are in they gotta think…per thoda action bhi magta…which I am sure will get in the next update…coz u said 'what happened there left everyone aghast.' Will Jyot get hurt? Will Jai come and propose in public 😳 …abhi kutch to hoga 😆 …well will wait for the next part …this time don't take so long to update 😉 …yaar bhool jate hain…update karma padta hai by going to the last part….loved the song. Abs perfect. 👏 👏 👏

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Posted: 17 years ago
Just beautiful Sruthi!! 👏 👏 It was worth the wait...

Bani's feelings have been portrayed clearly..But I think its high time she confesses her true feelings to Jai..For once listen to your heart..

So whats' happened at the match? Is Jyoth alright?? Is it anything to do with Jai??

Please update soon dear..
Rama
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Posted: 17 years ago
hey shruti................

lovely part......................

wat happened.................

eager to know ..............

update soon
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Posted: 17 years ago
omg what will happen ?????

fabulous update!!

loved the song choice!!!

cant wait to see what will happen next?? Will Jai propose to bani??

please cont soon
thanks
sanju

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Posted: 17 years ago
Shrutssssssss 🤗

Soooooooooo Sorrryyy for not commenting earlier, as promisedd...soooo sowieeee....its just that..i read it, and then forgot to comment...yaar i read it at workk

OMG...Bani go tell Jai about your feelings before its too lateeee....jaaooooo....and Jai u betteer not leave b4 Bani tells you about her feelingss 😳 😆

Haila...wat happened in 2nd quarter?? And, WHY did you end THERE??? 😡


Ab jaldi jaldi update karooo 😃


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Posted: 17 years ago
Lovely part Shruti... 👏 👏 👏

Hope Jyot is fine...
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Posted: 17 years ago
hey shurti.
that was awesome.
aww bani is now understanding.. waht she feels for him.. that is good.
continue soon.
please

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