😳 😳 😳 I didi it again guys....i mad it intesne...opps!!
i hope i am not banned for this!
so i put a warning
WARNING READ AT YOUR ONW RISK VERY INTENSE!!!!!! 😳 😳 opps.....this part is also very long....i hope u like it tho...i and i hope that i am not banned....
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Part6
Her hurried footsteps made their way to a place to seek solace and comfort from… her room.
Only mildly aware of the frequent shouts behind her, each time sending shivers down her spine, of her name….
What was there to listen, she had seen all…
It seemed that the darkness had uncovered a secret from its blanket of night
Unforgivable tears fell from her eyes falling mercilessly into a pool of suffocating love. Who was there now in her life to rescue her from such cruel waters….such deep currents that threatened to still her life…
Nearing her room, now completely aware that the voice was looming closer she thrusts the key into the hole and pushes it open…
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His footsteps heavy, like a man dying of lost life he continues to follow his weeping wife. He could feel her heart breaking. He cursed that wretched woman over and over again…now knowing fully the purpose of her game….what choice did he have now but to obey….he was the dog and she was his owner….
Such secrets…which he had hoped to keep under the covers of night…he felt it deceiving him…how could it…how….shhhh
He looked up again and saw her nearing their room…he had no choice now but to get there before she closed the door…he called aimlessly "Bani….Bani…" yet to no avail.. no response came...but he did note her frail body tingle and shiver to her name resounding of his lips…..oh cruel torture…;)
And then…her reached her….:)
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She gasped at his firm grip and her persistent attempts to shut him off from her….yet he was stronger. Her face now completely glimmering with dried tears and sorrowful eyes….she had no more strength to fight. As the very man she let her heartbeat beat for….had killed her….
"Bani" he crooned noting her reaction once more. He closed the door firmly behind him locking it with a click?
no response only silence….
"bani" he whispered huskily almost afraid of her reaction…..
Nothing…complete silence…?
Slowly as if afraid he caught hold of her shoulder and turned her around only to drown painfully in her sorrowfull eyes and broken heart….
Her eyes met his harshly….as if begging for an explanation as to what she had seen…begging that all had been a dream, yet what answer could he give, for he himself was a man caught in an iron grip of such a person he hated…yet what could he do….he was helpless…amongst this darkness…
Only able to lick her wounds and seal her heart once again…knowing only one way…yet he knew words were what she seeked to soothe her troubled soul, yet those were what he could not give….oh such cruel pain
"Bani pls" he murmured " pls….listen to me, its not what you saw bani….pls…."
His eyes invited hers to believe all that he said…filled with such truth yet she noted there was also something hidden there under a blanket of truth…now even more confused what to believe…her broken heartbeats kept craving and begging her to believe what his eyes said….yet…her brain…her brain said something completely different…
"bani…pls…believe me…pls" he pulled her closer to him and rested his forehead against hers …radiating waves of pure sorrow…and heat….
Shocked at their sudden contact she froze and melted under his touch allowing herself to be washed over by his touch…yet realising moments later all…
She broke away from his grip with force, shocking him no doubt, and turned to face the now ever shining moon…
"Mr.walia…how do you expect me to believe you when you have killed my trust many times, this is not the first time…you tell me to believe you… what about me telling you to believe me…begging you to believe me all those past countless times…what happened to those mr.walia….did you forget everything under this physical relationship of ours….is this all you see…"
Her eyes blazed and she turned around to face him " mr.walia…am I nothing to you do I have no meaning to you…am I just some doll you can use to extract pleasures from whenever you please…yet when my eyes seek and clearly demand an explanation all you say is pls bani believe me…trust MR.WALIA…is something you do not know about…."
Tears fell from her eyes at realisation to every harsh word she threw at him knowing no doubt that it would stab him and create wounds….but she wanted him to pain like she was…she wanted… needed answers, she had seen this woman many times not only here but in photos at office always asking about him, yet never meeting or finding him until now.... it was like he distanced himself purposely away from her, what was the truth and what was not she needed to know…enough games….
His heart bleed and wept silent tears of blood…such wounds the way her mouth spat the name Mr.walia…what happened to jai….did she hate him so…such cruel torture…yet his sorrow was soon replaced with anger and he turned on her eyes blazing backing her caging her in, into the wall…suffocating her with his breath which she melted under, when it tingled against her skin…oh pure torture of agony….
"Mrs. walia….i think you forget your position how dare you accuse me for using you as a rag doll and that too only for a physical relationship if that is all you see then what is the point of us" he spat…his eyes harsh no compassion… "you mock my trust yet how many times have you mocked mine…. I have many examples my dear wife…many…you do not know me bani…I am not a man of compassion….kill me so if you wish…but let me tell you….in my death yours will be present too…"
and with that he gently wrapped his hands around her neck…o his touch it killed her….
Both souls were hurting unknown bounds of grief….oh cruel pain…save them…
His hands wrapped gently around her neck…his eyes bore into hers…but he had broken…not any day in his life would he rob his wife of her breath…he loved her so…yet wounded at her very words of only a physical relationship…his heart bled…
He let his lips brush gently on her face slowly…letting go of her neck…yet only to finger it softly and caress it as if it were his jewel….he let his tears fall…and his lips melt on her skin….trying to heal her throbbing wounds….yet getting no where at all with his…
"goddamit bani…why do you do this to me every time" tears now glistening in his eyes ......"why" he whispered into her ear
intending to leave her…and die in his own pain…he turned to go yet a weak hand grabbed his almost begging with its radiations for him to stop…he turned and saw his wife crying…yet having no intention of letting him go…she pulled weakly at his shirt wanting him….
All seemed forgotten for now…under both lovers sorrow…
He walked intensely back to her cupping her face in his hands and slowly kissing her…letting their mouths embrace passionately…she reacted immediately wrapping her arms around his neck and sobbing into his mouth….while he hungrily devoured all pain…just wanting her needing her…
Her sobs were replace with moans of pleasure as his hand caressed her bare back of the saris blouse…he moved it lower and lower…undoing one hook at a time making her shiver and groan his name "jai"…and he hungrily devouring it all…
she moaned into his mouth "jai…jai…pls…stop" ignoring her petty pleas...…making his mouth move against hers deeply….giving her no space to breathe…just wanting her….and telling her so…with is every touch which now adorned his name…
He shackled her arms above her doing as he please….wanting to heal all…and healing himself in the process….no more protest only longing…
He swept her into his arms…allowing her space to breathe….he watched the delicate feather he held in his arms…her swollen lips and now contented eyes…he laid her on the bed….quickly following in pursuit….slowly removing all piece of jewellery one by one…and kissing where it should have been…
There mouths met once again…their kiss deepened…as their cravings for one another held their mind body and soul….oh cruel torture…oh pure bliss;)
His hands roved her body...making her his....;)
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Sanjana……sanjana…..the wind crowed…warning her that all had failed…yet still no reaction from, the sullen women…she fingeres her S delicately and whisperes to herself…
"As long as I have you…..I have him….as how much can the darkness hide…nothing…nothing if I myself am it….am the darkness…"
Sanjana…sanjana…the wind howled around her as she looked deep into the night….smiling….as if in content all the while fingering the same golden S that hung snugly around her neck…...
OMG…opps I didi it again…its intense, but not very... srry guys…opps I hope I am not banned omg…opps..
Its very long..i just kept on writing and could not stop…
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Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
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