FF:DOBARA ,PART 22,PAGE 33,22/09/09 - Page 21

Originally posted by: jeenal20

hey ananya

that was a gr88 part

jai really is very caring towards bani

and bani bhi kuch kum nahi hai

ghosh jb cant get enough of each other and even consummated thier marraige

jai toh puri tarah se bani ke jaal mein paagal hai

and what is this last mein?

bani reading nammaaz how come?

Originally posted by: kuttu

So they had consumated their marriage before separating.==yes When all was going so well and she was least bothered with hre mother inlaws attitude then why did she have to run away. ==Secret😉looks like from friends they graduated to lovers and Jai took full care of her. ==Jai was very caring indeed..And did Bani change her religon or soemthing like that. surely she hasn't got married to someone When seh was so much in love with Jai.==No she was not married to a muslim guy..that is for sure..

Bye

Originally posted by: tam2

Hi ...

ow JB had consummated their marriage .... ==Yes 😲 .... that was unexpected....==I know.. 😳 .... oh bani is Muslim.... ==May be..😲 .... when did she change her religion .... ==You will know..😲 .... well looking forward to next part.... do cont soon....👏....

SHE IS A STRANGER

Shaam ki party me sab log aaye..news reporters ,press reporters,naami daami log.. business friends..Law circle k log..sab log the waha par.Bani ki shaadi ka reception hai..koi miss nahi karna chaahta tha.Ragini,Anushka,Jayant,Chetan,Farhan,Dinesh..sab log the. Aparajit aur Roshni bhi the.Senior Nanavati bhi shaamil hue is khushi k mauke par.Party achhi chal rahi hai.Shaher k bade se bade log shareek hue is khushi k mauke par.Bani sab se mil rahi thi..Jai milva raha tha.Par Jai k dil me ajeeb si khalbali machi thi.Aaj subha jo dekha Jai ne,Bani namaaz padh rahi thi..woh kyaa hai?Yeh Ferdaus kaun hai?Mausi bahut khush hain..aakhirkar ghar ki Bahu ghar me waapas aa gayi..Jaijeet ko uski khushian waapas mil gayi.

Jyoti aur Ranjeet ko Jai ki khushi ki parvaah nahi thi shaayad..varna yeh kaise mumkin tha k Bani chali gayi haveli chhod kar aur unhone usko dhoondhne ki yaa waapas laane ki ek bhi koshish nahi ki gayi thi?Jab Bani chali gayi thi,tab Jaijeet Shobhna k kandhe par sar rakh kar ro raha tha..apne Munna ko is tarha rote dekh Shobhna ko bahut dukh hua..gussa aaya tha..sab par..sab se zyada Bani par..par us par gussa kar k kyaa karti?Zabardasti ki shaadi thi..ek naa ek din aisa hona tha..shuru se Shobhna darri hui thi.Unka darr sach ban gaya. Par saalon baad jab Bani mili..tab unko laga k ab sab theek hoga..Jaijeet fir se khush hoga..muskuraayega..peechhli shaam ko jab shaadi ki party khatam hui..tab Jaijeet se Shobhna ne poochha, "Tu khush toh hai na?"..Jaijeet ne jawaab me Shobhna ko gale laga lia,kaha ,"Haan..main khush hoon..bahut khush..lagta hai ab aisi koi tamanna nahi rahi jo puri naa ho..main sach me khush hoon..main usse pyaar karta tha..karta hoon..woh bhi mujh hi se pyaar karti thi..pyaar karti hai..beech k yeh saal..jo kho gaye..unka afsos main nahi manana chaahta..bas ..ab zindagi jeeni hai..usike saath uske pyaar k sahare.." .. Jaijeet vaakei me khush hai.Achha hai..Maa-Baap rahe nahi..Shobhna bhi puri zindagi nahi rahengi..Jaijeet ka khayaal rakhne k lia Bani toh hai..aur Jaijeet bahut khayaal rakhega Bani ka.

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"Kyaa keh raha hai?Bani namaaz padh rahi thi?"

Aparajit k is sawaal k jawaab me Jai ne uski taraf dekha,kaha ,"Haan..Ferdaus kaun hai..mujhe jaanna hai.."

Aparajit--Arre..Jai..namaaz hi padh rahi hai..aur kuchh toh nahi kar rahi hai..jaane de na..maamla seedha hai..pechida mat bana..

Jai--Yeh seedhi baat lagti hai tujhe?Dus saal..kaha thi?Kis haal me thi..main nahi jaanta.. aur jab mili..tab naam k saath yeh Ferdaus ka tag..main jaanna chaahta hoon..

Aparajit--Dekh..ab sab theek ho raha hai..waqt aane de..tujhe khud ba khud pata chal jaayega..Bani ko force mat kar..sach bataane k lia..tujhe yeh yakeen toh hai na k Bani tujhse pyaar karti hai?

Jai--Haan..yeh main jaanta hoon..woh pyaar karti hai mujhse..par naa jaane kyon..main usse samajh nahi paaya..ab tak anjaan hai mere lia..but she loves me..

Aparajit--Haan..fir kyaa pareshaani hai?Araam se reh..well..ek khabar main tujhe sunata hoon..khush ho jaayega...Roshni is pregnant..I am going to be a father now.

Jai--Really?Kab pata chala?

Aparajit--Aaj subha hi.Roshni ki reports aai hain,aath saal ho gaye hain humari shaadi ko, ummeed hi chhod di thi humne..main aur Roshni ..we are almost same age..maine tai kia tha..saal bhar intezar karoonga..fir ek bachcha goad lenge..yaa fir do,but..aaj hi khabar aai..Roshni pregnant hai..uska bahut khayaal rakhna hai ab..she is 33 now.. complications ho sakte hain..

Jai--I am really happy for you.Waise kitne din lagenge?

Aparajit--Saat maheene aur..and then he or she will be with us..

Jai--Congrats..

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Mausi bahut khush hui Roshni ki khabar sun kar..unhome kaha ,"Beta ..chinta mat karna.. main hoon abhi tak..tera pura khayaal rakhne k lia..zaroorat padne par main tere saath jaa kar rahoongi yeh saat maheene.."

Aparajit--Yeh sahi idea hai..main toh ghabra raha tha..Mausi..thanks a lot...

Roshni--Abhi der hai..please..kaha kaha jaayenge aap log mere saath?Mujhe hospital bhi jaana hoga..and main khud Doctor hoon..I can take care of myself..

Mausi--Bahes mat kar Roshni..maine keh dia matlab tujhe maanni padegi..Aparajit aur Jai..dono Bete hain mere..tu Bahu hai meri..meri baat maan..bahes mat kar.

Roshni--Okay...I surrender..aap jaisa kahogi..main maanoongi..khush?

Mausi--Aaj kal toh khushion ki bharmaar hai..pahle Bani mili..fir sahi salamat woh ghar waapas aai..aur Jai aur Bani ki kanoonan shaadi hui..aur ab teri yeh khabar..main khush hoon asal me..bachche khush rahe is tarha..bas main khush hoon..

Yeh sab baatein chal rahi thi..dinner k dauraan..party me maujood log..khaa pee rahe the..maze le rahe the..

Roshni--Bani..humari shaadi ko aath saal ho gaye..I was 25 when I got married to Aparajit.. I really wanted that I would be a mother within two years..par aisa hua nahi..ab jaa kar.. yeh sapna mera sach hua..you are almost 26 now..isn't it?

Bani--Hmm..

Roshni--Ek kaam karo..saal do saal me..have a child..

Bani--I have no hurry..

Roshni--Bani..main ek Doctor hoon..khud achhe se samajhti hoon..30 k baad ladkion k lia.. Maa banna..it's quite risky..bahut se patients ko dekha hai maine..yehi sahi waqt..jab tum Maa ban sakti ho..baad me puri zindagi padi hai..

Bani--I have my own career..aapne apna career banaya pahle..

Roshni--It's not like that,maine zyada se zyada kaam tab karna shuru kia jab main ummeed kho chuki thi k main Maa ban sakti hoon..aur career..baad me bhi ban sakti hai.. puri zindagi padi hai..think about it..par abhi nahi..itne bade accident se guzri ho..thode din baad..give a second thought to it..I am telling from my own experience..

Bani--Okay..par Mausi ko pareshaani hogi..abhi toh unko aapko samhaalna hai..pahle aap ko samhaal le..fir..theek hai?

Roshni--Haan..Mausi k baare me bhi sochna hai humen..theek kaha tumne..

Hanste khelte party khatam ho gayi..shaadi ka pura celebration ho gaya..now back to the daily life.

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August,2007

Aparajit kaam kum karta hai..Roshni k baare me fikar zyada karta hai..humesha tensed rehta hai..Roshni ki umar kuchh zyada hi hai Maa banne k lia.Roshni ko dekh kar Jai ko lag raha hai k Bani should get pregnant now..Roshni ki umar me Maa banna risky hai..upar se Bani ko sharaab aur cigarette ki aadat bhi hai..aur Jai khud bhi 35 ka hone jaa raha hai..yehi sahi waqt hai..they should have a kid..atleast one..abhi..par yeh akele ka kaam nahi..dono ka hona zaroori hai..aur Bani..usko kuchh fark nahi padta k Jai kyaa sochta hai..shuru se lekar ab tak..Jai hi nibhata aaya hai is rishtey ko..dus saal pahle bhi aur abhi bhi..in fact shaadi k baad dono kahi jaa nahi paaye..Jai ko zaroori kaam karne the..Jai ne socha tha Bani bura maanegi..par usko toh kuchh fark nahi pada..pending cases niptaane me usko zyada interest tha..par baat sirf yeha tak nahi rooki..office time me Jai ka phone lena nahi chaahti..ghar pe bhi..zyada se zyada yehi koshish karti rehti hai k Jai se aamna saamna naa ho..Jai late aata hai..toh dekhta hai Bani gehri neend me hai.Yaa fir Jai dekhta hai Bani nahi lauti hai toh study me kaam karte karte uska intezar karta hai..jab usko lagta hai k bahut der ho gayi hai..Bani ko phone karta hai..aur pata chalta hai woh kab ki laut chuki..office wear me so gayi hai..typical Bani..nothing else.

Jai ekdin office se nikal kar seedhe gaya court..Bani ko court me kaam hai..paanch baje kaam khatam hoga..Jai ne driver se keh dia.."Memsaab ki car tum le kar ghar jaaoge.. main unko apni car me le kar lautoonga.."

Bani Chetan k saath nikal rahi thi court se..Chetan Jai ko dekh kar aage aaya ,"Hii..Jeejajee..how are you?"

Jai--Good..Bani ko tumne bahen bana lia..well..I am fine..what about you?

Chetan--Cool..aap zaroor Bani ko lene aaye hain..main bhi chaloonga..mujhe milna hai kisise..

Jai--Girlfriend?

Chetan--Yaa..lover..okay bye..see you Bani..kal office me milta hoon..

Bani--Yaa..bye.

Jai--Chalo..mere saath..

Bani--Meri car..

Jai--Driver ko chaabi de do..woh ghar le jaayega..

Bani--Okay..

Bani Jai k saath chali gayi...

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Raat ko Jai Bani k paas aaya..Bani case files dekh rahi thi..Jai ne file uske haath se lia aur table pe rakha..

Bani--Yeh kyaa hai?

Jai--Baat karni hai..

Bani--Kaho..

Jai--We should plan our family..main nahi chaahta tumhari haalat Roshni jaisi ho..I want my child..our child..

Bani--Roshni ki baaton se kaafi inspired ho..

Jai--Bani..try to understand..I am going to be 35..

Bani--Jai..pehli baar humari shaadi hui thi kyonki tumhari Kundali me koi dosh tha..yeh shaadi maine ki pressure me aa kar..now you are asking for a child..main jaanna chaahti hoon..k kya meri apni marzi kabhi chalegi nahi?

Jai--Apni marzi kab nahi chalai tumne?

Bani--Kabhi nahi chalai..

Jai--Yeh naainsaafi hai..

Bani--Jai..all I want to say..that..our child should be born out of our love..

Jai--Don't I love you?

Bani--Yes..you love me..but..this time..it's going to be a fertilisation project..and nothing else...

Jai--Bani..kyaa bol rahi ho?

Bani--Jai..jab bachcha hona hoga ho jaayega..par is tarha nahi..

Jai--Kab hoga..?Batao..tum mere kareeb nahi aati..naa mujhe apne kareeb aane deti ho..humesha kaam ka bahana bana kar bhaag jaati ho..is tarha toh mujhe nahi lagta k kabhi aisa din aayega..

Bani--I need time..see..we are married now..living together..so..it will happen ..normally..

Jai--Kab..?Mujhe jaanna hai..

Bani--Don't irritate me..

Jai--I am not irritating you..rather you are irritating me..I want my child..that's it..

Bani--Agar main naa kahoon..kyaa karoge?

Jai--Naa kyon keh rahi ho?

Bani--Yeh jaldbaazi hai..

Jai--No..it's not...Bani..don't test my patience..

Bani--Okay..suno..hum saath hain..toh jab hoga ..hone dete hain..is that okay with you?

Jai--Fine..

Bani--Abhi main kaam kar loon?

Jai--See..kyaa kaha tha maine..?

Bani--Please..aaj raat nahi..please..mujhe kaam karne do..kal zaroori hearing hai..

Jai ko gussa aa gaya..woh kamre se chala gaya..study me..subha Shobhna uthi toh dekha study k sofa par Jai so raha hai..kyaa ho gaya?Bani se jhagda ho gaya kya?Aur aisi kyaa baat hui k Jai kamra chhod kar hi chala aaya?

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"Mrs.Sisodia..aapke reports dekhe..Maa banna ..aapke lia khatre se khaali nahi..aapka pehla bachcha aap geera chuki hain..ussise yeh complication hain.."

Bani--I was poisoned..when I was pregnant Doctor..it wasn't an abortion..

"Still..you were just 16 that time..yehi baat sab se zyada khatarnak hai.."

Bani--My husband wants child..

"Adopt a child..but don't take a risk of pregnancy..please..main is baat ki ijazat bilkul nahi doongi..doosra bachcha aapki jaan bhi le sakta hai.."

Bani--Koi ummeed nahi?

"Miracle agar ho..toh kuchh nahi..but..main yehi kahoongi k don't get pregnant.. please.. your husband has to decide..he has to choose..you or the child..I want to meet him..unko samjhana chaahti hoon.."

Bani--He is out of India now..baad me milvaati hoon unse..

Bani nikal aai clinic se..jhoot bol kar k Jai India me nahi hai.Roshni ne dekha lia Bani ko.. Bani yeha kyaa kar rahi hai?Jai ko batane se pahle Bani se baat karni hogi..Roshni ne Bani ko bulaya..Bani Roshni ko dekh kar chauk gayi..

Roshni--What?You got pregnant when you were just 16?

Bani--Haan..Jai ka bachcha tha..

Roshni--Fir?

Bani--I was poisoned..but promise me..Jai ko nahi bataogi..please..Jai seh nahi paayega..

Roshni--Jai's parents Bani?Were they the ...

Bani--Yes..unhika kia dhara tha..

Roshni--Jai ko pata tha?

Bani--Nahi..tab woh nahi tha waha par..usko nahi pata aaj bhi..that I was pregnant..

Roshni--Iska matlab..you had sex with Jai when you were just 16?And you got pregnant by Jai?

Bani--Yes..

Roshni--Jai..mujhe andaza nahi tha..k Jai..itna bada ..

Bani--He didn't force himself upon me..I was equally willing to sleep with him..he is not guilty..aaj bhi Doctors ko report dikhaati hoon..par yehi jawaab milta hai..test karvaane k baad..k mujhe bachcha nahi hona chahie..

Roshni--Bani..main khud tasalli karna chaahti hoon,tum kal hospital aao,main khud tumhare saare tests karvana chaahti hoon..usse pahle koi faisla mat karna..and main kisi se kuchh nahi kahoongi..tum kal hi aao..

Bani--Okay..

Originally posted by: jeenal20

hey ananya

that was a shocking part yaar ==I know..😆

bani was pregnent when she was only 16 ==Yes..😃

and jai does not know about all this ==He is anaware about all facts..

jais parents are really something ==Yes..they were..

i think this is the reason bani ran away ==Yes..this is the reason..

i hope rosh gives some good news to bani==Let's see..

and good that rosh is preg ==Yes..

plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz cont soon

THERE IS NO HOPE

"Bani..Jai ko sach bata do..tum Maa nahi ban sakti..I mean..tum ban sakti ho..par yeh baat toh tai hai..k tumhari jaan jaayegi hi.."..Roshni ne sab se pahle yehi keh dia..

Bani kuchh der chup rahi,usko kuchh bhi samajh me nahi aa raha hai,ab woh kyaa karegi?Roshni keh rahi hai k Bani ko pregnant nahi hona chahie...but Bani is already pregnant.. Roshni ne usko kaha tha..issi silsile me Roshni ne kuchh tests bhi kie the..par achanak ek conference k lia Roshni ko jaana pada Hyderabad..Aparajit bhi saath me gaya tha..Roshni avoid kar nahi paai..yeh baat ussi waqt ki hai..

Jai ko pata chal gaya tha k Bani contraceptive pills le rahi hai.Jai ne seedhe Bani se panga nahi lia.Bas ..pills k badle vitamin aur iron k tablets rakh die..jo bilkul contraceptive jaise hi dikhte the.Bani itna check nahi karti thi..thak haar kar office se lautne k baad kaun check karta hai itna..befikar hokar pills samajh kar vitamins aur iron ki golian leti rahi..Jai jab uske kareeb aaya..tab usne roka nahi..Roshni thi nahi Mumbai me..usne doosre Doctor se do din pahle hi confirm kia hai..Bani pregnant hai.8 weeks of pregnancy.Kaam ka pressure itna zyada tha..Bani ne dhyaan nahi dia..aur Roshni kuchh medicines prescribe kar k gayi thi..Bani ne socha side effects hain.Bani ko do hi din pahle pata chali yeh baat.. ek pal ko khayaal aaya k bina kisiko bataaye abortion kara le..par fir khayaal aaya k ho sakta hai Roshni koi achhi khabar de.Woh issi ummeed k saath Roshni k paas aai thi.Par ab Bani k pairon k neeche se zameen kisi ne khinch li hai.

Roshni--Hello..Bani..kyaa hua?

Bani--Kuchh nahi..soch rahi hoon..Jai se kyaa kahoon..?

Roshni--Sach bata do..

Bani--Woh yakeen nahi karega..

Roshni--Damn it..he has to trust you..

Bani--Aur ek baat hai..

Roshni--Kaho..

Bani--Mujhe do din pahle pata chali..I am pregnant..

Roshni--How?

Bani--Jaise har aurat hoti hai pregnant..waise hi..

Roshni--Main mazak k mood me nahi hoon Bani..

Bani--Even I am not joking..

Roshni--Get rid of this pregnancy Bani..as soon as possible..Jai ko toh nahi bataya tumne?

Bani--Nahi..

Roshni--Mausi ne shak nahi kia?

Bani--Pata nahi..

Roshni--Kal hi aa jaao..you must do that..Bani..tum ko andaza bhi nahi hai..

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Ghar jab lauti..tab Bani ki tabiyat fir se kharaab ho gayi.Mausi ne Roshni ko phone karne k badle doosre Doctor ko bulaya..Roshni itni jaldi me naa aaye toh behtar..aur bas..sachchai baahar aa gayi..Mausi ne Jai ko toorant ghar aane ko kaha..Jai ghar pahooch bhi gaya.. aur usko yeh khabar mili..Bani ki shakal bata rahi hai k is baat me ab koi shak nahi.

Mausi--Munna...Bani ko kamre me le jaa..sara din office me kaam kar k aai hai..uske lia kuchh khaane ko bhejti hoon..

Kamre me pahooch kar Jai ne Bani ko seene se lagaya..kahne laga ,"Tumhe andaza nahi hai..main kitna khush hoon..Bani..it's our life..finally..har sapna sach ho raha hai..yeh saal bahut lucky hai mere lia..tum mili..aur ab yeh khushkhabri.."

Bani ko samajh me nahi aaya..k kyaa kahegi..woh file khol kar baith gayi..

Jai ne kaha ,"Kyaa baat hai..?Tum khush nahi?"

Bani--Khushi ki baat hai..ab ho gaya toh kuchh kar nahi sakte hum..abortion tum karaane doge nahi..

Jai--Ek minute..abortion ki baat kahan se aai?Tumhe bachcha nahi chahiye..right..aur tum yeh soch rahi hogi..k tumne toh pura intezam kia tha Maa naa banne ka..fir tum pregnant kaise hui..hai na?

Bani--Matlab?

Jai--Jaankaari k lia main bata doon..tumhare pills ko maine vitamins ki golion k saath badal die the..mujhe pata chal gaya tha..

Bani kuchh der choop rahi..fir usne Jai ko dekha..Jai ne poochha,"Kyaa hua..achha nahi laga?"

Bani--Nahi..khoon asar dikha raha hai..

Jai--Matlab?

Bani--Nahi..tum kitna bhi pyaar kar lo..rahoge toh tum Ranjeet aur Jyoti Sisodia k Bete..aaj tumne yeh baat saabit kar dia..apna matlab pura karne k lia tum bhi unhiki tarha ..kissi bhi had tak jaa sakte ho..

Jai--BANI...samhal kar baat karo..tum mere Maa-Baap k baare me bol rahi ho..yaad rakhna..

Bani--Jai..please,mujhe koi aur baat nahi karni aur yeh koi pehli pregnancy nahi hai meri.I am second time pregnant..dus saal pahle bhi tum mujhe pregnant bana chuke the.. aur ab bhi..

Jai--Wait..dus saal..pahle?Kaise?Tum pregnant hui thi..mujhe kyon nahi bataya..

Bani--Jai..tum jaante ho..k humare beech ..jismani rishta hua tha..

Jai--Haan..hua tha..par tum pregnant nahi thi..

Bani--Tum nahi the Jaisalmer me..tab baat saamne aai..

Jai--Toh fir tum bhaagi kyon?

Bani--Main nahi gayi thi..tumhare Maa-Baap ne mujhe nikala tha..tumne mujhe theek se ladki banne se pahle aurat bana dia..I was forced into that relation..when I hadn't even properly shaped breast..aur tumne har baar mujhe chhoone ki koshish ki..tumne chhooa bhi mujhe..mere saath..tumhe sharam nahi aai..tumhare jaane k baad..us umar me main khud ko aaine me dekhne se bhi sharma jaati thi..kyaa bana dia tha tumne mujhe..chhoti si umar me ..damn it..tumhari wajah se..mujhe bhaari jackets pahenne padte the..taa k log meri ..London me..bhi yehi haal tha..mere dooble patle sharir k saath meri chhaati match nahi karti thi..tumhari wajah se..

Jai--Bani..agar aisa hua bhi toh..uske lia main akela zimmedar nahi..I didn't rape you..tum bhi sona chaahti thi mere saath..kareeb tumne mujhe khincha ..har baar..aur tumhari pregnancy se Mom yaa Dad ko kyaa problem thi..

Bani--Unlogone mujhe zaher dia tha...apni jaan bachaane k lia main bhaagi thi..

Jai--Bani..asal baat yeh hai k tum Maa banna nahi chaahti..issi lia kahani bana rahi ho.. aise do insaan par ilzaam laga rahi ho jo zinda bhi nahi hain,kuchh toh sharam karo Bani..

Bani--Main tumhe mere reports dikha sakti hoon..

Jai--Main is baat se inkaar nahi kar raha hoon k tab tum pregnant nahi thi..jo hua..mumkin tha ..par ab tum jhoot bol rahi ho..mere Maa-Baap..tumko kyon maarna chaahenge.. bachcha mera tha..aisa kyon karenge?

Bani--Mera yakeen karo..Jai..main sach bol rahi hoon..

Jai--Bahut bol chuki..ab meri baat suno..Doctor k paas jaana hai..Roshni k lia tumhara case dekhna mushkil hai..woh khud pregnant hai..doosre Doctor k paas chalenge hum..

Bani--Tumhe yeh bachcha chahiye..har haal me..right?

Jai--Haan..kyonki naa chaahne ki koi wajah nahi hai..tumko jitni chhoot milni thi mil chuki..now..don't get on my nerves..apna khayaal rakho..sharafat se raho..

Bani--Fine..aisa hi hoga..baad me rone k lia mera kandha mat maangna..ho sakta hai..ho sakta hai kyaa..yeh baat tai hai..uske baad main is duniya me rahoongi nahi..tum rehna.. apne bachche k saath..

Jai--Bani..bakwas bahut kar li tumne..give me a break..will you?

Bani--Yes I will..ab main kuchh nahi boloongi..tum khud pata karoge..jab tak tumko pata chalega..tab tak bahut der ho chuki hogi..tumko pachtaane ka waqt nahi milega..

Jai--Keep telling stories Bani..

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Roshni ne jab suna tab dungh reh gayi..Jai ne kaha,"Ohh..come on..jhoot bol rahi hai woh...tum uski baaton me aa gayi.."

Roshni ne kaha,"Par Jai..uske reports tum ek baar dekh lo...uske lia Maa banna khatre se khaali nahi.."

Jai ne reports dekhe..Roshni ne kaha.."Jai,is baat me koi shak nahi..main khud uska test kar chuki hoon..kai saare Doctors ko dikha chuki hoon.."

Jai--Roshni..dus saal pahle woh pregnant hui thi..main maanta hoon.Mujhe us par shak nahi hai..par Mom yaa Dad ne usko zaher dia..yeh main nahi maan sakta...khud hi abortion k lia gayi hogi..ussise yeh problem hai..

Roshni--Baat jo bhi ho Jai..aaj ki sachchai yeh hai k Bani Maa nahi ban sakti..now..you choose Jai..tumhe kaun zyada chahyiye..Bani..yaa yeh bachcha..Tum usse pyaar karte ho..ab us pyaar ki sachchai parakhne ka waqt aa gaya hai..

Jai--Koi ummeed nahi?

Roshni--I am sorry to say..koi ummeed nahi.Jai..wajah koi bhi ho..hum log Bani k jaan k saath risk nahi le sakte..agar Bani ko marte hue dekh sakte ho..toh main kuchh nahi kahoongi..sachchai maine bata dia.

Jai--Ab kyaa karoon?

Roshni--Usko hospital le aao..jitni jaldi ho sake pregnancy terminate kara deni chahie..

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Bani issi lia Jai se door bhaag rahi thi..taa k Jai uski zindagi me dobara naa aa jaaye..in fact usne toh yehi socha tha k Jai usko bhool chuka hai..usne kissi aur se shaadi ki hai..ab tak do yaa teen bachcho ka Baap bhi ban chuka hai,par usne jaisa socha tha aisa hua nahi..is baar kaanooni tareeke se uska Pati bana..usne socha k dheere dheere Jai samajh jaayega..par hua bilkul ulta..upar se Jai ne aisi chaal chali..Jai bhi selfish nikla.. apne Maa-Baap ki tarha..ab Bani ka Jai k saath rahne ka koi matlab nahi banta.Woh yeh soch kar aai thi k Bani hi Jai k lia sab se ahem hai..baaki koi chees Jai k lia zaroori nahi.. hospital me Jai ka bartav toh aisa hi tha..in fact jab pehli baar shaadi hui tab bhi Jai Bani ko hi priority deta tha..baaki sab kuchh uske lia secondary tha..par Jai ne jo kaha..jo kia.. Bani k lia yeh hazam karna mushkil nahi..namumkin hai.

Bani ne ek petition paper bhi taiyyar kia hai..Divorce paper..us par Bani ne sign kar dia.. aur chitthi aur petition ko ek bade envelope me bandh kar k chaprasi k haathon ghar bhej dia..

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Jai Roshni se mil kar ghar waapas aaya..raaste me woh Bani k mobile par phone karta raha.Bani ka phone off hai.Kuchh der baad ek aadmi aaya...ek bada sa envelope dia usne..kaha ,"Bani Madam ne bheja hai..aapko dene k lia kaha.."

Aadmi chala gaya.

Jai ne dekha..Bani k sign kie hue Divorce paper dekhe..aur fir Bani ka likha hua khat..Jai ki aankhe khuli ki khuli reh gayi..

"Jai,
Pehli baar bina bataye gayi thi..ab bata kar jaa rahi hoon..kahan..pata nahi..ab kanooni shaadi hai..toh kanooni dhang se todna hai..issi lia petition par sign kar die hain..main contest nahi karoongi..tum bhi aisi koi koshish mat karna..koi faaida nahi hoga..court me submit kar dena..jab hearing hogi main aa jaaoongi..tamasha mat karna..bahut ho chuka tamasha..ab aur nahi..shaanti se Divorce hone do..kisi aur se shaadi karo..fir jitne chaahe bachche tum paida karna..mujhse nahi hoga..kyonki meri zindagi itni sasti nahi k har baar main isko daaon par lagaoon..kabhi apne Baap k kahne par..tumhare tum Maa-Baap k lia.. kabhi tumhare lia..yaa tumhare bachche k lia..meri zindagi mujhe bahut pyaari hai.Haan..jab accident hua tha tumne sign kia ..tab mera operation hua..main zinda rahi..yeh ehsaan kia tumne..par us ehsaan k badle main apni jaan nahi de sakti.Tum sachchai se bhaag rahe ho.. jab k maine jo kaha..sab sach hai..maanna hai maano.. tumhari marzi..I really don't care..

Bani.."

Mausi aai chai le kar..Jai ne unko papers aur Bani ki chitthi dikhaai..aur kaha k Bani ne kyaa bataya hai..Jai k Maa-Baap k baare me..sun kar Mausi chup rahi..

Jai--Kya hua?Aap kuchh kahengi nahi?

Mausi--Bani ki baaton par yakeen naa karne ki koi wajah nahi hai..kyonki jis waqt ki baat Bani bata kar gayi hai..tu Jaisalmer me tha nahi..Didi aur Jeejaajee ko baat karte hue suna tha maine..k Bani k saath teri shaadi kara k bahut badi ghalati kar di unhone..Bani Sisodia khandan k laayak nahi..woh soch rahe the k kaise Bani ko baahar nikala jaaye..tere aane se pahle..par zaher..usko zaher de kar maarne ka socha..yeh mujhe hazam nahi ho rahi hai..

Jai--Us waqt woh pregnant thi..aisa bata rahi thi..

Mausi--Ho sakta hai..kyon..tu kyaa samajhta hai?

Jai--Aap ne mujhe bataya kyon nahi?

Mausi--Maine kyaa batati?Tune Bani par yakeen nahi kia..apne Maa-Baap k khilaaf tu sun nahi saka..meri baat ka yakeen kar leta?Aur itne saal baad Bani mili..toh maine socha theek ho jaayega sab kuchh..par yeh sab mujhe maloom hi nahi tha..khaas kar uski pregnancy k baare me..

Jai--Ab..main kyaa karoon?Waqt ne dobara mujhe wahi laa kar khada kar dia..jahan par main dus saal pahle khada tha..fark sirf itna hai..k is baar Bani bata kar bhaagi hai..is baar mujhe pata hai k Bani pregnant hai..waapas ussi jagah..maine jahan se sab kuchh kho dia tha ek baar..aaj wahi khada hoon.Iska matlab Mom-Dad k lia Bani k dil me jo gussa tha woh bewajah nahi tha...

Mausi--Nahi..wajah thi..par Didi-Jeejaajee..kisi ko kuchh nahi batate the..apne mann ki karte the..main bhi sachchai se anjaan thi..par mujhe shak zaroor tha k Bani yuh hi nahi bhaagi thi..issi lia jab tu paagalon ki tarha usko dhoondh raha tha..uska intezar kar raha tha..maine tujhko roka nahi..

Jai--Bani..chali kyon gayi?

Mausi--Uske paas ek bhi wajah nahi thi..rookne ki..Jai..jaane de usko..usko apni zindagi jeene de..tum dono..ek doosre k lia bane hi nahi..zabardasti ka rishta kyon jod rahe ho?Dus saal pahle ki ghalati tumne dobara ki...talak k kagaz par sign kar de..haan thodi badnaami hogi..log do din baat karenge..phir sab chup ho jaayenge..tu kisi aur se shaadi kar lena..tere lia rishton ki kumee nahi..

Jai--Nahi..Bani ko talak dene k baare me main nahi soch sakta..kissi bhi din nahi..kissi bhi wajah se nahi..

Mausi--Woh toh gayi..

Jai--Kahan gayi hai?India se baahar nahi gayi..uska passport renew karaane k lia maine hafte bhar pahle passport office me form jama kia ..woh India me hi hai..ho sakta hai Mumbai me nahi hai..par India k baahar nahi gayi hogi..aur kissi bhi jagah jaaye..India se baahar bhi jaaye..toh main uska peechha nahi chhodoonga..duniya k kissi bhi kone se dhoondh kar nikaaloonga ..par is baar dus saal nahi lagenge..usko dhoondhne me..aap dekh lena..

Mausi--Pata nahi..aise waqt par kahan gayi woh..yeh ladki bhi naa..aur sab se pehla kaam toh yehi karegi k bachcha geerayegi..

Jai--Nahi ..aisa nahi karegi..aisa karna hota toh uske lia bhaagti nahi..aur mujhe ab is baat se fark nahi padta..aap agar sach naa bhi kehti..toh bhi main usko le kar hospital jaata.. abortion k lia..kuchh bhi ho jaaye..Bani ki jaan khatre me nahi daalta main kabhi bhi..

Mausi--Bani tujhe chhod kar kyon gayi?Tujhe samajh hi nahi paai kabhi woh..

Jai--Main hi samajh nahi paaya uski taqleef..sharminda mujhe hona chahiye..

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Darwaze par knock sun kar Dr.Rano Damani ne darwaza khola..jis aurat ko usne dekha.. usne sirf itna hi kaha,"Mera naam Bani Ferdaus Bhagat hai."

"Didiiiiiiiiii..........Bani Didiiii..ohh my god..Maa...Bani Didi..aai hain..aaiye..aaphi ka ghar hai..aaiye..Maaaaaaaaaa..."

Aya daur kar aai..Bani ko saamne dekh kar chauk gayi.Aya ne wada lia tha Bani se k kabhi woh India laut kar nahi aayegi..aaj is tarha Bani ko dekh kar Aya khush hui..itne dino baad Bani ko dekh rahi hai..Bani k Dad ki death Jaisalmer me nahi hui thi..us waqt Bhagatjee Lucknow me the..Bani aai thi antim sanskar k waqt.Aya ne tab wada lia..k kabhi bhi..bhool kar bhi India aane k baare me sochna mat..jee lo yeh zindagi..bhool jaao sab kuchh..Aya k kuchh sochne k pahle hi Bani chakkar khaa kar geeri unke kandho par..

Aya--Rano..Beta..dekh ..kyaa hua isko?Bani..aankhe kholo Bani..kyaa hua?

Bani ko hosh aaya ghante bhar me..Bani se Aya ko pata chali..Bani ki kanoonan shaadi ki baat..ussi admi se..

Aya--Manhoosiyat teri zindagi me waapas aa gayi Bani..tu London chhod kar kahi aur jaati..tu waapas yehan kyon aai?Woh Kunwar..ek baar tujhko barbad kar chuka tha..doosri baar bhi..usko abhi tak chain nahi aaya?

Rano--Maa..aap Jeejajee ko dosh kyon deti ho?Hum ko toh pata hai k Jeejajee ka isme koi haath nahi..

Bani--Mujhe yehi rahne do..Jai yehan par nahi aayega..Jaisalmer lautne ka uska koi irada nahi hai..main yehi par apni practise shuru kar loongi..please..

Aya--Tera ghar hai Beta..tu nahi rahegi toh aur kaun rahega..aise kyon bol rahi hai?

Bani--Toh phir aur koi sawaal mat karna mujhse..

Peechhli baar jab haveli se bhaagi thi tab Bani issi ghar me aai thi..aaj phir se bhaag kar aai hai..issi ghar me..dobara..fark itna hi hai..k jo teen insaan uski zindagi k is haalat k zimmedar hain..woh ab is duniya me nahi hain.Bani k Dad..aur Jai k parents..teeno ne mil kar yeh kaarnama kia..mar kar azad ho gaye..Bani ki zindagi par ek sawaalia nishaan rakh kar chale gaye..