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Originally posted by: Deizy

hi ....yep finaaly read the part ....and still hate to read shiv ki gauri ..lol

wonderfull part .........

hmm everithing is goin good at this stage but yes you always take some unexpected twist ..lol

cntn soonnnnn

Originally posted by: ranbir_lekha

hey jagruti ....

update soon lovely FF and aaaaaaaapm me

Lekha

Originally posted by: luv_pavi

first of all so sorrryyyyyyyyyyy for commenting soooo l8 i waz damn bzy yaar well cumin 2wards the update it's nice sam went to take her bak at home gr888 lukin fwd :) but plz first update SKG plzzz :-)

saba

Originally posted by: sweet scorpio

realllyyyy nice update but plzzzz first do the update of SGK because later i won't get time and still i wonna read it......

ITZ A REQUEST PLZZZZ DO IT FAST!!!

Chapter 7 "unki shiddat se"

his with devotion

recap: As samar overhears shivangis feelings for him his thought process changes. Understanding her better, knowing now tha she was not trying to take gauri just gain her own place in his life samar feels guilt for the way he had treated her and makes his way to haridwar to bring her back. When there he notices the extreme difference of environment in which shivangi has been brought up. Rural..somewhat in poverty samar beings to understand the reason for shivangi nature without any questions from her samar takes shivangi home. Still ill from that certain day..the rain that falls during there car journey home provokes symptoms in shivangi which samar notices. Stopping the car samar buys tea for shivangi which Is much to her surprise. Somewhat relaxed samar begins to show his more softer side. Finally when reaching home shivangi notices that there is no one in the house and samar explains that all have gone away for a few days leaving the two of them with shanti and his job was to look after them both. As samar tells shivangi to rest leaving her in a room with certain medications which he watches her take..outside in the lounge samar has a guest..

Business associate Mr sinha takes a seat at samar invitation yet apart from him there is no one to attend for a guest welcoming. Usually ramu kaka being around would provide for tea or coffee yet even he was away. Talking to his guest all the while thinking about how to approach the situation..shivangi happens to overhear the presence of another and walks into the moment just at the right time. Bringing with her tea to serve to mr sinha samar is surprised yet when mr sinha asks for an introduction."Mr kapoor aapne hamari mulakat nahin karvayee?" Samar with a pleasant smile of his on starts introducing shivangi "Yes actually yey meri..pa" but shivangi interrupts.."mein inke yaha kaam karti hoon.." handing Mr Sinha the tea shivangis lie surprised samar. There was no need for it. watching over shivangi with a sense of confusion samar was in question to why she would lie but it was too late by the time samar had finished talking to mr sinha and said his byes shivangi had already left. The time 10.30pm as samar checked his wrist watch and walked towards his bedroom. Opening the door he wanted shivangis presence so he could question her action yet as he walked in she was sleeping. Early next morning as samar sat along the breakfast table with shanti, shanti seemed to be feeling much better still weak yet a lot more happy with the thought of her mama being home. As for samar he sat in silence, not a harsh silence but more of a lost expression, whist buttering his toast he seemed to be lost in deep thought. Still thinking about shivangis doing last night nothing else seemed to relevant to him. It was nearly 10am and as shanti pulled on samars shirt to get his attention samar seemed to jerk out of his thoughts. "papa!!" feeling the sort of tug at the side of his shirt samar looks down to his side and looking down on shanti innocence sitting on the chair next to him with her parially head bandage look her eyes questioned him.."papa..mama kaha hai??" and that samar has no answer to looking at the time he gives an I dont know sort of look, the fact that it was so late she she should have bee down by now but just as samar is about to give reason shivangi walks in which is only known when shanti notices it. walking in very meekly and in the same outfit as yesterday shivangi looks very drained dressed in that one dress that samar had bought her home in she seemed as hesitant as ever. Whist noticing her mother presence shanti gives it away at one... "mama!" dra ing samars attention to shivangi he makes note of all those details yet stays quite. His attention is more so diverted to shanti "shanti beta jaaon aur kuch der ke leighyey apne kamre mein jaaon. " shanti listening to her farther very cutely slides of her seat and trundles towards her room whist shivangi makes her way to the dining table and noticing samar reaching to poor a glass of juice for himself. Steps in..waiting at some distance behind his seat shivangi pours the juice whilst samar notices and comment. "mein kud karloonga tum behto." samar not really looking in her direction just gesturing for her to sit down senses her movement towards the chair infront of him and after taking a glance to see her having taken a seat comments. "tum breakfast karlo .." shivangi nodding a yes without looking up at samar looks across the table, a variety of breakfast dishes sit in front of her yet the ways of using a fork and knife she had much forgotten and today there was no dadji to help. Not knowing where to start looking at her empty plate she looks confused yet samars comment helps. As samar calls for ramu kaka shivangis dilemma Is over. As kaka walks in samar instructs "kaka memshaab ko kahna dejyey.. listening to the way samar had referred to her as mehmsab shivangi was surprised no one had ever refereed to her like that before but as kaka served breakfast and left samar had something to talk about. Watching shivangi hesitate with the way she was eating samar expected that but made nothing of it he was more occupied by what he wanted to know from her. "mein tumse kuch baat karna chahta hoon" shivangi looking up from her breakfast nods a yes whist samar goes on to ask. "kal raat ko tumne mr sinha ko yey kyun kaha tha ke tum is ghar mein kaam karti ho..? " the look on samars face was quite stern as he waited for an answer. "woah mein.. meine woah.." As shivangi seemed to struggle for a reply samar questioned. "woah kya..kya mein tume is ghar mein ek nokar ki tara rakhta hoon.?" samars comment provoked some reaction .. "nahin woah.." taking a glance up at samar shivangi saw that questioning in his eyes like he had been hurt by her actions last night. "woah kal raat ko mera pehnava acha nahin tha..woah kya sochte ke aap ki patni ho kar bhi aisee??, aapko sharminda hona padta toe"…......As an arkward moment passed for shivangi and samar had took on to what she had ment samars response was of a little suprise yet his words hid that factor. "mein insaab ki parva nahin karta..joe bhi ho patni ho tum meri aur samar kapoor apne koi bhi rishte se kabhi sharminda nahin hosakta. The way samar had talked of her as his wife drew shivangis attention. Within dileighted by this minor detail she began to feel an hint of acceptance by her husband..that dominance that he had over her proved that he thought of her as his wife. Listing in slience shivangi was overwhelmed by the way samar was showing so much of an interest towards her and the next question she didn't expect at all from him."Waie kal raat ko bhi tumne yehi kapde pehne the naa? And the answer to that question was yes but how would she tell him. Feeling a little out of place she replied with a "ji..woah..haridwar se aate vakt woah aapne.." trying to remind samar of the fact that he was the one to rush her not allwoing her to take her clothes samar had already took a note of what she was saying. "hah woah..tum jaaon aur kapde badal ke aaon aur..kuch naa mile toe cupbaord mein gauri ki kuch sariya padi hai." shivangi shocked to hear samar refer her to gauris saaris looks up at him with a displayed expression yet when doing so she finds him reading a newspaper which covers his expression and its just as well as the reality Is that she wouldn't be able to meet up to his expression by any means. Simply agreeing to samar with a "ji" shivangi went to do just that heading towards the bedroom all the while thinking of her husbands personality she walks into the room heading towards the certain wardrobe in which she was used to keeping her clothes she hoped that one of her own saaris that she had left would be still lying around but that was not to be..there was nothing of her own. Looking out in certain question her eyes happen to lay on the garlanded photograph of gauri and remembering samars words as to resort to one of gauris saaris shivangi is not to sure but she has no other option. Walking towards her husbands side of the room..she opened up the wardrobe she knew wasn't his and was faced with an array of butiful saaris..all perfect condition and gave off a certain scent maybe it was gauris scent..thinking over it again shivangi wasnt too sure if she should..after all her husband still had feelings for his wife..would doing such a thing not hurt him. But then as shivangi thought over the fact that he was the one to suggest it she took a deep breath and made her mind up. Looking across the range of saaris...which one to choose was now the problem but as the door to the room opened and a certain figure trundled in and put a smile on shivangis face her worry was over. Stood in front of her was shanti dresssed in a little white outfit..her hand smeared with a pink colour. Shivangi crouches down into a more parental pose to talk to shanti..shanti yeh kya hai..?? "aapko nahin pata aaj holi hai.." her words a little distort as to her littleness the smile on shantis face is perfect yet she seems to stop part way and that smile fades to which shivangi question. "kya baat hai beta..?" looking a little upset..she replies.. "mere saath holi kelne ke leighyey koi nahin hai..sab lok farmhouse chale gayey. Shivangi smiling at her innocence "toe kya hua ..tumare papa aur mein toe hoon naa" still looeking upset shanti looks up to shivangi.."nahin waoh..papa holi nahin kehlteas..jabse mama nahin rahin naa tabse woah kabhi kehlte nahin. Shivangi realizing it was an emotional matter that got in the way cheered shanti up. ….......

as shivangi got ready and walked out dressed in one of gauris saari..as per occasion is was holi and to go with tradition she dressed herself in a white saari. Her first ever holi..after her marriage and to abide by what she thought was the right thing to do she hoped samar would be first one that would color her yet aware of his thoughts as told my shanti all shivangi hoped to do was make her feeling felt the rest was up to samar. Walking out looking more like the shivangi that had was transformed she was looking more like gauri than ever. Leaving her hair loose..parted nicely with sindhoor, mangalsutra she made her way out only to find in the lounge a very distressed and even angry tone which happen to be samar shouting at somebody down the phone. Waiting at some distance shivangi was in a little fear as to samars anger. his expression was overly displeased she didn't know if it would be the right time to approach him but it was far too late for he had already spotted her but even that he wasn't to happy about. Rubbing his forehead in distress noticing shivangis presence he questions.. kya chahiyey?, not giving shivangi a chance to answer samar taking a glance at her broke In to more fury. aur yeh kya phen rakha hai tumne!!..noticing that she was wearing white something angered samar even more. "Tumara pati abhi tak zinda hai..mar nahin gayay mein..jaaon change karke aaon." samars words harsh upset shivangi, he didn't give her a chance to speak let alone explain her intentions. Shocked and upset both shivangi took to her room at once yet as she left shanti walked into the room sensing that there was something wrong and seeing her farther irritated she approached him..tugging on his trouser from her level she drew his attention. Looking down from where he was standing and noting that it was shanti his expression calmed down a little..already regretting venting his anger in that way samar took to shantis level on the floor to listen to what she had to say. "papa aap mere saath holi kehlenge?" realizing what he had done in the flow of his anger samar seemed to release that he was to blame. Taking out his anger on shivangi and even being so harsh was wrong of him. It was time to make up for his wrong doing, opening the door of his room slightly samar knew shivangi had hidden herself in the room..opening the door ever so slightly samar took a few steps into the room to see shivangi sat on the edge of the bed with a certain photograph in her hand. Walking over quietly samar took a seat next to her..realizing so shivangi put the photograph down at once and began wiping what were her tears. Samar hurt by the way things had turned out looked uncomfortable, pulling out a hankerchife out of his pocket he handed it to shivangi. Taking it after a pause she began wiping her tears. "Tum jaanti ho...gauri bhi bilkul aisa hein karti thi.. jab ghuse mein aakar mein kuch bol deta tha ..toe aapne kamre mein aakar shiv ki tasveer ke saamne behth jati thi aur tab muje aisaas hota tha ke meine use kitna dard diya." samar face seemed to melt into emotion and hearing samar talking about gauri shivangi listened..still upset by samars behavior yet she heard what he had to say. "aur aaj tumne bhi aisa hein kiya..sirf meri tasvif ke saamne bethi ho." taking the photograph from shivangi the one she was trying to hide samar noticed the tear droplets on the glass and wiped them away. Looking at shivangi who didn't want say much.. samar apologized "I'm sorry.." as shivangi took a glance up at samar she noticed a sense of softness to his expression that she had never seen before. Meri zindagi ki aaisi kayee bate hai jinko aatit mein rakhna chahta hoon..jinse muje dard hota hai. Aur jab aaj meine tume white saari mein dekha toe..aatit samne aagayay. Shivangi could tell that samars words were strung with emotion..he looked at her with a sense of sincerity which was stronger than ever. "Jab shiv gusargayay toe har ek din meine gauri ko is saaved saari mein dekha tha..woh mein kabhi bhool nahin sakta. With a slight pause that now samar realized that he had opened up somewhat he stopped in between. " im sorry..woh toe kisi aur kaa ghusa tum pein nikal diya."saying no more an avoiding the conversation somewhat got up to leave the room yet was stopped by a certain someone. Shanti stood in the way of samar with a cute smile she was one person samar couldn't ignore..lowering to her level samar looked at her with a smile as to ask what it was she wanted. smiling back ever so instantly her powder pink hands said it all. "kya aap mere saath holi kehloge papa..??" not able to say no to her daughter samar with a rare smile of his own accepts..smearing some color off his daughters hands he touches upon her cheeks..making that signature smile of hers even more sweeter yet shanti innocence touches on something else, something that is meaningful to the moment.. "papa..mama ko rang nahin lagayeyge?" As shanti states so with total innocence the moment puts shivangi in to anxiousness. For it was something she was initially hoping to touch appon as for her first holi thats what she had hoped for but wary of samars feelings and the anger that he had passed she let it be. As shantis words had an impact on both samar and shivangi..shivangi looked rather uncomfortable standing at a distance but samar seemed to also have feelings running through his mind. Walking up to what looked like shivangis direction..feeling samars approaching presence shivangi felt nervous maybe like shed hoped her husband would be the first to to complete the tradition yet she was wrong. Hearing samars presence approach, footsteps strengthen and then fade away shivangi opened her eyes to find he had walked past her. Maybe she had hoped too much, turning to see her husband smearing the pink powder on the portrait of his late wife..reality stuck shivangi that she may think over herself as her husbands wife yet for her husband she did not carry that same stature. Feeling a little sad yet knowing within that this had and was always going to be the case she took her emotion into understanding and began walking away...feeling like she was in the way of husband and wife she took steps that would take her out of the room yet when getting part way she was surprised to be stopped by samars tone of voice. "ruko." turning around with nervousness to what was cause for this shivangi silently took face towards samar..without lifting her expression from the ground she simply waited..her expression showing an clueless look and also the impact of her husbands presence. Samar taking steps closer to shivangi stops in front of her looking over her insecure figure he senses fear yet overlooking it he takes the remains of that powder to his hands and fills her parting. Even without the exception of him doing so samar had that compassion enough to understand shivangis feelings. As she felt that rush within her expression, eyes emotion all took to something she had never felt before. Her eyes tearing up she took a glance up at samar whose personality was unaffected as collected as ever he looked down at her a moment before turning away..yet shivangi was the one who interrupted this time. "suniyey" in a very timid outcome of voice samar just about herd it and turned around when doing so he found shivangis sight scattering to find focus.. watching her walk in his direction, stop in front of him..he was in question to what she wanted yet when she lowered herself in front of him..spreading the left over shade of color over his shoes samar was touched by her gesture.

….....As shivangi lay in bed that night she had come to the conclusion that whatever her relationship was with her husband..she did have a place in his life. May It be not considered as love by her husband but for her she was "his." and maybe she was falling in love with him..all those moments where he gave off the feeling that he considered her as his wife..he cared for her even under that hard characteristic she felt close to him. Feeling overwhelmed at all those moments, the way he had taken care of her illness..the way his dominance was always in aid of the fact she Is his wife. The way he had filled her maang and even brought her home. There was so much to samar, beneath that exterior there was unconditional love for gauri... a soft personality..with layers of emotion. Only if that love and emotion was for her yet all shivangi could do was dream.

........ok guys...there we are..not totally happy with this chapter but i guess this is what it was ment to like..so it seems..sorry for the delay and ive left one or to comments without a reply which im going to get back to with extra special feedback from my side but...guys thanks for waiting..reading commenting everything !!!THANKS..will update next chapter soon..

Such a sweet and emotional update!!! Really luved it👏👏👏

First Sam being worried abt Shivangi, specially wen she said tat she was working in the house...n her explanation, both show concern towards each other, luved it wen he said,'aur samar kapoor apne koi bhi rishte se kabhi sharminda nahin hosakta. '

Mention of the white sari n Shiv, the holi scene, Shanti's interaction with her mom n dad...it was mindblowing...n finally the icing on the cake was Shivangis thoughts, luved the line' for her,she was 'his'.