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Chapter-12(A)
Nan: Nahi hotaa hain manik.. Mujhe toh music intstrument chuney mey vi ghabraahat hoti hain...
Manik: Shall i help u then..?? If u r okay wid it..
Nandini didn't spoke anything... .. She was standing quietly...
Manik: Nandini i asked smthg..
Nan: Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaraahaa manik.. Kya kahu n kyaa naa kahu...!! U know waqt bohot badal chukaa hain.. Ab toh kisi sey madat lene mey vi dar lagtaa hain.. Kisi par trust karney sey dar lagtaa hain k kahiye woh meraa yeh trust naa tod dey. Manik its hard to trust someone second time when they hv already given a reason to not trust u... Manik mainey khudko bohot muskil se samvaalaa hain fir nahi samvaal paaungi.. Itni himmat nahi hain mujhme...
Manik: so tumney mujhe ab tak maaf nahi kiyaa..??
Nan: It was little hard to forgive u bt its hardest to trust u.. Mainey toh tumhe kabkaa maaf kardiyaa manik.. Bt i can't trust u once again... I can forgive u bt i can't forget wat u did to me... Forgiveness is not always easy at times it also feels more painful than the wound we suffered to forgive the one that inflicted it.. Nd yet there is no peace without forgiving them... So i forgve u manik..
U knw manik that day i didn't became upset bcoz u didn't trusted on me bt i became upset bcoz frm that day i couldn't believe on u.. I couldn't trust on u anymore as u broke me by not trusting me..
Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the person u thought would nvr hurt u..
Manik: I can understand nandini.. The pain u suffered all these yrs it must be really worst nightmare of urs... N yeh sab kuch sirf meri ek galti ki wajahse hui hain nandini.. Its all coz of my mistake..!!!
Thnx for forgiving me.. It means alot to me nandini.. I knw its hard for u to trust on me n i hv no complaints regarding this cox it takes time for every wound to get healed...
N i wanna help u to heal ur wound nandini.. Jst give me a chance plz... I will try my bst to make everything fine.. I knw i can't make it the same how it was bt i promise i will make it better then now... Jst give me a chance n give urself a chance...
Nan: Main nahi jaanti manik wats good for me as mainey apne aaxhe k baaremey sochnaa bohot pehle se band kardiyaa thaa.. Samajh nahi aaraahaa wat should i do...
Manik: Jst close ur eyes...
Nan: Huh..???
Man : Do as i say.. Close ur eyes..
Nandu closed her eyes...
M: Now put ur hand on ur heart...
Nandu put her hand on her heart...
M: Jst feel wat i say...
Sometime you hv to accept the fact that certain things will nvr go bck how they use to be bt we can make them how we want to make it... The past its done.. Move on... There are far better things ahead than the one u leave behind,. Life has to move on everything has a time to end.. When u let the past go something better comes along nandini... Try to start a new.. Do not give up..the beginning is always hardest...
Forgive urself nandini... I will help u... Tmrw morning sharp 4 o' clock i will be waiting for u on the terrace to help u to get urself bck.. I hope u will come..
Saying this he left...
Everyone went to their room to sleep as light had came...
Nandu was trying to sleep bt sleep was far away frm her eyes...
Manik's word " Move On.. Give urself a chance" was roaming in her mind...
Nandu pov:
Kuch samajh nahi aaraahaa ki mujhe kyaa karnaa chaahiye... Dil kuch keh raha hain n dimaag kuch aur... M feeling so helpless... Manik wants me to give myself a chance par kaisey dedu...?? M still not able to move on toh fir kaisey dedu..???
Actually manik vi toh yahi keh raha hain naa i hve not been able to move on... N he want to help me.. Should i let him..?? Kyaa mujhe ek aur maukaa denaaa chaahiye ussey...??
Shall i..??
End of pov
Oh god nandini shamvaalo khudko,.. Jst chuck all ur thoughts.. Kal subah jo vi hogaa so hogaa.. For now let it go
Saying this she composed herself...
Thinking different things she drifted into sleep...
A new morning began...
Nandu woke up at 4.. She got freshed n was looking herself in mirror..
Nandu pov:
Yeh kyaa kar rahi hu ... M thinking tok hv a restart once again... How will it turn...?? Kyaa hogaa aagey..??? Jo vi hogaa whether happiness or any new pain i will accept it...
End of pov...
Nandu went to terrace ...
Manik was sitting on swing tuning his guitar...
He saw nandu... A smile crept on his face..
N: Manik tum kyu aaye itni subah terrace par jabki tumhe toh itni jaldi uthney ki aadat vi nahi hain.. Aur waisey vi mainey toh kal kaha vi nahi thaa ki i would come..
N: Par aayi nah...so shall we get started...
Na: Hmmm..!!
Ma: Okay then lets sit... Saying this he settle himself on floor as veena was on the floor.. He gestured nandini to sit beside him..
Nandu silent sat beside him..
So here u go with veenaa.. Saying this her forwarded her veena.. Nandu hesitantly hold the veena...
She was jst staring the veenaa...
Her trance was broken by manik's voice..." Nandini common on..."
She jst nodded her head in yes..
She put her finger on strings..
She closed her eyes... Once again different thoughts came in her mind.. She was remembering how her amms teach her to sing.. How her family use to appreciate her music... How they celebrated when her program/competition goes well... A lone tear escape frm her eyes... Suddenly all the dead faces of her family came in her mind...
She left the veena n stand up pushing the veena away...
M: Kyaa hua nandini..??
N: Mujhse nahi hogaa... I can't play.. Nahi hogaa..
M: Okay.. Jst relax... Relax... U don't wanna play then don't.. No one will force u for this.. Jst relax.. Hmm.. Calm down...
N: Hmm...!!
M: So u don't wanna play fine.. Lets take it slow... Okay naa... Lets start frm singing... Okay..??
N: Hmm..Okay..
M: So i will play guitar for u .. U jst sing..
N: Okay...
Manik tuned his guitar.. N he started to play the music..
He gestured her to sing...
Nandu nodded her head in yes..
She sang the line..
Tu hi yeh mujhko bataa de... Bt she stopped ...
Kya hua nandini..?? Asked manik..
Mujhse nahi horaha...!! Said nandini in upset tone..
Okay koi ni.. Lets do one thing.. I will sing aur tum mere piche piche gaanaa okay..??
Nandini nodded in yes..
Manik again played music n began to sing..
Tu hi yeh mujhko bataa dey..
Chaahu main yaa naa
Apne tu dil kaa pataa dey
Chaahu main yaa naa...
Nandini was jst adoring him singing...
Manik gestured her thats its her turn now..
Nandu nodded in okay..
Tu hi yeh mujhko bataa dey
Chaahu main yaa.. She again stopped in btn...
M: Ab kya hua nandini..
N: Nahi horahaa hain mujhsey yeh sab manik.. Rehne do... Saying this she left frm there..
Manik pov:
I knw nandini its not easy for u... Everything must made u remind of all those dreadful past.. Bt u hv to overcome ur pain.. U hve to fight them n i will help u till my last breathe...
End of pov
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Everyone had their breakfast...
Fab5 were in music room n nandini was also there..
N: Okay then guyx today lets complete this piece...
Cabir: Okay...
M: Today m not in mood.. So aaj chutti... Saying this he dragged nandini out with him...
Manik yeh kyaa kar rahe ho.. Chodo mujhe n wat was all this.. Chutti..?? Asked nandini trying to free herself frm his hold...
Manik didn't said anything bt jst made her sit in the car on passenger seat n he himself sat on driver sit...
Manik yeh kyaa kar rahe ho..?? R u gone..??
Shh... Arrey i was bored due to this non stop work so issilye soch liyaa to take a leave for today n thought to enjoy delhi... N u r here frm few yrs toh u should knw abt places naa toh issilye tumhe vi saath leaayaa.. So ab chup chaap mere saath chalo...
N: Par manik..!!
M: Par war kuch nahi warnaa i will complaint to vai ki tum aache sey humaraa khayal nahi rakh rahi..
N: N u think vai will believe u.. Instead of me..??
M: Thik hain toh i will do more late in recording..
N: Manik u can't do so...
M: I can do anything..
N: Bt this is not fair..
M: Oh common on.. Sirf aaj kaa ek hi din toh maang raha hu naa tumsey.., kya jaadaa maang liyaa...
M:Nandini let jst take a break...
N: Manik...
M: Nandini plz... I guess we both hv enough of it.. Bas aaj ek din.. Lets jst forget everything.. Jo vi buraa woh sab n live today like nvr before.. Lets jst enjoy...
Nandini plz accept it.. I really need this break... N i guess u too.. Its better for both of us...
N: Okay fine.. Jst today..
M: Hm..!! Thnkew thnkew thankew so much...
Saying this he hugged her...
Nandini didn't replied bck instead she spoke" So where do u wanna go"
Manik left her...
M: Hmm wat abt a gaming zone..??
N: Wat gaming zone...??
M: Hm.. Kyu dar gayi..ki kahi mujhse haar naa jaao..??
N: Ai..aisaa kuch nahi hain...
M: Toh fir lets go..
N: Okay.. Chalo..
They both reached gaming house...
M: Hmm.. Its nice.. So kaunsi game se start karnaa chaaho gi..??
N: Ur wish...
M: So lets start wid this bike racing game...wat say..?
N: M on...
M: Toh fir chalo...
Both sat on bike n racing game on screen started,.
Ready.. Set ... Go...
Vrooommm vrooommm... Both started their play bike... N started racing...
Manik was leading...
Dekho nandini.. Watch me.. This is how we play... Tum mujhe kavi haraa nahi paaogi...
N: Lagtaa hain manik malhotra ko day dreaming ki aadat pad gayi hain... Wake frm ur dreams.. N now watch this... Saying this she speed up her bike...
Soon the race got finished n nandini won...
Yipeee i won...!!! Yeee... She was shouting wid excitement...
Manik was jst adoring her ... Seeing her happy after long time.. It was a delightful to watch...
He was jst simply smiling n looking at her...
Dekhaa i won... Loosing is not the word made for me... Said nandini to manik...
Manik pov:
I m ready to loose more such games to see this happiness in ur face.. M glad u r enjoying this.. This happiness on ur face means alot to me...
I hope tum sirf aaj hi nahi break khatam honey k baad vi aisi hi raho.. Hasti muskuraati...!!
End of pov
Nandini jst smiled...
M: So ab kaun si game khelni hain...
N: Theme park chalte hain naa..?? I wanna ride on the roller coasters n much more...
M: Theme park.. Like really... Bacchi ho kya..??
N: Manik we r out to enjoy naa toh fir...
M: Bt theme park... They r so kiddish..
N: Manik...
M: As ur wish.
Soon they reached theme park...
So here we r.. Now wat do u wanna do now..??
N: Lets play.. I wanna ride on that roller coaster first..
M: Hmm.. Roller coaster.. Don't u think its little scary..
N: Manik u're afraid of rides..??
M: Nahi.. Bilkul vi nahi... M not scared of any rides...
N: haa toh chalo..
M: Chalo...
Both of them sat on their seats..
Manik was little scared bt he didn't show it...
N: Manik kaahaa khoye hue ho.. Put on the seat belts warna u will fall..
M: Haa.. Seat belts.. Yaa seat belts...
He put on the seat belt..
N: Manik u okay right..??
He jst gave her a weak smile..
Look manik if u' r scared we can leave...
M: M fine nandini...
Nandini jst entwined their hands n gve him m_ here_ look...
He jst smiled n made the grip of hold more tight..
The ride got started...
Manik was damn scared.. His eyed were totally shut...
Tu Hi Meri Hai Sari Zameen
Chahe Kahin Se Chalun
Tujh Pe Hi Aa Ke Rukun
Tere Siva Maun Jaun Kahan
Koi Bhi Raah Chunu
Tujh Pe Hi Aa Ke Rukun
( Nan: Manik relax m here.. Kuch nahi hogaa.. Jst enjoy it.. Common now shout wid me together...
M: Okay..
N: 1..2,. 3..
Manan: Aaa...aaa...
Soon manik fear was gone n now both were enjoying to the fullest...
Finally the ride got over...)
So ab kaun si ride... ?? Asked manik..
N: Tilt a whril...
M: Tilt a whirl... U sure,,??
N: Hundred n one percent sure...
M: Fir der kis baat ki chalo..
Both took their seat...
Tum Mile To Lamhein Tham Gaye
Tum Mile To Sare Gum Gaye
Tum Mile To Muskurana Aa Gaya
( Manik forward his hand toward nandini..
Nandini gve him confused look...
He then gestured her to entwined their hand once again.. Nandini jst smile n gave in..)
Tum Mile To Jadoo Chaa Gaya
Tum Mile To Jeena Aa Gaya
Tum Mile To Mene Paya Hai Khuda
( The ride got started...
Manik again got hell scared...
Noo... Plz stop.. Plx.. He was shouting.. N nandini was jst laughing on him...
Finally the ride got over bt manik was still in shock..
N: Manik its over.. Ab chalo vi warnaa kahi firse start naa hojaaye.,
M: Fir se start.. No no... Chalo chalo..
Saying this both got of the ride..
M: Ab bas nandini... Isse jada i can't ride on any of these.. Meraa toh sar ghumne lagaa hain...
N: Itni jaldi.. Okay bt plz one more last game plz.. I promise this would the last one...
M: Last one..??
N: Haa pakka last game...
M: Thik hain... So kaun si game bt plz choose some easier one...
N: Hmm lets play break dance then...
M: Nandini.. he gve helpless look..
N: Manikk plz...
M: okay fine...
O Oo
Tujh Mein Kirana Dikhe
Dil Ko Sahara Dikhe
Aa Mere Dhadkan Tham Le
( Both took their seat... The ride was abt to start n once again his fear was visible on his face...
N: Manik its jst a game.. Chill relax n enjoy..
He jst gave her a weak smile...
The game got started..
Bas bas... Stop plz.. Nandini roko... Its really scary.. Plz.. Bas vi karo...
Nandini was jst enjoying his fearful face...
Finally the game finished..
N: Chalo manik utho lets go..
M: I can't walk meraa sar ghum rahaa hain.. M feeling like the whole world is still spinning...
Chalo hold me... Saying this she forwaded her hand.. Manik hold it n got down..
I can't understand how can u all play such silly games.. They r so kiddish..
N: Accha..??
M: Hmm.. They were so stupid.. Kya soch kar yeh saari games banai gayi hain...
N: Yahi ki ek din manik malhotra will n come n get scared ... Saying this she started to laugh..
M: Not so funny haa,. Pathetic joke...
N: Like really manik u should hv watched ur face.. The fear on ur face... Hahaha...
I really don't like jokes..
N: N i don't like u...
M: Ha ha ha...
Chalo jokes apart.. Ab kya karna hain..
N: Hmm woh waali game dekh rahe ho..??
M: No i can't see.. This was our last game..
N: Okay baba.. Chalo kuch aur games khelte hain..
M: Nandini...
N: Arrey baba m not talking abt these rides.. We can play
small small games naa.. Chalo woh ring fekne waali game
khelte hain..
M: Nandini thats too childish...
N: Jaao m going home then..
M: Accha baba chalo chalte hain..
Nandini happily started to walk...
Aahna
Teri Taraf Hi Mude
Yeh Saas Tujhse Jude
Har Pal Yeh Tera Naam Le
Tum Mile To Abb Kya Hai Kami
Tum Mile To Duniya Mil Gai
Tum Mile To Mil Gaya Aasra
Tum Mile To Jadoo Chaa Gaya
Tum Mile To Jeena Aa Gaya
Tum Mile To Mene Paya Hai Khuda
M: Okay so wat to u want.. In which one do u want me to
put the ring..
N: Woh couple teddy bear.. Manik mujhe naa
sirf wahi chaahiye.. Sirf wahi...
M: Okay now watch me.. Saying this he winked at her...
N manik threw the ring...
N bingo it hit the same teddy which nandini want..
Yipeee.. Manik u did it... U r jst too awesome...
M: Thank u... Happy..??
Nandu gve him a bada waalaa smile.. More than happy..
N:Manik woh dekho golgappe.. Chalo naa lets hve it..,
M: No nandini they r not healthy.. We can't eat it..
N: Manik its not important ki hum har wahi cheez khaaye jo healthy ho.. Plz naa chalo naa...
M: Nandini jeed nahi kartey..
N: Tum mujhe break dene k liye laaye they naa so meri baat maano else m going bck..
M: Tum aur tumhaari dhamki...
N: Chaley...??
M: Chalo..
Both went to hve golgappa..
Nandini was eating golgappa while manik was jst standing beside her n eating ice cream...
N: Vaiyaa thodaa aur theeka banaaiye naa...
Vaiya: Jee.. Avi aur mirchi daaltaa hu..
M: Wat aur mirchi daaltaa hu.. Spicy nahi... Aap issey sirf meethaa waalaa diijiye..
Nandini was giving manik deadly glare..
M: Wat..???
N: Nthg... Huh..!!!
U enjoy ur ice cream...
Manik was bzy enjoying his ice cream.. While nandini gestured the vaiyaa to add chilly.. N the vaiyaa did so..
She hd 1..2..3..4 bt after the 5 th one she started to cough badly,
M : Nandini u okay..?? Kya hua,.???
N: Woh mirchi..
Mainey bolaa thaa naa ki spicy nahi honaa chaahiye fir kyu ..?? Manik yelled at vaiyaa..
Vaiyaa: Wow inhoney hi bolaa thaa..
Manik gave nandini u- r- too- much- look...
Vaiyaa pani hain... Asked manik...
V: Ji ye lijiye..
Din Mere Tujhse Chale
Raatein Bhi Tujhse Dhale
Hai Waqt Tere Haath Mein
( Manik made her drink the water.. With one hand he was holding the bottle n with nxt he was patting her bck... )
Hooo Tu Hi Shehar Hai Mera
Tujh Mein Hi Ghar Hai Mera
Rehta Hai Tere Saath Mein
Tum mile toh mil gaya hamsafar, tum mile toh khud ki hai khabar
Tum mile toh rishta sa ban gaya
Tum mile toh jaadu chha gaya, tum mile toh jina aa gaya
Tum mile toh main paaya hai khuda
She stopped coughing..
M: U' re fine..???
N: Manik bohot spicy feel horaha hain..
M: Want some more water..
N: No pani nahi... Wait.. She took the ice cream which manik was having n started to eat...
Manik was jst adoring her hving the ice cream...
N: Ab thodaa accha lag raha hain...
M: Hmmm,...
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It was evening now... Manan were sitting at the artificial lake side made in the park...
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There was a complete silence between them.. Finally manik broke the silence...
Nandini the day is abt to end... Ab sab kuch it will be the same right...?? Tum firsey wohi emotionless nandini ban jaaogi naa...
Nandini was sitting silently.. She didn't spoke anything...
M:Nandini still we r on break so u can speak ur heart out...
N: Kya bolu..?? Kuch samajh nahi aarahaa..
M: Nandini the life u hv left is a gift.. Cherish it... Enjoy it to the fullest... I knw its hard... Bt once start to search the reason for being happy rather than being sad.. M sure u will feel bttr... You always don't need a plan.. Sometimes u jst need is to breathe..trust..let go n see wat happens...!!
N: My life manik.. Its definitely not a gift.. Its jst a curse... Aur in this curse there's no happiness.. Not at all... I hv nothg left to live for...
Tum nahi samjhte ho manik how does it feel when there's no reason left for ur survival...
M: Main nahi samajhtaa nandini like really... I understand everything... I can feel the pain u r going through..
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Bas filhaal itnaa hi baaki baatein nxt update mey...
So guyz kaisaa laga.. This break.. It was a much needed part as nandini had enough up of sadness... So in this part i tried to show real feelings of nandini that is she also want to enjoy her life still..she want to smile..laugh n live her life to fullest...!!!
Actually this all fun were the fun i did in 2 days trip to delhi.. I enjoyed alot so i added this to manan... I hope u enjoyed...
N a serious note ...
Frm now on u may find some rush in my story.. U guyz may feel ahh this is so fast take it slow.. Bt i hv to rush as now there's only 7-8 parts left n much more to cover.. I knw i can increase the parts bt i hv to study hard n my schedules r really bzy so i hv to complete my story asap...
If u find m rushing every parts n ruining the story than for that m sorry bt m helpless...
I hope u all will understand n still like my updates...
Plz guyz do comment n tell ki kaisaa laga...
Thnk u for ur love n support.. So this is the last chp for this thread.. Thnk u so much for helping me n supporting me to complete this thread..
Love u all...
Keep smiling...
Live ur life fullest...
Loads of love MYRAH...
Edited by _Myrah_ - 9 years ago
