Need to come back to do justice to your post, Twinkle!! Reserving this space, before it is LOST!!! Updated...
U know, Twinkle- I always have this starting problem, after watching and reading such painful episodes/ posts. It takes a while to get myself and my thoughts together. It brought tears to my eyes. I could feel Nandini's pain. And how beautifully, like always, you have described the current situation. LOST!!!!
Yes.. LOST is our Dear, Chirpy, Bubbly, Happy, Optimistic, Strong, Idealistic, Hopeful, Trusting Nandini
LOST is the shine in her eyes, LOST is the smile on her lips
LOST are her trust, beliefs, sense of safety, security, ability to take things at face value
LOST are those happy days when MaNan were carefree and oblivious to the world, where no
one else mattered, except them, their eye locks, their hugs, their touches, their smiles, their
togetherness
LOST is Manik's Nandini, his shining star, his smiling angel, his pillar of support, his strength, his
LOVE and his LIFE
LOST is Manik- because his Nandini is LOST!!
But... WE all know this LOSS will NOT be for ever and this is only to strengthen the bond between the 2 and for Manik now, to help Nandini get over this phase. To help Nandini, rebuild her trust, be able to believe in herself again, be able to face the past and start afresh.
What an episode?? I have been so repetitive for the last few episodes. But can't help it, dut to my restricted vocabulary. Hats off to the KY2 team, CVs, and Script writers and last but not the least, to Niti and Parth for emoting so well 👏!!
I so very much liked the episode and it made me proud that this indeed is a good show and very close to reality. I really would have been disappointed, had they shown Nandini, back to normal, just in a jiffy. This is but a natural reaction for any girl/ woman/ human to experience after the ordeal she has been through. Nandini is going through all the typical stages of Psychological/ Emotional trauma, following an assault/ molestation. And I really appreciate the CVs and PH for researching into this and highlighting it in the right way.
She was violated in the most unexpected circumstance, by the most unexpected person, was completely unprepared for it and felt very powerless. So naturally, she was in shock and disbelief initially. Then she had her goal of getting Pandit punished- the anger came into role. At the same time, she unintentionally/ subconsciously started disconnecting and withdrawing herself and became numb. Now that justice has prevailed, have set in her feelings of sadness and helplessness, guilt, shame and self-blame. The reality is slowly sinking into her, as to what actually has transpired. Hence, her repeated self-blaming, as to SHE IS WRONG, she did not believe Manik, hence led herself into this situation.
Nandini, will eventually come out of it. It might take a long time but she has Manik to give her his unwavering support. She might try to avoid him, NOT because she doesn't love him or trust him. But she has LOST the trust in herself, is in a shell herself. In fact, the first hurdle in overcoming shock is breaking the SILENCE and that she did. And who did she do it with- Manik!! She knows HE will always be there for her. But she right now needs some space for herself. But Manik will always be there for her in the back ground, like her shadow.
And this is where, I think the promise might play a role. Manik promising her that he will give her, her space. This doesn't mean there should be a separation or MU (CVs, please kindly dont bring in more unnecessary drama). It probly means, they keeping a certain distance bet them, physically, till Nandini feels comfortable enough to get closer to Manik. And eventually might lead to her confession 😊. Lets see!!!
I dont think everything is completely LOST between these 2 adorable ones!! Time is testing them and yes, they will yet again emerge victorious, and even more stronger.
Twinkle, this post was made with so many breaks, might feel very disjointed!! Had a very crazy/ busy day. The next episode is almost going get aired in a few hours. But posting this anyway. Not reading it again, apologies if didnt make any sense.
Lets c.. what the next episode has in store!!
Take Care... L!!
Edited by IFollower - 10 years ago
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