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Day 38! - Needful Needy Needs.

Time is running out and the needful list of needs seems to be increasing. Need is an element that is present in everyone's life. Yet what we need...what we crave...what we want varies person to person, time to time and from situation to situation. If you asked Manik Malhotra about his need some nine months ago; he would've answered that his most urgent need was to avenge Nandini Murthy. She had entered his life like a non-forecasted tornado and she was responsible for the crazy ride of emotions he experienced upon her arrival. If you asked Nandini Murthy about her need some nine months ago; she would've answered that she was in need of a legitimate reason to leave this musical college and gain an admission in a college that would focus on her preferred subject of science. If you asked manik malhotra, nine months ago, what does Nandini Murthy mean to him. He would have answered that he could not stand that girl and he hated her..His need to break her and her strength was his biggest need. If you asked Nandini Murthy, what Manik Malhotra meant to her nine months ago, she would have answered, Manik is a monster and the most desipicable human being to walk this planet. He does not care about anyone besides himself. He was an arrogant, evil spoiled brat. But today if you ask Manik Malhotra, Nandini murthy was the very life of his soul, the very smile that plays on his lips.. If you asked Nandini Murthy, what is Manik Malhotra today? She would have answered, he is the very one who she can sneak out late at night despite her am's being with her to meet him..That takes a lot of guts. It means one thing, Manik Malhotra is the center of her soul, her world, her priority... She does not even know when everything changed, how she didn't care about her Am's being there, she just sneaked out to go meet that one that her heart is craving to meet..

Today, together they are everything.. if Manik is the music, Nandini is his music's beat..Without proper beat, you cannot make music. They are perfectly in sync with each other. Just in yesterday's episode, we saw that these crazy lovers are desperate to meet each other.. Manik is helpless against the situation and Nandini is getting jitters and want to find comfort but like I said, situation was not letting this two meet. So, she took the courage and landed in his place.. Mind you..the expression on Manik's face was worth looking at. At first, he thought he was hallucinating.. then slowly as he was coming out of the drunken haze..he saw she was real.. standing in front of him...then all of a sudden..everything else was gone..nothing existed btwn these two.. it was just them and a pool of water...After he pulls her in his arms..she is still mad because she is losing hope...she is worried about what will happened tmrw...will they finally be together overcoming all the hurdles that they have been facing since the soha track? Will they be together? Will they be able to perform together? Manik on the other hand is in the teasing mood to get NAndu to relax...so what does he do..he says "fight karne ki bahana dhoond rahi ho"..which catches her attention.. her face says it all.. "im not here to fight, manik..I am here tonight because I am scared of tmrw..im scared of us..When this fight began, I had hope while you had hatred.. today I am losing that hope and I need to be with you..I need to be with that one person who can assure the hope of us being together tmrw.." and who can do that better than the monster himself? Whenever Nandini is in a dilemma, she always voices her worry in her monster Manik..so today is not any different..

"Do you trust me? Do you trust us? Toh phir bas! Done deal! Problem kya hai phir?"

Her every need was answered by him today. Because these needs of reassurance, these needs of easement, these needs of incitement were just as needful for him as they were for her.

He needed for her to stay positive. He needed for her to keep hoping. He needed for her to sustain her trust in him. He needed for her to continue shining for him. He needed for her to continue praying for him.

She's her strength. Her hope of life. Her motivation to live. He needed for her to keep smiling so he doesn't fall weak. "Toh phir...do what you're good at. Smile!" He needs for her to bury her fears and let it go today. Let it go for herself. For him. For them. She has taught him the need for him to stay calm, composed and cool when he fears any danger is lurking. When he stands unsure of what the next moment may reveal. And so he needs for her to stay calm so his own panic doesn't overpower him. He needs for her to decimate her apprehensions so they both can coherently focus on their list of endless battles that will be fought for the last time tomorrow.

As he continues to answer her needs, she agrees to fulfil his needs too. He needs for her to undoubtedly credence his words today. To trust his actions. He leaps into the calm swamp of water; only when he's confident that she will soon follow. He needs her to trust his decisions today so he is able to eliminate all tensions, all negativities, all strain-filled pressures that her mind and heart are experiencing due to the uncertainty of tomorrow's morning.

"Aise tera mai...jaise mera tu."

Nandini your needs are not any different from mine. If you need for your hope to triumph at the fusion concert tomorrow, I need for my hope to be victorious so that we never have to experience any exiles ever again. If you need for this essence of loneliness and hollowness to be redeemed, I need my nights to once again be filled with your radiance so no cloud of darkness prevails our love. If you need is to be able to hear and feel my heartbeat every day of our coming lives. My need is to be able to caress your inner soul every night that is still to come for us.

I needed you to trust me with your fear-filled fall into the water and you fulfilled my need. I promise that whenever you will need me to catch you from drowning in uncertainty or indecision, I will pick you up in my arms and we will tread the path together and overcome the ambiguity of every situation in each other's arms. I needed you to smile today and courageously just flow with the situation and let all your fears go and you fulfilled my need. I promise that whenever you will weep a painful tear or your lips will form an unpleasant frown, I will reach out myself and turn that frown upside down to form the smile that is the reason of my own smile. I needed you to blindly and faithfully follow my footsteps today and you fulfilled my need. I promise that whenever the need be that you face an unforeseen situation and you feel as if you don't know how to fight your battles independently, I will teach you how to become independent, confidently believe in yourself; whilst making sure that I stand right behind you like your shadow, ensuring that if your steps stumble, I'm there to catch you.

she is not good at lying..she is not good at crying (she is but she does not look good)..so what is the one thing that she is good at..smiling...smiling for them and for him...that smile is all I need..that smile is all my assurance that no matter what happens..we will be together... Do you trust me? Isn't what everything was about? Nandini's lack of trust on Manik from Soha's track? How her trust faltered when it was needed for Manik..the same question was asked today? Do you trust me Nandini? Have we come to that point where we can blindly trust each other..i take that back... do you blindly trust me? Are you willing to put all your trust in me and just go with the flow.. Do you trust me enough to know deep in your heart that no matter how hard it gets..I will never let anything happen to you..TO US..I will fight for us til my last breath..do you trust us like that to know that we are not going to lose this battle..this time in manik's word..there will be no tears..no pain..no fears..no sacrificing and no heartbreak...we have been through too much now we both know we cannot breath without each other...I promise..tmrw I will fight my hardest battle in my life..for you..for us.. I promise.. I will fight head on with the enemy but will you be by my side? Will you stand by me like my shining star AND DO WHAT YOU ARE GOOD AT..SHINING!!! This is my promise to you.. So tmrw, do not worry about anything, rest assure, I will take care of everything with the elite fab 3..we will be back with a bang because we are both to make some damn dhamaka tmrw..which you will be a witness..so trust me Nandini Murthy.. trust me with your whole being that I MANIK MALHOTRA PROMISE TO NOT LET YOUR HOPE DOWN..YOUR HOPE FOR US WILL NOT BE IN VAIN...I will not let that smile falter..I will not let that smile of yours be turned into tears..I wont..agar tum royege..I will cry too..TMRW AT THE FC..our hope will triumph..we are meant to be together..we are destined for each other.. since the first day your fireflies glowed when we touched during the car-bus accident..our fate has been tied together since that day Nandini.. I will not feed you to the sharks..I will not let you drown in a mere 3 foot water..i will catch when you fall...I am your being nandini...we find peace together in each other's arms and nothing can take that away from you or me...No pandit and deff not dhruv..No one will separate me from you..or you from me...I am your shadow that will walk right behind you... and behind me..we got our elite fab 4 (including navya excluding dhruv..jab takk uska akal thikana mein na aajaye)...Together we are unstoppable..plus you are with me..so this makes my trust level and confidence level be raised to a whole new level... we can ACHIEVE ANYTHING

"What matters is...we both are together. Agar tum saath ho na... I can go through anything."The needs are indeed needful and needy. But as long as they are one heartbeat, one soul...all needs shall be fulfilled. All needs shall be conquered. Because once he has her and she has him; the most needful need has already been contented. The need to be each others'. With nandini by his side..Manik Malhotra is the hulk..the unstoppable and undefeatable.. He can go through fire for her..he can walk through a winter forest for her... his weapon is her smile..He cannot see any tears in her eyes..remember the store room scene..when he pulls out the rope to kick harshad's behind and nandini comes out...and she gets stuck,.. she was crying when he was trying to get her out and a tear falls on his hand...he says.. "kaise rukoon yeh aanso...dhruv you better...I swear you better make her smile"..I made her cry to make her smile with you because you were the better guy and now she is crying...I wanna see her smiling face...and that is peace to my heart... Nothing can separate these two...they are a match made in heaven..

Soon the need to return home creeps in and this need cannot be denied or lagged. She needs for her Amms to realise that her Manik is not in fact what he seems. Her Manik needs for her Amms to realise that it will be impossible for him to live for even a single minute if by chance they are unapproved of each other. And so the need to go home is certainly a priority. Nandini tried her level best to voice her and Manik's needs to her Amms today, but they seem to be unable to understand each other because their needs are quite distinct and dissimilar. Her Amms has expressed her dismay today as Nandini hasn't rightfully maintained the responsibilities she needed for her grand-daughter to uphold. And as she left today; she expressed yet another need to not let her down any further. She has left, but left her with the need to re-unite with her grand-daughter; Nandini, once again, sometime in the future. I have a feeling that the next track will be a Manik trying to convince Am's track not sure.. Am's was disappointed in Nandu's choice of a guy...little does she know that the guy that she is claiming to be the spoiled rich brat..gave up so much for your little nandu...who gives up a chance for a album with his friends to save the girl who he loves...not a lot.. since there was not a proper closure..it is the future track..to happen..ab dekhte hai.. Manik ko kya kya karne padega to convince the grandmother of Nandini Murthy.. Kishore Murthy..you have a sona munda coming your way to prove that he is perfect in everyway for your grand-daugther..

A son desperately needed his mother's return in his life. But not as a match-maker, not as a secret detective agent, not as a wedding planner. Cabir needed her just as a mother. As his mother. The future of this need seems too vague at this stage to depict whether this need will be fulfilled or not, but a needful hug was embraced today. Some needful words and wishes were also expressed."Thankyou mom. Thankyou isliye nahi ke aapne nahi bataaya. Thankyou isliye ke aap abhi bhi meri mumma ho." A mother without her son is just as lonely as a son without a mother..From the beginning of this show, I love these two.. Mother and son..This is what a mother and son relationship should be..always.. Its true, mothers don't always understand what we are going through..and even if they do..they are not willing to accept it.. Same thing here.. Cabir's mother is has not been able to accept cabir's homosexuality..like any mother.. Not all mothers are supporting some are...some aren't.. but how long can a mother keep herself away from her son.. Not a long time.. well I take that back..there is one mother who can keep away from her son.. or add more fire to it to make her son's life hell..and that is nyo..anyway back to what I was saying,.. Cabir's need for his mother to be back in his life was for a long time.. He LOVES his mother more than anything..warna kon sa beta baara hokar bhi apne mamma ke saath sota hai? Cabir's mother's need to get her son back was just as much..and today they finally closed it.. The hug was perfect..the hug of a son coming back to his mother's arms..the mother coming back to her son's arms.. no matter what differences they have.. nothing can change the relationship btwn these two.. no sexuality no nothing.. Also one part that I loved here was how Cabir stood up for Navya.. he was worried that she had been crying due to his mother.. that really touched my soul..cabir beta tu kitna smart hogaya hai aaj kaal..nahi tu hamesha smart thi..BOSS THA NA..today you stood up for a friend who does not belong to the elite fab 5... the support of cabir to navya was worth watching...

The villain's needs are greedy but the lover needs are needy. Let's see how the needs of two destined lovers, outshine the need of an overconfident devil. Yaar mein thaak chuki hoon..isko warning de kar...aab shida meydaan mein milenge pandit.. kaal tu apna need ki baade mein baatayega.. that you are not going to let manik even come to the concert let alone perform..you are thinking that oohhh after the performance.. I am going to give nandu tickets and by hook or crook you will take her with you.. betaaa tu kitni bhooli hai... tu Manik Malhotra's nandini ke baade mein baaat kar raha hai.. what makes you think that you are capable of even stopping manik from attending the concert.. like seriously? Dimaag kharab hogaya hai tera..behuda sapne dekh dekh kar.. you have gone mad in obsession buddy and your obsession is not amusing like how manik's obsession with nandu was..its rather creepy.. so there is no way IN HELL you are even going to get Manik's nandu..never..kaal tera story KHATAM!! Hamesha hamesha ke liye..u have no idea what devils..shaitan ke baache yeh fab 4 hai..you have no idea what they are capable of..they are the ELITE FAB 5..including dhruv (agar yeh kamina waapas aaya..would be nice to see the fab 5 and their old tricks but kya kare).. so they are a dangerous crew when they are together.. so dangerous that everyone in the college are scared of them..when I mean everyone..I MEAN LITERALLY EVERYONE!!! Is scared of what they are upto..together they are a team..they are unstoppable and unbeatable.. and they are famous for their vintage old tricks..you know "ek college student ko pakro..uski sar pe fab 5 ka thaapa laga do aur aande fek doon"..but they are not going to throw eggs at you..rather they will tie you up...with a rope and put in a basket and give you a one way to ticket to mars with no return.. Someone should ummm recall manik's favorite trick with harshaad..you know tying him up..and drowning him In a water tank... Fab 5..aah miss those golden days and their famous saying "target to naya hai..par packaging wahi purana hai dostt.."...you have been warned..your doom day is tmrw..😡

Just scared about that dhulai thing..I hope cabir's fake goons do not become the real goons of pandit..I will burn that pandit alive if tht happens..

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