Okay guys, today's episode broke me from inside. I think when I watch this episode, all the emotions rush into me. Today, when Angad was very cruelly pushing-pulling Kripa and lashing her with his harsh, malicious words, he ripped poor girl's soul and heart apart. I was in shock to see his behavior. Kripa was in deep shock as well as me. The way she cried when he harshly kicked her out of his house, and she felt disgusted for falling in love with this man, well guess wat shweetos, I always tell my sisters and friends that I am in love this man, and today I am gonna say why was I in love with this man? 😭I know it pained Angad to, I know he went through a lot, I know he should take his revenge from everyone, I know Kripa made a blunder by believing him, but after all these I knows, I don't know how can a man put a woman down in such way that he not only daggers her heart, rips her soul, and injures her self-respect, and points at her outer or inner beauty and her feminism/womanhood. 😭I know so many of you were really in wow mood and were excited to see the episode and most were pleased cuz he was taking his revenge, but when the poor girl was being pinned by the door by the man she loved/s and being thrown out in such disrespectful manner, I felt disgusted, angered, and I wanted to be slap machine and slap Angad. 😭😆
Now about the post
Please read the lyrics to know what I am talking about.
This song always brings tears in my eyes, and right now I am very well crying.
Hamesha tumko chaaha aur chaaha kuch bhi nahin Tumhe dil ne hai pooja, pooja, pooja Aur pooja kuch bhi nahin Na na nahin, na na nahin nahin nahin nahin nahin Kuch bhi nahin, ho kuch bhi nahinKripa has always loved Angad. She has worshipped him. The love for Angad resides so deep in her that Angad's thoughts always flood her mind.
Jo daag tumne mujhko diya Us daag se mera chehra khila Rakhoongi main isko nishaani banaakar Maathe pe isko hamesha sajaakarI am not talking about physical scar that Angad gave Kripa like Devdas did to Paro on her forehead. 😆 I am talking about the wounds he gave to her precious heart. He wounded her heart, her soul, her love, and Kripa in her self. Maybe those wounds will help her fight him back.
I know this song is not fitted to the mood, but the lyrics are telling what I want to say.
Bairi piya bada bedardi Dil ka dard na jaane saudaai Harjaai zulmi ram duhaai Kaise kahoon kaase kahoon haai ram Angad has given Kripa lot of pain; she has suffered a lot due to Angad, no actuallydue to her love toward Angad. She received hatred from everyone because she loved
someone, whom I guess she shouldn't have loved in first place. Tu door jo tha to paas hi tha Ab paas hai to door hai kyoon
And now when Angad died, and Zaib very artfully wears Angad's shredded skin and came in front of Kripa, the two lines fit the situation. Right? Now that they are close by, they are so far away.
I know some or most of you might not like seeing my hatred toward Angad, but I can't help it. So please kindly take your bitterness here, but in loving way. I am you guys' happoo 😳😆