When your past holds dreadful experiences and your heart is completely torn apart because of them, thinking straight and rational is almost impossible.
Kaajjal's life took a u-turn when Dev thought he killed his mom, when Dev threw her out of the house, when he never stopped his car for her while she was running after it, and then when she herad Satya saying Dev said "marti hai tu mar jayay". Well, when you worship someone, when you make someone your God, and that person totally disregard you, this is bound to happen what happened with Kaajjal. Dev was right at his stand and Kaajjal at her. this time Kaajjal's pain was too much for she lost her life (the one person who was her life) and her brain stopped working.
Sometimes I wonder, especially after today's episode, why kaajjal is not having that feeling, that attraction for Dev. but may be her mind has its own way of telling her that. Come to think of it, why would she react the way she did if she didn't have those unknown feelings in her heart. She was crying, he was overwhelmed with emotions, she knew he took her name, (may be he knows her) she was sooo overwhelmed at that moment that she couldn't get anything straight. She ran, he ran after her, and then she disappears.
Especially when she was talking to adi there, i could see that disturbance in her eyes, as if she knows him but she doesn't, as if she is feeling this unbelievable attraction but she can think why? Those are the vibes I got, and when she said in her room, "gannu bhaiyya, ussay mujh say dur rakhna" .. I thought it was the fear in her heart, the fear of getting hurt again. When she was healthy, her life was a mess in the last few days, and her mind registered that mess and couldn't take the pressure, that's why it lost some electric currents that need to go to the right nerves to keep the brain working properly. And now, her mind is totally not ready to take any kind of tension or fear, may be that's the reason she reacted the way she did. Remember, when she saw Dev and was running, she was having flashes of the goons, but she was also having flashes of Dev throwing her out of the house. And that is where is brain just stops thinking, no more current, that's it. But I have to say, the feelings was very nicely portrayed by her, the act was superb ... that overwhelming expression of Kaajjal was superb.
More than anyone , adi is getting on my nerves, - i mean the man has no decency to help her the way it is really required. And today when she said to adi, I think I know this man, etc etc. he never even bothered to find out about him. well, didn't the thought cross his mind once that he could be someone from Kaajjal's past, who can give a clue in finding out about her .... Instead he promised, "ab main aap ko kabhi akela nahi choroon ga" well...... thanks, but no thanks. Dev hai sari umr kaajjal ka saath dainay kay liyay, aap rehnay dijiyay. But comeon, is it logical?????? Uffff...
Coming back to Kaajjal and Dev, well, they acted beautifully today. surveen depicted that overwhelmed expression beautifully, and Dev …. Ahhhh, alfaz kafi nahi kuch kehnay kay liyay, har lafz adhoora hai, har tareef namukammal.
