Autumn leaves have shed winter had arrived but I still mourn for u os

Autumn leaves have shed winter had arrived but I still mourn for u and will always till my last breathe

Autumn season has gone winter has started .today the first snow fell of this season and I look towards the sky from our room's window. The snow fall drifts me back to my memory lane. i have a beautiful memory of this season and a worst memory which left me alone and devasted for whole life. I still remember the day 30 years had gone but I still remember the warmth I have shared with u the love making that made me feel like heaven.

30 years back on the start of winter first snow fall

Jalal-come on jaan plz let me make love to u see the first snow had fall and it is so cool let me make u feel warm jodha said jalal and moved towards her.

Jodha- no sehensha I have to read my favourite book prithviraj raso so now stop ur naughtiness.

Jalal-come on I am not going to leave u just like that and picked her in his strong masculine arms.

Jodha- plz sehensha let me go she struggled a lot but more I struggle he tightened his grip on me

Then he placed me on the bed gently and started kissing me madly and made love to me and I could just moan his name.

Then we slept peacefully in eavh other arms. When I got up that evening I found ur so heavenly smile when u were sleepind and I could just pull ur cheeks kiss u and admire u,

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I still remember u used to love my open hairs and would do anything to make me smile then why did u left me alone like this 5 years back the start of winter took every joy and colour from my life and had taken u from me.

5years back

At the start of winter u were so ill and what the hakima spoke the word are still ringing in my ears that was the most painful words I have ever listened.

Jodha-panicking shehensha is fine na hakima sahiba plz speak ur silence is killing me.

Hakima- I am sorry mallika she spoke with hesitation and fearfully sehensha is no more

Jodha was shocked her world fell around he he left me left me forever and ran towards their hojra to jalal's body and told with rage sadly and complaining like a small child aapne humse waada kia thaa saath jeene marne ka humse bahuth prem karte the aap phir aab kya hua aapke pre ka aapke vachan wade ka aapke wade joothe aapke vachan joothe aap joothe aap humein yun akela chodke nahi jaasakte sehensha she cried and wailed a lot but he was not there to console her .the one who could not bear a single tear was the cause of her tears today but he could not do anything as he Was no more to support her love her console her. He was lying dead every body was trying to console her . the most dignified and their strong queen was broken.

Salim- ammi in a teary and broken tone spoke ammi abbu ke laash ko le jaane ka waqt hogaya hai aapse iltiza hai ki aap hat jayie.

Jodha- hum nahi jayenge hum sehensha ko chodke kahi nahi jayenege and she lost her consciousness.

1 hr later

She was standing on the terrace and watch his body going away she just could see him going away from him that too forever.

BG Kyun na bole mo se mohan kyun
Hai roothe roothe mohan yun
Kaise manaaun haai kaise manaau

Kyun na bole mo se mohan kyun
Hai roothe roothe mohan kyun
Kaise manaaun haai kaise manaau

Un binn kate naa raina
Unn binn aawe na ik pal chaina
Unn bin jeeun tto kaise main jeeu'n haay..

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

When you go when you leave
Then you take a little piece of me with you
There's a hole in my soul
Cause you take a little piece of me with you (x2)

Haan Naino ke dwaare aane ke waade baandhe
Aise bolo kaaahe
Chokhat pe dil ki aahat rakhi hai taako pe hai torey saaye

Unn binn unhe manaye
Unn bin kabhi jo unko rijhaaye
Unn bin chhale hai mora ye jiya

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Haan
Komal badi hai saansan ki dori
Roothe se bhi toot jaaye
Baawan tarah se jee ko manaaya
Khoje ajaunh tori raahe

Unn bin unhe main paaun
Unn bin unhe main garwa lagaaun
Unn bin unhe mora jee lage haay...

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina

Days went on and I refused to eat or take rest and only wanted to mourn for u but my son made me realise I have to live for u my love

Salim-ammi hum aapse iltizaa karte hai aap kab tak aisi ghumshum rahengi ammi ab aapko aage bhadna hoga.

Jodha-hum unke bina kuchch nahi hai hume daya karke akela chod do .

Salim-ammi aapko abbu keliye jeena hoga unke sapnon keliye ek aisa hindustaan jisme aman aur bhaichara charo or ho ammi aap mallika-e-hind hai Mariam makani hai kya aap abbu ko Jannat mein khush nahi dekhna chahti.

Jodha- salim hum aapke saath hai bete hum sehensha ki khwaisk ko awashya pura karenge

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And from that day my days were filled with court affairs and night with ur memories. I thank god for giving me a son like salim he always tries to entertain me by music concerts folklores and I also smile fakely because I can never overcome the shock or stop mourning for u.for the world I am out of the shock but I know the day u left me the real jodha also left with u my life is full of sadness now. sometimes I feel I can just goo back to my youngster years and live again the memories with u but I cannot.pyaar sach mein bahut dard deta hai hamne isse saha hai lekin hume hamare mohabbat ne jeene ki wajeh bhi diya hai but I cannot stop mouring for u.AUTUMN LEAVES HAVE SHED WINTER HAS STARTED BUT I STILL MOURN FOR U EVEN AFTER 5 YEARS AND WILL ALWAYS TILL MY LAST BREATHE. Jodha stretched her hand to feel the snow when the snow fell on her hand she smiled a heartly smile after 5 years and looked towards the sky she could see her sehensha smiling at her and telling mallika-e-jalal I told u ur smile is the most beautiful thing in the whole world for me.a tear escaped from her eyes and she told very slowly I love u sehensha and will always. She walked towards the courtyard to attend the music concert arranged by her son to entertain her all she could do is smile fakely for him because she can never move on and the dignified mallika-e hind Mariam makani walked towards the concert arena.

QUOTE-mohabbat insaan ka daaman kabhi nahi chodti aapko jeene ki koi na koi wajeh de hi deti hai

Written by marshi/anshita

Originally posted by: Anushka8722

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Now that's what is called effective and emotional...😭</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Even I had the same question.. They both loved each soo much.. then how could she survive without him???😭</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">But the way you presented it... with your skills shining in ever word you wrote... I'm left speechless...👏You're so talented!.. Aaj pehli baat tujhe di bolne ka mann kar raha hai.. Anshita di🤗</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Jodha's pain... the betrayal she felt when he left her alone, all alone to survive in this world.. is presented beautifully...👏</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">And their past... the love making...his death.. Jodha's numb state.. her shock.. Salim's consoling.. Everything iss too effective..I'm feeling really emotional right now😭</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">And the ending... Where Jalal says..<font size="2">"</font></font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">mallika-e-jalal I told u ur smile is the most beautiful thing in the whole world for me." that was the line which I loved the most in your OS... I loved it... it speaks volumes with barely a few words...👏👏</font>

<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">You're talented Anshita di.. never ever give up on writing...</font>