Originally posted by: sweet_diksha
Hi guys...seems forum has calmed down after venting out our frustrations for last few days...good discussions going on in many threads...while looking at precap for Monday, a sudden thought came to mind... And I would love to share it with u all...
I don't think she is trying to commit suicide... she is not so weak, that she ll do such thing how much devastated she is... Any other time Jalal's adultery may have caused her attempt to commit suicide, but not when she is carrying his baby...even if she sees him with Atifa in compromising position, and if she doesn't want to see his face or she wants to teach him lesson, she ll leave him, like she did in Sujamal track... but when she is pregnant, she won't even think of suicide, even if every one deserts her... Coz her kids ll always be her strength against the world... And she ll fight with anybody , even with Jalal to keep them safe...
Now someone may feel, that she is going through so many tortures , so how can she stay strong... But the fact is the same pregnancy gives a would be mother all that strength , if she needs to take the entire world head on... and in that fight of hers, she doesn't need anybody to help her , nor does she cares for anybody else's welfare , if her child is at stake... And here same thing is happening... Jalal's OTT behavior is causing her mental stress, but at same time it ll make her more protective towards her child coz right now in her view , he doesn't care even for the kids, as he is taking it granted that she won't leave him in such condition (pregnancy), nor ll she commit suicide as she has promised HB, and so he thinks he ll get the heir he always wanted all safe and sound... (I m saying this may be her point of view after his behavior yest)...and so for now her only concern is her kids, not Jalal...now she won't care a damn for him or his actions...
And in very next scene she proved it ... After crying silently when he uttered those harsh words, that same silence settled in her where he is concerned... While doing her prayers, after feeling his presence, she turned her eyes away from him not giving him ant hint of her feelings... for next few moments he kept staring at her, waiting if she again looks at him, but she didn't... even later , she was hurt by his assumption that she may not be ready to go with him... but still she didn't say a word abt it... she just told him abt the arrangements she has done, like she is now concerned abt only her duties... not a single thing more, and so she leaves without an extra word... And it looks like , he is expecting something more from her, but is upset , that for her that thing is over... So he calls her, she stops but doesn't turn, coz now she is not ready to show him any of her feelings, her emotions, her concerns... (not that he needs to hear it from her... I m sure he understands her pain even without looking at her)...he waits to see if she turns and goes to him, but again all he gets is her cold shoulder...his expressions r changed and he takes a step towards her as if to console her, but just as she feels him moving towards her, her face changes to steely determination... her eyes show that hurt but her face shows her decision... now onwards she will maintain the distance btw them, he has created... If he wants to talk her or he needs her for anything, it will be him who will have to go to her, it will be him who will have to ask for her co-operation , coz she ll be with him only for completing her duties, nothing more...
The strength I said above, was shown in her in this scene... and so I feel she won't commit suicide...abt the precap, I think after hearing abt KZ, she feels concerned for him, and so she goes to see him.. (that's why that blanket and all)...but when she goes there she finds the door open, and so she peeps inside thinking if he has been killed...and then she is abt to fall in the well, that KZ saves her... So there is no kidnapping... remains abt her devastated state, is coz she felt worried for a sec when she saw that well open, that Jalal killed KZ and committed one more sin in Ramzaan...and so when she sees KZ is well alive, and rather he saved her, so all her pent up frustration came up and she shouted at him asking why he saved her, when her own hubby doesn't care abt her...
For me yest episode and precap made this sence... am I right?
Wait for next post... Jalal and the future track...ll post after some time, or by evening...
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