OS : AKDHA'S REMARRIAGE //PART 3//
Despite that striking pain which has invaded over him and loosing constantly his blood , there isn't any sort of signs which is visible on his face revealing his pain other then seeing his wife in such condition , lying there on her bed unconsciously , he stares at her longingly with pain and guilt not realising that each droplets are making his vision weak , his eyes are intactly staring at Jodhaa without a blink , the weakness in his vision begins to be feel by Jalal , his eyes are red as all blood vessels around them has explosed and their blood has fusioned inside his eyes but still he doesn't renounce to stare at her as he doesn't want any of his tiny movements to deprive him of noticing any progress in Jodhaa's conditions. When the pain is becoming unbearable and aching , he just deepened his knife inside his hand to manage it difficultly , tears are rolling down from the corners of his eyes reflecting in them his pain , he wipes them roughly without a blink and continues to stare at her longingly as each minutes are decisive for his life , as the pulsions of the vessels inside
his body will stop abruptly if he comes to blink even for a tiny second , even he wipes them away roughly when they come to slide upon his cheeks , they automatically come to roll constantly as for showing no matter how he hides it from world , he can't hide it from himself !!! Due to crying constantly with the pain of his eyes , his eyes become entirely red as a colour of a fusioned blood injection , he recalls painfully what she said after drinking the poison , "I . . . I . . . I SUCCEEDED . . . TO FULFILL . . . . MY . . . DUTY SHEHENSHAH" , recalling each of pleasant moment past with her and this last accident , his soul , his heart , his mind whole of him are in mess and pain , he lowly mumbles "WHY? WHY? WHY ALL THESE PRECISELY AT THE MOMENT WHEN THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US IS DIMINISHING , WHEN WE ARE FEELING COMFORTABLE AND ENJOYING EACH OTHER'S COMPANY WHY? WHY? WHY EVERYTHING IS BEING MESS UP WHEN WE HAVE BUILT WITH MUCH DIFFICULTY SOMETHING BETWEEN US WHICH WAS UNABLE BEFORE ? WHY WHEN WE WERE EXPLORING TOGETHER THE DEPTH OF OUR RELATIONSHIP AND SLOWLY BEGINNING TO ACCEPT IT ???" , rethinking all their happy moments and the progress in their relationship since the beginning of their marriage , recalling each of her emotions , tears when there is sorrow and sadness and wide innocent smile crepting on her spreading from her lips to whole over her face , illuminating his heart as a light of bulb does in a room when their is happiness and joy , then his mind freezes at the portrait of her ravishing smile , making him desperate and he shouts loudly sobbing in pain "WHY? WHY YOU ARE LETTING HER COME CLOSER WHEN JUST AFTER YOU SNATCH HER AWAY FROM ME??? WHY???" , he stares at her teary-eyed who is lying there unconsciously on bed when all of a sudden , his vision becomes blurred , everything around him is moving constantly as they have been overflooded by ocean waves which are transporting them everywhere in any directions , all becomes fuzzy and floppy from his vision , to awake himself from all these , he looks straights infront of him but what he sees confuse him more , he notices minuscule dots of mildy and foggy clouds forming in the middle , tormenting deeply his eyes vision , it's like everything is hidden by those brumous clouds , no matter how much he forces himself to see something but it's out of his ability!!! He senses that slowly his eyelid are beginning to close , no matter how much he does , his efforts are useless , so not loosing anytime , he rushes to turn around at the wall side where is situated Jodhaa's bed as before closing his eyes , he wants to see her face for once as after that he can peacefully close his eyes without any worries and fears inside him as he has the assurance that she is fine and still alive , once he will be far away from her she will wake up and regain back consciousness , he pours all his energy and strength struggling to see her face for once his eye lashes are becoming heavy as same as his eyelids , at the last moment when he has lost all hopes in everything , suddenly the brumous clouds infront of him begin to erase letting space to Jodhaa's face to appear infront of him. Seeing the angelic face of his angel , in a peaceful and calm sleep , in which is reflecting the inner purity and innocence inside her , it makes whole his body shiver , he has goosebumps all over his body , he faintly smiles at this heavenly portrait infront of him but unfortunately it lasts only during few seconds , before that he slowly murmurs "YET WE ARE SO CLOSE TO EACH OTHER JODHAA , STILL WE ARE SO FAR FROM EACH OTHER , TELL ME , WHY? WHY?" and he finishes by mumbling lowly "TELL ME WHY THIS DISTANCE BETWEEN US . . . . IS . . . HAUN . . . HAUNTING ME???" and he faints there kneeling beside Jodhaa's bed!!! The two souls drown into a peace and silent world , for a moment they were away from the real world and they make together last this peaceful moment until the beginning of the evening.
~AT THE BEGINNING OF EVENING~
The sun begins to dissolve behind those wavy clouds in sky , one by one and let place to the sunset in sky which comes at the all long side of Jodhaa's chamber's terrace illuminating them whole with it's light and enters as shadow inside the chamber and lighten up the whole bed when it's ray falls upon Jodhaa's face , sensing that she slowly gets up contempling the beauty of sunset as she has always find it breathtakingly beautiful , when she turns aside so that she can get down of the bed and go to the terrace , she discovers the horror , shocking her , for a moment she stucks there in stupefaction seeing him kneeling beside her bed unconsciously while droplets of blood are continously sliding from his knife , it caught her attention , without thinking further and questionning herself on anything else , she throws the blanket away and rushes to Jalal screaming in fear "SHEHENSHAH , SHEHENSHAH" , she holds first his bleeding hand and after cups his face with her other hand tapoting gently his face and yells to him in panic "SHEHENSHAH SHEHENSHAH , YOU ARE SCARING ME , SHEHENSHAH PLEASE WAKE UP , I AM BEGGING YOU" sensing that there isn't any reaction , she screams one last time loudly in agony "SHEHENSHAH" , her tears fall upon his face , his eyelids begin to agitate leisurely and he slowly begins to open his eyes but the first thing comes to appear over his vision makes him skip a beat of joyness , he finds his lady love staring at him teary-eyed with a faint smile along her lips , seeing that he holds back his breath for a while and wishes with all his strength left inside him that once again it isn't a dream of him , he closes back his eyes to assure himself of the reality infront of him much to Jodhaa's fear who thinks that he has lost his consciousness , she tapotes once again gently his face with her angelic soft hands and shouts "SHEHENSHAH , SHEHENSHAH" , hearing that he fastly opens his eyes and much to his biggest pleasure it wasn't one of his illusion or dream , she is really there infront of him , holding his hand in hers with other cupping his face , he forwards his hand with a smile over his face to wipe her tears even she is smiling to him as he has her consent , for an instant they were in their own world until they are taken back to the reality when guards makes a sudden announcement :
HOSIYAR HOSIYAR
MALLIKA E KHAS
RUQAIYA BEGUM
TASHREEF LA RAHI HAI
After that announcement , Jodhaa gets back to her senses while Jalal is still unconscious , smiling at her , sensing that Ruqaiya would catch them in an awkward situation , she wipes fastly her tears and steps backwards from him making Jalal awakes , he notices her stepping backwards from him , once again he senses that distance and ill at ease between gaining over them , he tightly holds his fist and curses his fate to make him eager for this moment and after ending it abruptly , he deepened the knife inside him , noticing this Jodhaa forwards her hand toward him in a 'stop' and a painful 'no' escapes from her mouth meanwhile Ruqaiya has already entered her chamber!!!
Precap : Same as the previous one 😛😛
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