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Time has sped along-with them moments and relationships have changed and my stormy, turbulent relationship with jassi is now about to reach its culmination... We are getting married..... Our relationship had had its fair share of ups and downs, heart-breaking sadness and blissful happiness, painful seperations and sweet togetherness..And now,as we are to become each other's forever, i look back fondly, lovingly, at all the moments which i had shared with jassi....
I welcome u all to join me as i travel down memory lane....
The first time i hired jassi as my secretary...
They say, "In love u dont force to fall, u just fall and there will be someone to catch u.. and that's why it's called falling in love.." well, jassi, made a stumbling entry into my office, literally.. but then, i was not there to catch her...
anyway, what made me, a casanova, appoint her as secretary is a mystery, something which i had been never able to comprehend.. and i dont understand what made me share all my darker secrets with her.. infact, the first job i gave her was to prepare a cd on my girlfriends...
well, its better to have some mysteries left unsolved... leaving it in the hands of destiny...
The first time i hugged jassi...
Jassi made a hesitant entry into the fashion world which was totally alien to her.. and i accept that i just made things worse for her, and my behaviour was in no way humane. No excuses,... I was living in a rarefied bubble then-that of high society, booze and women. And my first official interaction with jassi at Gulmohur commenced with a hug, accidental though. Thanks to the evergreen, or should i say everbrown creator of hug situations- the cockroach..
The first time i slid a ring onto jassi's fingers...
I had to purchase a ring for mallika for our engagement ceremony(u know tradition demands it, eventhough i was not interested.) and as is my wont i took jassi along with me. After deciding upon a ring, I wanted to view its perfectness- what better way than to see it in a lady's slender fingers.And that was when, i first slid the ring onto jassi's slim fingers(she was lean back then, u know)gently, oblivious to the impetous onset of emotions that i had been responsible for , in jassi. I had unknowingly touched an achingly sensitive spot in jassi- her heart.. Now, as i remember, i am able to recollect her innocent pleasure....
The first time jassi returned my gift...
It was the first time that a woman had resisted my charms...U see i was so used to being a total flirt and having women enjoy my company.. that it was quite a surprise when jassi returned the necklace and it was done with a honest intention and with no hidden agenda.. that was something which attracted me, intrigued me and made me appreciate the honest and dignified woman that she is...
The first time i told her 'I Love You'...
Back in the car, totally sloshed out, i uttered those three words which made jassi's heartbeat go berserk.. well, mine was was too numb and drowsy- effects of the drink.If only i had been intelligent enough where matters of the heart were concerned, my first 'I Love You' to jassi would have been very romantic. Damn!! I spoiled it..But, i know, u guys were intelligent enough to understand that i was on my way to fall for jassi, hard,completely.
The first time i was affected emotionally by jassi...
I never realised that the news of Jassi's engagement to purab would affect me emotionally. I was just plain blind and continually avoided my feelings for jassi and this announcement was quite a shock..and when i came to know that jassi suspected me of clandestine sabotaging, against her interests, it was a big blow that i was left staggering, shocked...
I just couldn't understand what she really expected from me or rather what i actually expected from her..
The first time i went out on a date with jassi...
Back then, i really couldn't make sense of my feelings, when jassi was engaged to purab. Anyway, some unknown force, or should i say destiny, made me ask jassi to go out with me on a date, the night she was having a party at her home with her friends..That was the day, she accidentally divulged her deepest feelings for me, that she loved me... And i very gently reminded her that it was purab and not me- the first time i had behaved like a gentleman and a humane, decent one at that. Somehow, jassi always managed to to bring out the sensitive human in me..
The first time i stood by jassi, sincerely...
When jassi confided in me that purab had deserted her just before their wedding day, i just couldn't stand to see the way she was broken completely, crying desperately, lost, with no hope at all. And mallika(she always has an irritating sense of timing, i am sure u are well aware of that.) wanted me to go out with her. But, for the first time, i let mallika know that more than her, jassi needed my support, needed me.... and i forcibly pulled jassi along with me leaving mallika stunned...
The first time jassi confided in me about her past...
My feelings for jassi were now changing slowly, yet steadily.. When jassi revealed her past to me at raj's place, her pain hit me hard. To see her hurting,hurt me. To see her cry affected me emotionally. It was the first time i felt an emotional bonding with jassi, but i was still lurking in the dark as far as 'love' was concerned...
The first time i got slapped by jassi...
Jassi continued avoiding me and she was getting on my nerves, literally, by going out with nandu... i just couldn't stand it.. i behaved like a madman, without understanding the reasons for my behaviour... i ended up drinking(disgusting.... as i think of it now..) and publicly fighting with nandu outside ruby mom's house, without giving any thought either to my position as the owner of Gulmohur or decency.... and jassi, put me in my place, stopped me as things were getting out of hand uncontrallably, by slapping me..... and i was left stunned with tears of shock and disbelief welling up in my eyes.....
The first time i confessed my love to jassi...
Jassi, was really testing my patience, getting on my nerves and making me insanely crazy by avoiding me, taunting me with her continued ignorance of me... at that moment, when i was fast reaching the extreme limits of frustration, i confessed my love to jassi!!! and i dint even realise the magnitude of what i had said and done.. i dint even realise that i had fallen in love with her until that point....
The first time i hugged jassi with desperate love...
On valentine's day, in jassi's tiny yet cozy cabin, i shared a hug with her.. Somehow it was both passionate and painful... Passionate because i had now fallen hopelessly in love with her and painful because i had this uneasy feeling that jassi was about to leave me, that we were in each other's arms for the last time...
And she left.. she knew that i loved her with all my heart, soul and mind, with every fibre of my being, that she was the very essence of myself... but, i had hurt her, disappointed her, betrayed her with my impetous,insensitive,impulsive behaviour, that she left gulmohur, she left behind her family and she left me-broken and destroyed.. But, i continued to hang on, hoping and waiting for her to come back.. And she came back.. as Jessica. But i was too deeply seeped in sorrow and in my love for jassi, that i never realised that she was jassi until she revealed herself to me..I went crazy with a myriad of emotions surging thru me-nervousness, excitement, fulfillment and a pleasant aching in my heart-love..
And now, history started repeating itself, but every moment of me with jassi was now filled with sincere, passionate love...
The first time i ended up singing a romantic song for jassi...
When jassi got discharged from the hospital, i shared a real warm, loving hug with jassi.. u know, i actually ended up singing a love song for her-'Tham Ja'......
But, i had a real tough time though in the car on our way back to jassi's home, in convincing her to call me 'Armaan' and not as 'Armaan Sir'. And i succeeded at that, but it took quite a while for her to get the hang of it....
The first time i slid a ring onto jassi's fingers,proposing to her...
At my home, in my room( i had it all decked up for the joyous occasion.), i slid a ring up jassi's fingers(btw, she is not as lean as before...)with infinite love....I proposed to her, wanting her to be mine, forever..
Jassi agreed to marry me...
In Amritsar, under the night sky, with a gentle breeze blowing, creating a pleasant sensation, with stars twinkling in the nite sky, with the world asleep and just, just me and jassi awake... she agreed to marry me, making me the happiest man in the whole wide world.At that moment i felt like, as though, i was the most loved man in the entire world, loved by the most wonderful woman,, jassi....
And then we had to face many trials and tribulations, but both of us faced everything together, believing in our love for each other which just kept getting stronger and stronger...
Now, here i am, about to get married to jassi, the love of my life..everyone said that we'd never make it, but now, looking back, i realise i and jassi have come a long way together.. The future holds so many promises, joyful moments, and love.. But, the warm and tender moments that i had shared with jassi will always continue to linger on, even as we move on, hand in hand, towards a future filled quiet happiness......
Guys, this is just my imagination on armaan's thoughts just before his wedding..... Do comment on it and include any favourite armaan-jassi moment of yours...
I welcome u all to join me as i travel down memory lane....
The first time i hired jassi as my secretary...
They say, "In love u dont force to fall, u just fall and there will be someone to catch u.. and that's why it's called falling in love.." well, jassi, made a stumbling entry into my office, literally.. but then, i was not there to catch her...
anyway, what made me, a casanova, appoint her as secretary is a mystery, something which i had been never able to comprehend.. and i dont understand what made me share all my darker secrets with her.. infact, the first job i gave her was to prepare a cd on my girlfriends...
well, its better to have some mysteries left unsolved... leaving it in the hands of destiny...
The first time i hugged jassi...
Jassi made a hesitant entry into the fashion world which was totally alien to her.. and i accept that i just made things worse for her, and my behaviour was in no way humane. No excuses,... I was living in a rarefied bubble then-that of high society, booze and women. And my first official interaction with jassi at Gulmohur commenced with a hug, accidental though. Thanks to the evergreen, or should i say everbrown creator of hug situations- the cockroach..
The first time i slid a ring onto jassi's fingers...
I had to purchase a ring for mallika for our engagement ceremony(u know tradition demands it, eventhough i was not interested.) and as is my wont i took jassi along with me. After deciding upon a ring, I wanted to view its perfectness- what better way than to see it in a lady's slender fingers.And that was when, i first slid the ring onto jassi's slim fingers(she was lean back then, u know)gently, oblivious to the impetous onset of emotions that i had been responsible for , in jassi. I had unknowingly touched an achingly sensitive spot in jassi- her heart.. Now, as i remember, i am able to recollect her innocent pleasure....
The first time jassi returned my gift...
It was the first time that a woman had resisted my charms...U see i was so used to being a total flirt and having women enjoy my company.. that it was quite a surprise when jassi returned the necklace and it was done with a honest intention and with no hidden agenda.. that was something which attracted me, intrigued me and made me appreciate the honest and dignified woman that she is...
The first time i told her 'I Love You'...
Back in the car, totally sloshed out, i uttered those three words which made jassi's heartbeat go berserk.. well, mine was was too numb and drowsy- effects of the drink.If only i had been intelligent enough where matters of the heart were concerned, my first 'I Love You' to jassi would have been very romantic. Damn!! I spoiled it..But, i know, u guys were intelligent enough to understand that i was on my way to fall for jassi, hard,completely.
The first time i was affected emotionally by jassi...
I never realised that the news of Jassi's engagement to purab would affect me emotionally. I was just plain blind and continually avoided my feelings for jassi and this announcement was quite a shock..and when i came to know that jassi suspected me of clandestine sabotaging, against her interests, it was a big blow that i was left staggering, shocked...
I just couldn't understand what she really expected from me or rather what i actually expected from her..
The first time i went out on a date with jassi...
Back then, i really couldn't make sense of my feelings, when jassi was engaged to purab. Anyway, some unknown force, or should i say destiny, made me ask jassi to go out with me on a date, the night she was having a party at her home with her friends..That was the day, she accidentally divulged her deepest feelings for me, that she loved me... And i very gently reminded her that it was purab and not me- the first time i had behaved like a gentleman and a humane, decent one at that. Somehow, jassi always managed to to bring out the sensitive human in me..
The first time i stood by jassi, sincerely...
When jassi confided in me that purab had deserted her just before their wedding day, i just couldn't stand to see the way she was broken completely, crying desperately, lost, with no hope at all. And mallika(she always has an irritating sense of timing, i am sure u are well aware of that.) wanted me to go out with her. But, for the first time, i let mallika know that more than her, jassi needed my support, needed me.... and i forcibly pulled jassi along with me leaving mallika stunned...
The first time jassi confided in me about her past...
My feelings for jassi were now changing slowly, yet steadily.. When jassi revealed her past to me at raj's place, her pain hit me hard. To see her hurting,hurt me. To see her cry affected me emotionally. It was the first time i felt an emotional bonding with jassi, but i was still lurking in the dark as far as 'love' was concerned...
The first time i got slapped by jassi...
Jassi continued avoiding me and she was getting on my nerves, literally, by going out with nandu... i just couldn't stand it.. i behaved like a madman, without understanding the reasons for my behaviour... i ended up drinking(disgusting.... as i think of it now..) and publicly fighting with nandu outside ruby mom's house, without giving any thought either to my position as the owner of Gulmohur or decency.... and jassi, put me in my place, stopped me as things were getting out of hand uncontrallably, by slapping me..... and i was left stunned with tears of shock and disbelief welling up in my eyes.....
The first time i confessed my love to jassi...
Jassi, was really testing my patience, getting on my nerves and making me insanely crazy by avoiding me, taunting me with her continued ignorance of me... at that moment, when i was fast reaching the extreme limits of frustration, i confessed my love to jassi!!! and i dint even realise the magnitude of what i had said and done.. i dint even realise that i had fallen in love with her until that point....
The first time i hugged jassi with desperate love...
On valentine's day, in jassi's tiny yet cozy cabin, i shared a hug with her.. Somehow it was both passionate and painful... Passionate because i had now fallen hopelessly in love with her and painful because i had this uneasy feeling that jassi was about to leave me, that we were in each other's arms for the last time...
And she left.. she knew that i loved her with all my heart, soul and mind, with every fibre of my being, that she was the very essence of myself... but, i had hurt her, disappointed her, betrayed her with my impetous,insensitive,impulsive behaviour, that she left gulmohur, she left behind her family and she left me-broken and destroyed.. But, i continued to hang on, hoping and waiting for her to come back.. And she came back.. as Jessica. But i was too deeply seeped in sorrow and in my love for jassi, that i never realised that she was jassi until she revealed herself to me..I went crazy with a myriad of emotions surging thru me-nervousness, excitement, fulfillment and a pleasant aching in my heart-love..
And now, history started repeating itself, but every moment of me with jassi was now filled with sincere, passionate love...
The first time i ended up singing a romantic song for jassi...
When jassi got discharged from the hospital, i shared a real warm, loving hug with jassi.. u know, i actually ended up singing a love song for her-'Tham Ja'......
But, i had a real tough time though in the car on our way back to jassi's home, in convincing her to call me 'Armaan' and not as 'Armaan Sir'. And i succeeded at that, but it took quite a while for her to get the hang of it....
The first time i slid a ring onto jassi's fingers,proposing to her...
At my home, in my room( i had it all decked up for the joyous occasion.), i slid a ring up jassi's fingers(btw, she is not as lean as before...)with infinite love....I proposed to her, wanting her to be mine, forever..
Jassi agreed to marry me...
In Amritsar, under the night sky, with a gentle breeze blowing, creating a pleasant sensation, with stars twinkling in the nite sky, with the world asleep and just, just me and jassi awake... she agreed to marry me, making me the happiest man in the whole wide world.At that moment i felt like, as though, i was the most loved man in the entire world, loved by the most wonderful woman,, jassi....
And then we had to face many trials and tribulations, but both of us faced everything together, believing in our love for each other which just kept getting stronger and stronger...
Now, here i am, about to get married to jassi, the love of my life..everyone said that we'd never make it, but now, looking back, i realise i and jassi have come a long way together.. The future holds so many promises, joyful moments, and love.. But, the warm and tender moments that i had shared with jassi will always continue to linger on, even as we move on, hand in hand, towards a future filled quiet happiness......
Guys, this is just my imagination on armaan's thoughts just before his wedding..... Do comment on it and include any favourite armaan-jassi moment of yours...
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