Part 15Roshni took Sid by his hands ignoring DD question and went to Misha who tried to look away but was still intrigued as to what will happen now
"Misha, i understand you are hurt but can you please tell us what happened that night,tell us exactly what Sid did to you to make you hate him so much"
"Why do you want to know, why do you want me to share my story, so that i can marry him and get back some respect i lost that night " Misha asked in a harsh tone, while Sid and everyone else looked at Roshni
"I am not a selfish person, i will give you Sid so that your family can be completed, so that Amar can have both his parents and so he can finally feel complete" Roshni said with a straight face
"Isn't that what you want, i mean no woman would want to raise a child by her self, because even if it is not everyday at least one day in the week that child will ask for his father and what will you say then" Roshni questioned
Misha kept mum and stared at Roshni as everyone else did
"i have no problem giving up Sid because i know what is the feeling to grow without a father you always feel incomplete"
"Oh come on Roshni don't I have a say in my life, i don't love Misha i never loved her i only took her as a friend" Sid said in an aggravated voice...
Roshni wacthed him as he said those words and then she watched Misha and say how hurt she was
"Sid it does not matter about love, all that matters is that Amar gets both of his parents, you and Misha are his parents right" Roshni said
"And since we all do not know what happened in the past we will just assume that you are Amar father, isn't that right Misha, because it seems only you know the truth and we all will have to go by what you say" Roshni said
"So will marrying Sid fix this hate you have for him, will it heal all your old wounds" Roshni aid now sound harsh and mockingly
"Roshni what are you doing, please don't do this" Sid pleaded
"Siddharth i told you already Amar needs his father, and as far as i know Misha told Amar his fathe ris the best guy in the world, another question that is un my mind if she hates you so much why did she say that" Roshni said as she looked at Misha who was trying very hard not to look at Roshni
"Roshni please stop this now, come let us go and let Siddharth and his family handle this" DD said
"In a minute mom, after all i am giving up the love of my life just so Misha and Amar can be happen" Roshni said
Roshni then went closer to Misha making her look in her face
"Misha do you want to marry Siddaharth" Roshni said looking straight into her eyes
"YES I DO" she replied shocking Sid and Raj
Roshni looked at Sid and saw him looking back at her she then looked at Misha and said "But i thought you hated him and wanted him to leave, you said that earlier, so why the sudden change, i mean from how you were couple minutes ago i thought you never wanted to see Siddharth anymore and now you agreed to marry him, wow, what a change..and from how you were talking your story it sounded like Siddharth forced himself on you in the past, so you forgive him for that" Roshni asked her
"Yes i do i forgive him for all that because now he will be by my side and we will move past what happened" Misha said
"Really wow you are a forgivable person, so you are telling me you can look him in the face everyday for the rest of your life and not remember that he was the one who took advantage of you, when you begged him, pleaded with him to stop he just continued to take advantage of you..." Roshni continue to talk
"Roshni i think that is enough" DD said as she saw hoe affected her daughter was getting
Misha was now no the verge of tears as was Roshni
"He pretended to be a good friend to you always was by your side, never once did he make you cry or made you feel unhappy, he was always the boy who wanted a smile on your face, give you sweets when you were unhappy, tease you when you were happy and only to throw all that away when he took you to the party and then forced you and raped you " Roshni said as the tears began to flow...Misha was crying now as she remembered her past with Siddharth and how good of a person he was
"Roshni stop just stop it " DD said as she went over to Roshni and pulled her to get up to leave
"Ok mom before i leave i just want to thank Misha for showing me Siddharth true colours " and then she got up and left but before she went through the door she felt a pull on her hands and she turned to see who was pulling her, "Please don't leave me again Roshni, i will not survive without you" Siddharth said crying for her but she shove this hands away and left
"Roshni" he said as he fell to the floor crying, Misha could not bare to see him like this her happy friend who always wanted her safe is not crying his heart out for something she did
"Roshni stop" she screamed and Roshni returned back
"Please don't leave him, please he doesn't deserve this kind of pain, i lied Siddharth did not hurt me, he was always there for me"
Everyone turned and look at Misha who was now in tears..."HE didn't force his self on me , it was Krish he did it to me and i was so torn and lost i could not believe that something like that could happen to me, i mean how could he, how could he do that and not stop..it was just so painful, i screamed for help, i screamed for my best friend over and over and he never came...and when Krish was finished i felt like i want to die, i didn't want to live...i felt so used that's when i saw Sid lying unconscious i went to him and tried to wake him but he was so gone that he wasnt waking up and i was also dizzy and disoriented that i cuddle beside him, i felt cold so i took his shirt as i felt comfort in his arms and when we woke the next morning i was not dizzy anymore, i remembered last night so fresh i could even smell Krish on me that i just wanted to head home so that i can wash the scent away, that is when Sid thought we had slept together and i was so angry at him because i called and called on him and he did not come to save me, he swore he will always be by my side but he never came...So i left collage because everytime i closed my eyes i saw Krish and i couldn't live like that...A few weeks later i found out i was pregnant and i told my parents, i could not tell them what had happened to me i lied and they threw me out...i had no where to go so i took the courage to call Siddharth up as he always had a solution but he had already left for his studies so i went to see his mom and i told her i was pregnant, she immediately thought it was Siddharth because i lied about Siddharth forcing himself on me because i wanted her sympathy and in that way i knew she would keep it hidden from everyone and that is how it happen" Misha said as she cried
Everyone was beyond shock Sid could not believe his ears hde went straight over to her crying " I am so sorry i was not there to save you, i am sorry, please forgive me, please" Sid begged her with his hands folded she tooke his hands apart and said "Please forgive me as i nearly took you life from you " and she stared at Roshni who was also crying...
Roshni went over to them and took Siddharth by his face "I am sorry i made you feel this way again, but i thought it was the only way for you to know the truth hence i lied that i was leaving you so Misha can say the truth and she did" Roshni said as she kissed him on his forehead and wiped his tears away
"So what will we do about Krish and Amar DD said, i mean he will know someday that his father is not Siddharth"
And at the same time Amar entered the room and saw everyone crying along with Simran
"What is the matter" she asked
Everyone was mum
"Mommy why are you crying, is everything ok" Amar asked
Siddharth smiled at Amar and said "Everything is okay now, that your mom as finally told me the truth"
Everyone looked at Siddharth in surprised
"Siddharth what are you doing" Roshni asked
"Roshni he needs to know the truth, how long will this continue" Sid replied
"Amar what i am about to say to you might be tuff for you to hear but i want you to know, i am always here for you alright...so here goes...I am you father" Siddharth said shocking everyone in the room
Anupamaa
