Part One
As Roshni sat at Sid bedside waiting for him to awake her mind started to recap all her moments with him, the first time they met, the day of their marriage all those were magical moments to her she kept it close to her heart, every time during those six months of separation when she would get sad or feel lonely, her mind also made her feel better by seeing those flashes of past moments with her Siddharth...But every time she sees the happy moments that bad ones also appear the most dreadful memory the day that she found out Sid was betraying her since from the beginning, the day that she left him crying at the airport she still hear his moans of pain and betrayal, but if she had only known then that Sid was innocent none of this would have happen. they would have never even been separated and would have been so happy and not broken like they are now...Every time she keep trying to think only if she had done something different Sid would still be here with her, but now she will live with the guilt that because of her and her love Siddharth is in a lifeless position...too many days have passed in which she would cry and beg him to wake but never did he get up...Until one day all the wait would be over...
It was a day like most days everything was going as per normal, Roshni awoke from her bed showered got dress, peep in on DD sleeping and prayed before she walked out of the house. She arrived at the hospital approximately at 8:30 am. in her hand she had a candy bar , the newspaper and her diary.. She went to room 1803 and sat at a vacant stool next to a sleeping Siddharth..."Good morning baby, look what I brought for you, your favorite candy, the newspaper "after a minute or two she continued to talk with him " Oh so you want to listen to me read the news , ok Mr Khurana your wish is my command, she began reading the paper aloud and finished in about 20 minutes in, and then she began to do what she did for the rest of the day...
Dear Diary,
It has been two months since I found out the truth about Rajveer ruining my family life and making Siddharth take the blame,and it has been two months since Siddharth left me and not return back as yet, I still remember the moment I saw him close his eyes never to be open again...it was so painful to watch someone you love disappear right in front of you not knowing if you will ever see them again...I still cannot get that heartbreaking moment out of my mind...It was like any normal day in Bangkok only thing is I had just received a phone call from my mom saying Sid had finally found where I was and he was already here..just hearing that Siddharth was in the same city as me had me worried..i was scared of what might happen if he meet, can I face him, yes six months had passed but im not strong enough I love him more now than what I did those months ago but how can I forgive him, what kind of Daughter I would be if I forgive the man that ruined my family, suddenly I forgot the feeling of missing him and I remembered the feeling of hate I had for him..it was a strong feeling to know I gave him my everything and for what just so he can use me and take everything from us... I was jolted out of my hate thoughts by a familiar voice calling my name "Roshni, earth to Roshni" it was my friend Yash, he has been my strength through all these hard painful months never did he allow me to feel Sid absence he always wanted me to smile and kept me occupied, little did he know that my heart and mind was always on Siddharth..."Yes Yash I am listening' how may I help you today"
"First Roshni you can help me by giving that million dollar smilt that always melts my problems away"
"Yash where do you get such tacky lines from"
"From looking at you baby"
" So you say what is up, why are you bothering me so early in the morning"
"well your mom told me to check in on you because your psycho ex is in Bangkok looking for you, I just wish if I could find him first I will surely teach him a thing or two in respecting women"
"Chill Rambo I am ok, so what if Siddharth is here , it really doesn't matter to me , I've moved on "
"Ok my friend if you say so I will just have to believed because I am no mind reader anyways I will meet you later got an important meeting to attend"
"Goodbye Yash" Roshni said as he walked away...