

just a lifting of the hand and a look in the eye, so much is said, a story, a novel, an epic may be. indi52 falling in love with asr all over again
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All over again???...to kya aap bhool gaye ASR ko Indi?
i will eat the poison that takes you... take me to you... to that place where we will never be alone. yes, asr will take the poison, whatever is her lot he will accept as his. he bites into the sweet and plays the last sequence of the story, now letting go, falling toward her as he too goes where she is.
jab jo bura kaha usska koi matlab nahin... jab jo bura kiya usska koi matlab nahin... iss pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahin. whatever terrible things i have said, mean nothing... whatever terrible things i have done, mean nothing... in this love right and wrong have no meaning.
voice broken, deep, giving, honest... goosbumps on my arms again.
music has moved to rabba vey.
bas ek cheez ka matlab hai... ki main... hamesha hamesha.. tumse... only one thing has meaning... that i... always always... with you...
his eyes close, a sentence is left unfinished.
These words kinda repeated again in a different sense during Telepathy. But until then he knew what he had to do. But here it was so hard for him not to confess seeing her lifeless form. Oh yes, a couple of months later she will be in his arms, lifeless, without saying a word...reminding him off one star that shines the most.
last strains of rabba vey.
she opens her eyes... feelings in them she had not felt for a while.

at last he opens his eyes and she must ask, were you saying something? a tender hopeful moment. she would forgive him everything if he'd only say what he had started to say.
uh, kya? er, what?
no, he is not going to say it... back to reality he comes. and all its anger. its hurt. its arrogance. its broken hearted wretched feeling.
he helps her up, holds her hand, takes the bow, both looking gorgeous together... i didn't care none of this made any sense.
but he was not going to give in...
NOPE, he won't accept or confess. He is hurt by the woman who has reduced him to this point that he can't let her go ...let her out of his system...from his head and dil


while checking for the dialogues of this episode, i happened to notice the date of first telecast, 3 april... the man in my life and i started dating officially on that nice april day in 1983. serial drama moment. this would be a good time to make the camera focus on my face and his repeatedly. i called him to tell him about the date, "do you remember the scene with heer ranjha, did you see it?" i asked... but before i could finish he cut in, "oh of course, the one where they wore costumes hired from maganlal dresswallah!" apparently, it's where nani ji got her pink costume from, and such things once seen are burned in the memory... never ever to be forgotten. i am still rofling, let me check if that name is the right one. inbhestigationia kareka padi.
it was motilal dresswala... close enough to the famous maganlal. this being ipk, guess it had to be moti or one of krishna's many names.


Thanks indi, bringing this up here...
What these two have shown us about love, here ranjha....is a natural phenomenon. Something that might
not be done by all but love does exist in between all lovers, couples, and this kinda tiff is natural...there are many kinda Shyams...around us circling to destroy that peace but dhaga is also keeping them together.
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