Originally posted by: IssPKaur
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVELIES, ALL!My laptop is away for repairs so alas, cannot start the first post of the year with an Arnav Khushi edit! But I read the conversation above and felt like saying my bit too. Rag1ni of the marvelous VM's and Posts fame uploaded a new VM as a new year greeting...I was excited to watch it the moment I had an update but only got a chance to, last night...and my heart sank even before I could hit play. She says it's her last on IPK, feels the need to move on despite her love for IPK and all things A-K.So much of my sharing and loving for IPK was routed through her work when I'd just fallen hook line and sinker for the show, taaza-taaza. Her expression, and the kind of response that garnered, made me realize that I wasn't the only one obsessively hooked to youtubing episode after episode. I loved her love for my love. I loved her style and I loved her madness. And now I feel a huge void. I don't care if she didn't upload something new for months, as has been of late, but saying she plans to not ever, left me bereft last night...What does one do with this feeling for the magic of Arnav Singh Raizada and Khushi Kumari Gupta? I feel it in my pulse. It's nice to know sanaya is doing another show but I'm not going there. Last night, with a heavy heart, I left YouTube and went to bed. His voice, the way he yells "Khushi!!" time and again resonated in my inside. I heard it loud and clear. Heart got heavier even though that magical feeling was awakened once more. I may have wept some though I was too lost to know. So what does one do?I remember feeling a special thing for the Colin Firth- Jennifer Ehle "Pride and Prejudice". It was way shorter in length but made me feel things even though I was baffled by the very feelings. I was younger, way, couldn't quite understand what it was doing to me. Later, I bought the DVD set and have watched it a few times. I like it a lot, appreciate the writing, acting, setting blah blah much more. But it's not IPK. It's not raw and loud and fantastic. It's not loveable in the same way - and how can it be - Rabba Vey and it's gusts of wind are essential for that kinda thing.Pure feeling is what sweeps over me through the episodes when I watch IPK whether it's episode 4 or 94 or 254... Pure utter crazy daze-y feeling. I couldn't be bothered by storyline, this that or the other. And I'm keeping that intact inside me, that pure feeling. All I wanna talk about, write about is that feeling...cos believe me, it doesn't happen everyday to me and I watch a helluva lot of stuff.Future of the actors, who knows? Don't know my own at this point so am not speculating theirs...All we really have is the past, our shared past...and you guys have done so much for me in the past year, you have no idea. I'm indebted, sounds heavy, but I know I am, for life. June 2013 is when I found you. Gradually, you became the hottest companions in my everyday... I started paying heed to my feelings, pouring them out, I joked about it being a lifelong thesis type engagement...but it changed my life. I take you guys with me wherever I go...Arnav ji and you guys 😆. Honest.Do I want more? Sure I do. I want to stay alive in this way hamesha. That thing I feel in my pulse, it keeps me hot and ready for anything life throws at me now so I want it to stay hamesha. I want to sing and dance and sob and weep over Arnav Khushi hamesha. As long as you guys are here, writing or non writing, I know I have it... For beyond, we can all figure out a way together, when the time comes.Happy New Year once again and Rabba Vey to the legacy..🤗IssK
the red ladki is here... 🤗 🤗 🤗 🤗 thread is so missingiya you, hain?
what? ragini is done with ipk vms? i liked most of her stuff of course... but sad to hear she is not going to make us giggle madly and feel all sorts of things with her funny sharp takes. the suit one is a classic.
last few months hardly anything from shy or zoha too...
issk, i have never come across a show or a feeling like this.
raw and loud and fantastic.
that's what it is. and with sudden hiccups of extreme sophistication, do not ask me how or from where... but suddenly there's that smooth sleek feeling... just a turn of head, or afleeting expression, or a voice modulated... and uff slices right through.
just started watching 222, where suddenly out of the blue, ishtory and all much goli maroed, he walks in and ad libs horrendously gorgeous lines... but before all of that, right at the start, in between very bad very bad gabbar thakur shots, a scene between nani and bitwa... she the schemer, he the hater who is getting antsy about the hated one getting stood up on stage. nani thrusts jacket on him all set to spring her "idea" (bulbs exploding in my head... so loud)... and he slowly looks up at her, already getting the drift... i am puddle before comp... who cares what happened to the story.
i remember the day this episode was aired and the promos leading up to it, i was just what the, who are they trying to fool, this is all nonesense and rubbish... but at 12 midnight, i was just a happy girl dying and dead.
i have no idea how long this effect is going to last... but no signs of abating still.
good to have you back.
and thanks for all that you say... me very grateful for you... all of you here.
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