Part 4 Guilt
Arnav look up and saw the to angles of his life walking downstairs..he held his breath as he realize he has too a family like others now,few years ago in the same place and arty he was meeting people but had no one to call his own but now he can say some one is there for him,yes some one is there for him..A layer of moisture surrounds his eyes..He kept looking at him until he found his hand hold by some one..arman look down at his hand and found he little angel holding his hand and looking at him with her innocent hazel eyes.Arnav smile at her ,bending down he kiss her cheeks,who in turn closes her eyes and giggle forming a content smile on arnav face...
Kushi saw this whole scene..a sudden wave of contentment,happiness explode inside her.She move forward and kept her hands on arman shoulder to have some attention.Arnav look up and saw two pairs of eyes looking at him,her eyes has the reflection of his own feeling.He got up holding Aliya hands and move a forward towards Kushi kissing her cheek as well,making her face face lit with blush..She look down and side hug him..The family enter the party like a perfect picture...
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Arnav hesitantly forward his hand to shake with Shahsnak,who just ignore him and went to his grand daughter and caressed her head with affection making the little plum hug his legs,Shashank smiles and look up to see his daughter giving *What was that?* look,he simply shrugged his shoulder..Arnav take aliya with him giving the father daughter some time alone.As arnav left kushi look up at her father demanding eyes..who look away..
Kushi irritatedly say:"Papa please for god sake now behave well with arnav ,he is my husband now".
Shashank look up at her and say in a mere whisper:"For you he is your husband but for me he is the killer of my innocent daughter,I trust him and he betray my trust.."
Silence prevailed in the room when Kushi try to say:"Pap..."..But shashank cut her and say:" I have to leave now have important meeting,bye my child and take care"..saying this he went away..Kushi kept staring at her father retreating figure and took a sigh...
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arnav was handling aliya so Kushi went to check the food preparation,she was giving instruction to the servant when she heard the voice which she didn't want to heard atleast not today...!
"So finally he marry you"
Kushi turn around and reply with confident:"Yes finally he married me"
Susan:"Aha I see he,so he finally decided to make his keep his wife"
Listening this for a minute Kushi shake but she gathers her courage and say:"Susan please leave us alone now please i don't want your bad but...I am not sorry for what happen but now i request you to please let us live in peace.."
Susan laughs sarcastically and say:"'leave you in peace,you f**king bitch,you destroyed my house and saying me to let you live in peace,Kushi remember one thing if he could leave me for you..then I will make sure he leave you for me..I am never gona let you live in peace"
Saying this she move from there leave a startled Kushi behind...
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Kushi and arnav kept meeting the people as they congratulated them for their marriage..After a while arnav excused himself and went leaving Kushi and liya..When for a while amrna don't return riddhima took aliya with her to look for arman..She went inside the hall near the exit and saw arnav hugging Susan.Kushi hold aliya hands tightly.Arnav saw her and try to say something but he stops as he saw aliya.Susan smirk at Kushi and went away...
Both enter the party again with a cold wall between them.Arnav sigh as he know now he is going to have a hard time ...
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After the party end arnav make aliya sleep and return to their room he saw her arranging the bed.He quietly went to her and hug from back,Kushi stand straight on her feet and slowly turn around and look up at him with a smile.Arnav was confuse a bit with normal behavior of her but nevertheless he kept his hands on her waist jerking her closer to him and says in whisper:"Are you angry with me??"
Kushi kept her both hands around neck and say:"you r in so romantic mood just to ask me whether i am angry or not huh??"
Arnav chuckles inwardly bringing her more closer to him and say:"hmm that's mean you r not angry with me..so lets do some thing really romantic"..saying this he was about to kiss her but Kushi kept her hands on his chest and moving closer to him and say:"When did I say I am not angry".
Arnav look at her irritatedly and say:"Let me make up to you">Saying this he immediately capture her mouth before she speaks any thing else.Kissing her slowly yet passionately he lead her to bed...laying her on the bed he look into his eyes:"Kushi just one question you trust me or not??".
Kushi look up into his eyes and says:"more then myself"...the word just left her mouth and her lips were captured by him.he kissed her with so much passion that Kushi felt something exploding inside.Arnav kept kissing her until he felt her completely out of breath..he leave her lips but then his lips start teasing her neck,throat..he was not in mood to let her breath normally...
It was midnight,Kushi try to change her position but arnav was not allowing her to do so he was half laying on her and sleeping peacefully...She slowly caressed his soft hairs..Today events has exhausted her but she will not give away..today what had happened shaken her badly first her father indifference,then susan and then arman hugging susan..*Sigh*..If she would have 4 years ago Kushi ,then she might have react to very violently to all this but now she had learn t the life..She was very angry and want to shout at arnav but that could have cause problem to them and to their relationship..she just control herself how hard this for her only she knows but she had to do this and more over the thing which nudge her the most was that
"Few your ago she had done the same thing to susan"..
Kushi closes her eyes and then open them again..She want to sleep but tonight sleep was the last thing for her,She was now restless she some how de tangle herself from arman grip and went out of the bed..She took some photographs out and start remembering the old memories...
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