Entry #5
His mission
Khushi stirred and opened her eyes. She was in an unknown place. It seemed to be something like a hotel room. She threw the blanket away and tried to get up. That was when she noticed her swollen belly. She raised her nightshirt and saw her baby bump. She traced her fingers over the little bump and a smile crossed her lips.
Her smile was instantly replaced by fear as she didn't remember anything about herself or the father of the baby she was going to have. Tears threatened her and she fought hard to keep them at bay.
There was a tag on the suitcase which said 'Khushi'. There was no indication of a man sharing the room with her.
She took a shower and changed to a denim jeans and a loose fitting Tshirt which hid her bump.
Her stomach growled and she decided to feed herself and the baby before finding out about herself.
She asked the lift operator for the restaurant and he stopped in the first floor.
The restaurant was very crowded. There was only one empty table near the right corner. She made her way to the empty table and sat down.
A man and a woman, who sat about ten tables away, watched her every move like a hawk.
"I can't believe you are doing this to her, chote," the woman, Anjali, said. "She is five months pregnant."
"I will be by her side the second she feels uncomfortable, di," Arnav told her.
"She is suffering, chote and you are only increasing the things in her list."
"You have no idea how it is, di. Every morning, it is as if her brain is wiped clean. She wakes up and finds herself cuddled close to me. The next thing I see is fear. She pushes me away and panics. It hurts, di. It hurts to know that she is frightened of me. She is frightened of the baby growing inside her as she fights with herself to remember whose it is."
"Today, you are trying to let her decide for herself, chote. This is not a cure. You have to help her write down diaries or help her with hints or photographs for Anterograde Amnesia. You just can't let her be on her own."
"One day, di," he said with tears in his eyes. "I want to know how powerful love is. My love is. Our love is."
She nodded. "The waiter is signaling for you."
When Khushi occupied the empty table, the waiter said, "Sorry ma'am. This table is occupied. Can you wait for a while so that I can arrange another table for you?"
"Sure. I'll wait."
When she got up, Arnav said, "We can share the table if you don't mind."
Her growling stomach did not give her much time to think over his offer.
"Thanks," she said and sat on the chair.
They ordered breakfast and waited for it to arrive. Khushi played around with the bracelet in her right hand while Arnav stared at her through the corner of the eye as he went through the mails in his phone.
"Are you here for vacation?" he asked her.
"Here?" She scolded herself for not finding out where she was.
"Here…. Darjeeling," he offered.
"I think so."
She was distracted by the television in the restaurant as it played a song from a Salman Khan movie. Her lips curved into a wide smile as she enjoyed the song.
She forgot about her predicament for a few minutes. "Amazing song. I love Salman."
Arnav cursed under his breath.
"She loves Salman," he muttered. "Unbelievable, man. Here I am, sitting in front of her and she loves Salman. Why couldn't she forget Salman and remember me? Mr. Khan, be ready for a battle."
Anjali and Arnav were connected through Bluetooth headsets and she heard what her brother muttered.
She giggled. "Looks like someone is jealous."
"Stop it, di," he whined.
"I wish she never had that accident. Or at least I wish she had that accident after she met you."
He sighed. "I just wish to smash that television to pieces."
"You said something?" Khushi asked him.
He shook his head.
The waiter arrived with their breakfast.
"Can you pass me the sugar, please?"
He passed the cup with the sugar cubes to her. Their fingers touched when she took the cup from him. As soon as their fingers touched, she pulled back her hand as though the contact burnt her.
Arnav masked the pain he felt at her reaction and drank his coffee.
The rest of the minutes passed in silence.
There was no vermillion on her forehead and the chain was hidden in her Tshirt and he decided to use 'Miss' for his final try.
Before leaving, he said, "I am Arnav. Have a nice day, Miss."
"Mrs. Khushi Singh Raizada."
Her words stopped him from leaving.
"I remembered you the second our fingers touched."
He closed his eyes to stop his tears from falling.
"I remembered the way you hug me from behind and place your hands on my stomach to feel our baby."
He walked behind her and snaked his hands around her waist and placed his hands over her five month bump.
"Like this?"
She nodded.
"I remembered the way you kiss my neck and say…."
Before she could speak further, he bent his head and kissed the crook of her neck and said, "I love you."
"And then I remembered the way you kneel in front of me and talk to our baby."
Forgetting about the stares he received, he knelt down before her.
"Today, I hurt your mummy by leaving her alone, baby. I hope you will forgive your papa."
She pulled him to his feet and hugged him.
"I can't help forgetting, Arnav. Even if it hurts me, please make me remember you and our baby. I love you, Arnav."
Anjali said, "Mission accomplished, chote. Your love is very strong."

Entry #6
Wolf Dream
Arnav walked into the college campus with his thoughts around his love, Khushi. It was his birthday and she hadn't even wished him. No phone calls. Not even a text with the simple words 'Happy Birthday'. He was angry with her.
All of a sudden, someone jumped on him from behind. The touch and smell told him that it was Khushi. She wrapped her legs around his waist and her hands around his neck. He carried her piggyback style. He was tempted to let her fall but thought otherwise and held her thighs.
"Hey, pretty girl!" he said.
"Hey to you, cute boy."
He groaned. "I am not cute, okay?"
She pinched her cheeks and said, "You are to me. A very, very cute boy. My very cute Alpha."
Students started to entered the college and saw the couple. They didn't mind about it much as they knew that the two were the cutest couple. Most of the students in the college were werewolves and there were very little humans. Arnav was the future Alpha of the pack and all the werewolf students knew about it. Khushi was his mate and Arnav made everyone know about her as he didn't want anybody flirting with her.
"Whatever…. I am angry with you," he told her.
"Why is my mate angry with me?"
He removed his hands from her thighs and shook her off him. She would have fallen if she hadn't anticipated it.
"Forget it," he growled.
He was on his way to the Principal's office when Khushi called him.
"Mr. Alpha, I have a present for you."
He turned around.
"What present?"
"You have to catch me first. I'll tell you."
"I am faster than you, pretty girl. I can catch you in a matter of seconds."
"Let's see, cute boy. Right now. In the forest behind the campus. You catch me and I'll give you the best gift possible. What say?"
"I am ready," he said with a smirk.
"Before we leave, I have to tell you something." She waved her hand and shouted, "Happy Birthday, my dearest Arnav."
Rose petals fell on him and he saw his brother, Akash, and a few others of his pack on the main building's first floor with an empty sack.
Khushi and Arnav ran to the back gate and into the forest.
When they were out of everybody's sight, Arnav said, "Remove your clothes. I don't want you to lose them."
They chose separate bushes and removed their clothes and changes into their wolf forms.
Arnav was a massive black werewolf. Khushi was smaller than him. She was a snow white werewolf who had a little black on her belly.
He let out a happy howl to know that the game had begun. They picked their clothes in their mouth and ran.
Khushi ran around trees and jumped over bushes. Arnav had to accept. She was fast. But not fast enough for him. He pounced on her and they rolled over on the dirt. Arnav, in wolf form, landed on top of her and licked her face. She didn't give up. She pushed him and stood in front of him and shook her fur to get rid of the dirt.
She moved her head in the direction of a small wood house. He understood. He tackled her to the ground again and caught her neck between his teeth. She yelped when his teeth bit into her skin. He softened his hold and let her gather their clothes.
He carried her and dropped her in front of the house and nudged her to change. He stayed out and changed too.
Khushi, in human form, opened the door and welcomed him in.
"Where is my gift, pretty girl?"
She spread her hands and said, "Me. I am your gift."
He frowned.
"What sort of a gift is that?"
"Don't you want to mark you gift, cute boy."
His eyes twinkled. Marking his mate meant listening to each other's every single thought and understanding every hidden feeling. In short, their lives laid bare in front of each other. He had wanted to mark her when he had found out that she was his mate but she had wanted to wait.
"It will be a little painful," he warned.
"I can manage."
He didn't have the patience to wait. He made her lie down on the floor and got on top of her. She tilted her head and gave him full access to her neck.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Don't tell me Mr. Alpha is frightened."
He bent his head and bit her neck with his wolf fangs. She gasped in pain as his teeth sunk in and later she enjoyed it as she felt every thought of his course through her. It was the same with Arnav.
"You are mine," he said as he raised his head and kissed her forehead.
She felt someone tickling her and she opened her eyes. She found Arnav's chocolate brown eyes watching her with love.
She smacked his shoulder and said, "You spoiled a wonderful dream."
"What was it about, may I ask?"
"About us being werewolves and you marking me."
"Interesting," he chuckled.
"What happens when a female marks her mate?"
He got down from the bed and stood facing her.
"I don't know. Why?"
Without answering him, she changed into her wolf form. Her clothes ripped as she changed and she pounced on him. They fell with her on top of him. She licked his face and let out a happy howl.
"Someone is happy even though I woke her up from her dream."
'I am going to try,' he heard her voice in his mind.
"Try what?"
Khushi's wolf smacked her lips and bit into Arnav's neck.
"Wow." He touched her belly and said, "You are pregnant, pretty girl. I can sense our baby."
Tears filled their eyes.
'I am living my dream,' she said through her mind link.
"Me, too."

Entry #7
I am Pregnant
It was morning.Arnav Singh Raizada opened his eyes feeling a naughty ray of sunlight tickling his face.He instantly felt the warmth that is cuddled against his chest, his wife Khushi Arnav Raizada.Her hand thrown across his bare tummy while his hands held her by her waist possessively.They both covered from the cold atmosphere by a white silk sheet.Her hair all messed..Sindhoor smeared..He remembered their last night deed and smiled.Even after being married for almost an year they both couldn't get enough of each other..It was as if the passion and pull between them was increasing day by day.He dropped a kiss on her hair and tried to get up.His movements may have caused some disturbance to her sleep, she stirred and opened her eyes.The first thing she saw was her husbands smiling face.She too smiled at him and pulled his face closer for a morning kiss..Whenever they kissed,everything else seemed stopped for a moment.They both kissed each other with intense passion..Both not ready to leave each others mouth.After what seemed like eternity Khushi pulled back from the kiss, gasping for breath.
Arnav-Good Morning Mrs Raizada..
The possessive way he addressed her by that name still made her blush a dark shade of pink.
Khushi-Good Morning Arnav..
Arnav-How do you blush so much even now Khushi?..
Khushi-All thanks to you..
Arnav-Really,my tigress?..
Khushi-Have any doubt Mr Raizada?
He leaned closer to her and rubbed his nose with hers.
Arnav-I have to go early today..Have an appointment with the Sharmas..
Khushi-Hmm
Arnav-Get up lazy bones..
Khushi-Iam not feeling to wake up now Arnav..Feeling tired..
Arnav(touching her forehed,concerned)-What happened?...Aren't you feeling well?.Should I call the doctor?
Khushi-Uff..Di is right..You are too much Arnav…I am feeling a little bit of tired only..(caressing his cheeks)Don't worry so much…Iam fine..
Arnav-But..
Khushi-No ifs and buts…You go and freshen..I will sleep for half an hour..
Khushi pushed Arnav softly.He wore his track pants and left to bathroom still worried about Khushi's health.
Khushi was sleeping when Arnav came out from bathroom,after shower.He wore his three piece suit and sat beside her..He kissed her forehead softly.Khushi opened her eyes feeling his lips on her forehead.He was dressed in his office suit a cute frown adoring his forehed.
Arnav-Are you fine Khushi?..Please tell me sweetheart aren't you feeling well?..I mean you never sleeps like this..
Khushi-Iam perfectly alright..How can I be not fine when you are with me?
Arnav(kissing her cheeks)-Take care Khushi…
Khushi was about to get up when Arnav stops her.
Arnav-You rest here..I will tell to Payal and Di..
Khushi-I am not tired now Arnav…I will go downstairs…
Arnav-No..You are not going anywhere..It is high time you take care of yourself Khushi..If you don't do it, I will have to do it for you..You can't neglect your health like this…Understood?
Khushi(pouting)-Yes boss..
Arnav smiled and captured her pouting lips in his.After bidding her bye,he left for office.
It was about an hour later Khushi came to downstairs.She don't know why she was feeling so strange..so tired..She greeted Mamiji and Nani who were sitting in the hall making garlands for pooja and left to kitchen.
Anjali-Good morning Khushiji..Are you fine?..Chottey told you were not feeling well..
Khushi-Ohh this Laad Governor…I was feeling tired Di..Nothing else..Now I am fine..
Payal(showing a packet)-See what babuji had sent for you Khushi…
Khushi-Jalebeess!
Khushi ran to Payal and took the packet from her.She took a juicy jalebi from it and was about to put it in her mouth when she felt to throw up.She kept the packet on the nearby shelf and ran to washroom ,leaving a shocked Anjali and Payal..They followed Khushi and saw her throwing up..Anjali rubbed Khushi's back while Payal came with a glass of water.
Anjali-What happened Khushiji?
Khushi-I don't know Di..I felt to throw up when I saw jalebees..I mean I am having this strange feeling for a few days..I feel very tired..
Payal(making Khushi drink the water)-You need some rest…You go to room and rest..We will call the doctor..
Anjali-Haan..I will take you to your room Khushiji..
Saying that Anjali and Khushi left to her room.Payal meanwhile went to take her mobile to call Dr Shilpa who was their family doctor when,
Anjali-PAYAL JII,, KHUSHIJI FAINTED!!!
Arnav was standing infront of the closed door of RM restlessly waiting for somebody to open.He was literally flying from after he got Payal's call. "Arnavji,Khushi is not well..she fainted" this was all he heard..HP opened the door and he rushed inside..He saw their family doctor Shilpa Mehra coming down the stairs,Payal and Anjali beside her.He ran to them surprising Payal and Anjali.
Arnav-How is my wife doctor?...What happened to her?
Shilpa(smiling)-Your wife is perfectly alright now Mr Raizada..You go and see her.
Anjali-Yeah chottey…Khushiji is in your room..
Arnav rushed to his room and found Khushi sitting on the bed leaning on the headboard.He sat beside her and cupped her cheeks.
Arnav-What happened Khushi?..What did the doctor say?
Khushi looked his anxious face and her eyes filled with tears..
Khushi-She said you have to prepare to welcome another member..
Arnav(confused)-What?
Khushi-One more person will be coming to our family soon..
Arnav-Who?..I don't understand anything Khushi..
Khushi-Ohh..A person who will call you papa..
Arnav was silent for some minutes.
Arnav-You mean…you..you are..pre..pregnant?
Khushi(smiling)-Yes Arnav..
He hugged her tightly and after some minutes broke the hug and showered her face with kisses..Each time murmuring I Love You..
Arnav-Thank you Khushi…For coming into my dull life and coloring it with happiness and dreams..
Khushi-I should be the one to thank you Arnav..For giving me so much happiness..for making me your wife..for loving me unconditionally..and for making me a complete woman…I Love You Arnav..
He pulled her closer and kissed her passionately..After some minutes he kissed her belly,where his baby was lying under her heart and whispered
Arnav-Love you baby..I will try my best to be a good father……Papa loves you both…
Khushi(hugging Arnav)-You will be the best father…and we both love you very very much…..

Entry #8
The day which started all
Today was 6th June. The same day when it all started, they both met and set start of their new journey. Journey of love and hate and love won.
Arnav and Khushi both were sleeping peacefully together, arnav woke up as the sun rays came in their room through the curtains.
Arnav turned where he saw his angel sleeping like a baby. Seeing her early in the morning always gave him pleasure, then as he noticed the time it was 8, time to wake her up.
He gently stoke Khushi hair and said "Khushi its 8 you should get up otherwise you might get late for morning prayers"
After asking about several times Khushi finally opened her eyes and said "good morning" to which arnav replied after placing a kiss on her forehead.
After that that they both got ready and went down for Morning Prayer and breakfast.
After breakfast they both came back to their room Khushi was resting as she was expecting while arnav was busy working on his laptop suddenly he saw something and said "what the! How can I forgot todays date"
Khushi who was now reading some magazine asked "arnavji what so special about today, did you have some important meeting"
Arnav left his work and came and sat beside Khushi and said "no Khushi nothing like that. Actually today is 6th june". Khushi was confused "so something important"
Arnav looked at her confused expression and understand that she too forgets so he said "yes Khushi today is very important day for both us as 2 years ago we met". Then Khushi realized that what she forget and exclaimed "devi maiya I totally forgot I am sorry" and he just smiled "don't be but still can't belief two year pass since we met''
Khushi spoke "arnavji I still remember that day I came to meet jijji in law and somebody push me on the ramp, I was so afraid I didn't knew what to do and I just start walking as those models force me and as I reached at end I don't know how I slipped and I fall in your arms".
Now it was arnav turn "Khushi same here I can't forget that day because that day I got reason of my existence. When I saw you falling I can't stop myself to take you in my arms and I must say you have the beautiful eyes I ever saw, I was just lost in you.
Khushi looked at him and said "oh really then why do you behave so harshly with me" arnav hold Khushi hand and said "I am sorry Khushi that day I just couldn't control my anger I know I hurt you a lot" Khushi said "don't be sorry if that things doesn't happen then we would be have never been together so just forget that remember the good times we had together"
Arnav said "Khushi you know when you were working in AR and you wore a saree, that day you look like an angel who has come to fill my life with happiness and you when you resigned and told me that you are leaving delhi forever I felt like some part of me is going away" Khushi spoke "I felt same that's why I didn't go and then we again met in shantivan and then di appointed me to train lavanyaji and we met daily although I put a condition then I will not meet you" arnav nodded and said "hmm do you remember our nanital trip we were out of fuel and someone stole your clothes and you have to wear her bridal dress" Khushi said in between "of course I remember then we went to dhaba and everybody assume we were married"
Arnav smile remembering it " yah and what about diwali and our almost.." before arnav could complete khushi" arnavji" arnav "what you know Khushi if that day the phone doesn't ring you might know I would have complete that" Khushi blushed hearing that " then we set jijji with jijaji and then the marriage preparation began"
They both were smiling remembering those days as arnav spoke "those were best day our challenge the teri meri dance, then you wrote my name on mehendi, after that I kiss you and challenged you back and to my surprise you did it then the day of wedding we both serve the guest, I choose saree for you everything was perfect I was about to confess to you my feelings but everything" Khushi cut him off " we got married I know not in best way still I also love those moment when I tease you here and in buajii house and when we returned everything got changed you left me and you were kidnapped"
Arnav cupped Khushi face "Khushi and only because of you I am here today you saved me" Khushi said " it was my duty arnavji the moment you said those words I know something was wrong and then after six month we both decided to marry again and we did after that arav come in our lives and complete our family"
Arnav said " not yet our angel is still yet to be born and she will come in some days" as soon as arnav said that Khushi screamed in pain " I think it's time" arnav didn't know what to do he just took Khushi in his arm and drive her to hospital with other family members.
Khushi was taken inside while everyone was waiting outside. Arnav was pacing continuously in the corridor just then the doctor comes out "congratulation it's a girl"
Hearing that arnav went inside where he saw Khushi and his angel, he went and took his baby in his arm "Khushi she is just like you, thanks for our angel now our family is complete you, me, arav and our angel arshi" arav too came there
The others just smile looking at perfect family.
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