Blast from the Past Thread #7, ep 87, pg 119 - Page 44

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 79

Desire is the most strong motivator of our actions.There are good or bad desires.Bad desires the ones Shyam is lingering around money and lust. Your desire is what you aspire for, what or whom you long to be with and is where your heart is. Your desire is your greatest treasure and will be your reward .That's exactly what is happening with Arnav and Khushi.They both treasure each other with their gazes and receive these rewards by open heart to be in the proximity of each other, to see each other and treasure those moments but their minds always work with different polarity , opposite poles with lots of ice and snow in between there because Snow is pure soft white just like their LOVE and Ice rock hard like their EGO.Both are white and pure though.👏👏👏

King and Queen Round 6

Khushi tried her best to calm everyone around but Arnav .She is adamant to teach him Navratri, karva chauth,Suhagan ki cheezain... and all.He is adamant to ask her how dare she can convince La for all this after what happened in between them in these couple of hours but instead he is fuming at her ways.At this point he is fighting with his inner heartfelt desires for her and denial in his head.He is not angry though ,he is just disarray and that why is she doing all of this. - yep, he just wants to beat these desired anyway he can, and win this battle against her.

Symbolism:Arnav's reflection on both sides of the glass windows front glass and back as he is seeing only one side pic of Khushi acting that way but has no clue she is in between her parents and at the time his ignorance over her bafflement of her unknown feelings for him because it's a glass he knows his feelings for her but he does not want to acknowledge it in denial.

At the same time he has no clue of Shyam's true nature also.He knows his Jijaji has avoided every occasion to make his Di sad but ignore it in blind faith.

La's arrival in the office made this inner turmoil and fight more aggressive which he can't handle as he is a man of true actions he cannot give La the space which he already had given to Khushi.- well said + i think she doesn't want to lead her on in anyway, but eating food she cooked as hi wanna-be wife, he know what he wants and clarifies it.

It is impossible for him and against his ethics .Its his own rule for not believing in marriage is conflicting with Khushi's beliefs in marriage and that's what is eating him alive.La has no place in there but he will realize it latter how badly he is behaving with La😕

He made it very clear to La not change herself like Khushi as she is the only one for him in this world.He does not believe in marriage and does not want to hear about this again.La is adamant but he is determined to teach Khushi a lesson for all of this mess.In other word wants to face the confliction of his beliefs vs hers.

Pause here:"Mein iss ghalti keh liye tumhain itni asani se nahin chorunga." [ I will not spare you for this mistake] Ok Akhroo which mistake you are talking about that she has captured your heart and mind and it hard for you to give that place to anyone else as you don't want your queen out of throne which unintentionally you have given her.

Khushi is a self made "Khuddar" girl and never wants to take any loan from anybody and Shyam no way as she never took money from him to pay her one Lakh rupees to pay her contract money so why now.She wants to return but Slithery sugar coated Shyam wants a cup of tea from her to lust over her.Khushi just throw the hot tea on his facewa plzzz.🤣 thats too funny, i wish there was such a scene!

In GH family reunion is at the peak.Love the genuine selfless love and affection for the daughters>Garima is true mother regardless she did not give birth to these girls.Khushi's attachment towards her Babiuji is evident and the way this selfless child makes everyone happy or tries to make them happy by hiding her pain and tears brings a tug in my heart always.But one thing is clear her Babuji really treasures the meaning of her tears behind her "Muskan"[smile]😊- i adore thei relationship! I also thought Kushi can feel like she can be vulnerable too only in front of him.

Symbolism and connection: Babuji's mirror reflection as he is unaware of true picture of the situation here.He is totally unaware of Shyam's true face but he is the one who will find his true side but alas we never had a chance to see him in full action for that filthy Slither.Khushi's mirror reflection as she has no clue about Shyam while she is speaking so high for him. -how i wish we had seen him redeemed by his daughter 😭 just no fair!

Buaji and her Shyam's Ishq is making me sick.She thinks our Queens electric shockwa has connection with this "Slithery black out" with tangling wires without spark...Hi re Nand Kishore...😡

In RM Akhroo is no mood to talk about marriage and all as no one can change his views about marriage.True character of ASR as"Sub Khuch mere control mein hai and hamesha rahe ga"[everything is in my control and will be always] and The reason is his past, his parents and he does not like talking about it.His aannoyance and antsy over La's new avatar is very apprehensive.

Pause here:hmmm isn't this one is the same Akhroo who fought with Dadi to remarry with his wify again but before even believing in it he did marry her regardless for the sake of his Di but that was the only option he found to keep Khushi for himself and away from Jijaji. - yep that's why i alwys found the forced marriage track facsinating! a big part of him just counln't let her go.

Akhroo has headache and this headache name is Khushi.The moment this headache I mean Khushi enters seeing him holding his head with her given pain as she knows she is the cause of yesterday's Navarati, Karva chauth and many more irregular events on wrong dates.She gulps down her fears and the moment she comes near the dinning table he speaks her name "Khushi" very softly as he knows she is disconcerted , frantic and disarrayed about his yesterday's call but she intervenes him and takes La's away from there leaving him in rage.He does not like her for not listening him and for not finishing him his talk again.She disconnected his phone yesterday and today again she dejected herself from him.He thought he made it clear to her but she did not get it so she deserves another round of ASR.Akhroo is going to teach his Temptalicious a tempting lesson.😉 - she's in trouble!!

La's tells her about his anger over the proposal .Khushi tells her LaadGovernor also called him with his furiosity.Anjali was happy that Khushi called Chote LG hmmm... are you thinking guys what I am thinking.It seems she likes the control of Khushi over him ,She wants Khushi to change Arnav and she is happy for that too.😃

The moment Khushi turns while talking with Anjali,Mr Akhroo enters in Queen's Den to make his point clear."What were you thinking while you disconnected my phone."...you are the only one who has the right for talking ...right "..." He moved forward to intimidate her as usual. Meanwhile Queen got the idea and she drops flour pot filled with flour on the ground which spread all the flour over Arnav and he sneezes out with it fumingly but watching her frighten his expressions softens a bit.Mamiji comes in for blessings over his sneeze.He left with his frenzy and furious attitude but did not forget throwing his glares at her while leaving.

Pause here: Regardless she is throwing all of her pranks but he is not that much angry.hmmm... interesting Lal Dupatta and blind bull ...wrong combo though because he is going to attack hastly.Akhroo is piling up all the anger for next epi.😉 - hehe cute one

La informs Khushi as she is unaware of Akhroo's Anger over the proposal.Love Khushi here by gathering courage "Jo hona hai who tou ho keh rahega"[What ever is going to happen it will happen]She knows he will not spare her.Still she is making herself calm by saying this and La fuses the bulb while making herself calm.

Khushi wants to run away from her LaadGovernor but LG wants to run towards her.He caught her on her way out."Hilne ki kosshish bhi mat karna ...jub tak meri baat khatum nahin ho jati tub tuk yahin khari raho"[Don't you dare move until I finish my talking]

She acts out her way to trick mighty ASR and at the top she ordered the guy to bring water in his distress over her condition as he can't see her in any pain or in this condition.This is second time in couple of minutes with mighty ASR that someone tricked him twice and got away with that.Not possible Khushi Kumari Gupta. "Apne pair peh kulhari marna aqalmandi nahin"[its not wise to put your foot in Lion's mouth] Hope to see you alive tomorrow.😳 she seems to provoke him alot, that's why i can't let my man tak all the blame all the time

Pause here:He calls Khushi only one time while he was sitting on the table and again when she ran away and he brought water.

Symbolism: NUMBER 1The number One reflects new beginnings, and purity. The symbolic meaning of number One is that it represents both kinds of action: physical and mental. The shape of the number 1, walks with upright with pride and purpose. Strong, determined, unwavering and with specific goals in mind, the 1 can turn dreams and ideas into reality. It pushes obstacles aside or simply drills right through them.

CONNECTION: This # represents both Arnav and Khushi as both are mirror image of each other.They both are going to fight with obstacles and move forward until become one.Oneness is inevitable no matter what.

MOMENT OF THE DAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69Lk9ZoiB68

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69Lk9ZoiB68[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: indi52

dear rival durga,
with enemies like you, who needs friends. funnily both ina and i rofled at the same place and had the same thought, if dm could stop him from getting to khushi, then why not la too? poor la, she's carrying goats and separating daals, without any of tyh e"benefits" of this live in lau. i must go ob a morcha for her rights. 😆

about the 11 year old, let us worry together and fill outr daughters heads with much talk of there's a time and there's a place for everything. for mobile phone 14, for driving 18, for men and lau 66.

Originally posted by: sohara

heavenly Arshi,my life is miserable without them

episode-80

One of my favorite episode. Arnav and Khushi's vortex of emotion for each other exhilarated one step ahead.

Khushi tricked him and left, ASR was quivering in anger.He needed to desolate himself to cool down. But he was still in Khushi's trance. Right then he couldn't think anything else but to venge her.When La came to say bye, he thought it was Khushi. La got a shock to hear Khushi's name. La is too simple that's why she didn't suspect anything. Arnav came back from his trance, when he realized it's La, not Khushi. La left for office by ASR's car.On the way Khushi found ASR's car leaving, so she got jovial, Lad Governor left, so she can freely work now." But no avail, LG was right there to receive her. She avoided him and tried to flee, gave him the excuse to meet mami upstairs. when ASr always is obsessed with Khushi how will he utter La's name who is so clever sometimes and then so dim where ASR and Khushi are concerned. probably did not dream that the haughty ASR will stoop low to love Khushi so had this benefit of doubt

Khushi opened the poolside door, to go out. But immediately ASR's strong hand closed the door from behind. She tried to get out from the main door,ASR rushed and closed the door too.She tried the poolside door again. This time he put his hand on her both side on the glass and caged her,"you crossed your limit KKG"Khushi squirmed to go. But ASR was adamant,"you can't leave without hearing me, you can scream, but no one is at home to hear you. I'm tolerating you becoz of di, otherwise." he didn't complete. I think he intentionally didn't say what he would do. Coz he himself was confused with his conflicting feelings for her.👏👏 loved this statement He resumed,"You are brought here to train La and do your job accordingly. Don't try to teach her your middle class mentality.How dare you change her perception about marriage?." Khushi emulated him,"the concept of marriage didn't made by me. It's a sacrosanct thing, which is blessed by God." She was valiant," two people vow to live for the whole life and life here after. they wish to be there for each other during their grief . They willingly sacrifice for each other. That's how a true bonding fulfilled."she was prying to his sanctuary,"a man like you will never understand this, coz you are selfish, when your needs fulfilled you will free from from responsibility,from any promise or any bonding. In my opinion you are a loose character guy."She moved to leave. But ASR caught her hand from behind and pulled her towards him. She collided on his chest, ASR got frenzy"I didn't finish yet. Let me show you what a loose character is!" Khushi was tremulous in fear, "I didn't mean so".ASR was getting weak. No matter what he can't bear tears in her eyes.Vortex of emotion engulfing them. Their intense gaze was burning them. He was smouldering her with passion and anger at the same time. He extricated her. And La entered there right then. Good lord La didn't see them in entangled position, but she certainly was surprised to see them in a closed room. She didn't suspect anything. Coz ASR looked frantic and Khushi looked upset with teary eyes. ASR starts but as soon as he sees her tears he starts hurting within and he stops loved your descrition here

ASR left them alone. La thought ASR scolded her. she tried to console Khushi. Khushi was disoriented. So she told La that she will be back. she needed some isolation to comfort herself.

Khushi was terribly upset at ASR's sardonic behavior. She found the bruise on her wrist, what ASR gave him. the scorching pain in her heart was greater than the bruise in her hand. ASR's compunction also was tormenting him. he was in contrition to hurt her again. both hurt for eah other and feel the others pain

Sashiji was keenly watching Shyam's moves. He got suspicious with his dubious answers. Shyam also realised that he was suspecting him. so he was trying to be extra cordial, what sure made Sashiji more doubtful. But Nave Buaji didn't recognize this sly fellow. She again praised him as an eligible groom. Shyam was eavesdropping their convo and muttered himself that she will soon marry Khushi. Shyam's shatir dimaag was scheming something big this time.😡😡😡 try as he might fate is not in his hands

Khushi was teaching La how to change a bulb. She was still forlorn, lost in self. while showing La, how to change the bulb, La found the bruise mark on her hand she asked her again, if she is alright! The power got out while they were changing the bulb. Khushi thought the fuse got disconnected. Along La she went to fix the fuse. Nani, mami and Anjali were talking in the living room. Mami got scared at the power outage. As long as she started the ghost story, Khushi appeared with a candle. Mami got frightened now. Khushi told them how the fuse gone and she wanted to teach La how to fix a fuse. Mami as usual taunted Khushi but sweet nani is always ready for her rescue. She scolded mami. Nani is just a perfect MIL for a mean DIL like mami.😆 Mr. sexy Akroo came to ask Anjali why the power was not there. When he heard that power was gone becoz of Khushi, he started his vexation,"Khushi always creates a problem."

ASR came to lacerate Khushi again,"is anything left to spoil or brain wash La?" La resented,"it's my fault. She was teaching me how to change a bulb." She told Khushi to get down from the stool and wished to do the job. Khushi got down. but the candle blew out. She lit the candle again. ASR was about to leave but halted when he saw her beautiful luminous face glowing in the candle light. He was yearning to ebb in her mesmerizing beauty. Khushi was also watching him starring at her. She didn't notice that the candle tilted. When the hot wax was about to fall on her hand ASR ran to her to hold the candle straight. By this time La fell from the stool. ASR didn't notice La was falling, coz he was completely lost in Khushi. La got upset ,"why didn't you help me, when you were there." pause: How would you help you yaar, when Khushi is around he doesn't see anyone else. ASR helped La and they walked away .Khushi looked hurt seeing them together. ASR starred back at her, as if he was begging apology that he was with La, but not with her.😔

ASR got La in the living room where Anjali was arranging the materials for pooja.He remembered that the next day was their parent's death anniversary. Anjali saw her bro's anxiety. ASR was in turbulence. the incident what happened 14 years back was reverberating in his mind. He has been leading a wretched life since then.That night still haunts both of the siblings. Anjali came to console her bro. He broke down to see his sis. ASR intended to speak something, but his sis knew how to pacify her bro's turmoil,"don't say anything."he tried to distract her, but Anjali really wanted to soothe him,"I know you miss them." He assured her that he is fine. he knew very well how to hide his anguish from the world. But he remembered that he has to bring the pandit from the mandir for the pooja. He doesn't do religious customs, but he is very much aware of his responsibilities.

Garimaji and Sashiji is doubtful about Shyam. Sashiji tried to connect Shyam's activity and got suspicious. He wanted to scrutinize him more.He loves Khushi immensely. So he can't risk her life.

I wanted to post this VM when The veil landed on Khushi by ASR. But I missed it.

here is the VM

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9UuPxMhZrw[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: wiwy

Thanks to all those who visited temples etc, kept fast for me and begged DM for my speedy recovery day and night🤗! And for those who didn't😡 I will post the answer to my riddle no. 5 on Monday morning and add to your Monday blues😆!

BTW, yesterday was World Water Day! So I was away from the thread as I did not want to waste water by taking a cold shower everytime you posted hottwa pics ! And you people, I see, are ek se bad kar ek in trying to make hottie look hotter! Kya zamana aa gaya hai!

BD thanks for the pillows which came free with your drool corner❤️ but I fainted from the overdose anyway! 😳

Supriya, yippeee! You are a Dazzler!👏 But you always were!😃

Arshi guruji, missing you ❤️and your report! 😉

Indi and Sohara I was away for two days only and you wasted no time in giving massages ooops messages to ASR!😭 😭😭😭

Samin you seem to have got everyone in a crazy pregnant mood! Lets see what else it leads to! 😆

Durga, read your poems over and over again! Just brilliant and so touching! 👏 The parody is such fun! You should do this more often!😆 And thanks for the birthday list. You are next in line, I see!

Chalhov, your repertoire of songs is amazing! Heard 'saiyaan chhod de baiyaan' after aaages! 👏 Believe me, I am singing this song even as I type this! Do come up with more 'bhule bichde geet' ! Eagerly waiting!

Katelyn, how is our cutey pie? Hope he is recovering well. I simply fainted and was on the verge of dying all over again at that Gifs trick of yours!🤢 wish I could learn it. It is out of the world! 👏

All others, will get talking to you people once I come back from the BOOOty Parlor! Teep Top hone ka padi ! You see, I was sick and am LOOKING old and haggard 😲though I am not! Only Looking it, samjhi tum?!

P.S. Spread the good word...SAVE WATER !😊

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

OK I couldn't resist Durga I am with you in this debate as I am conservative regardless in this "Naye Soch" and have two kids about 18 and 14 and their "Dhak Dhak" stories but one thing I did I made them so busy so their "Dhak Dhak" went down under piles of work and this and that so mind is just have no time to feel anything.

Because I do have objection before marriage too bad rant on me😊 put me in the corner in time out chair 😆or throw hot tea 😛nothing is going to change if I were like that then as a young woman good looking in this society where so many tried to stick around and no restrictions wow but again I am conservative in this matter.Sorry Indi and ina and all who feel otherwise .I don't think it as a negative sense but there certain things should be done in certain ways and NATURE and RELIGION does play a role.Again I am logical thinker and that's how my brain works.

His character was dark no question and yes he was a fashion designer so it was evident that he had this THING with gals but again this is fictional story so I am going to stop beating the bush around and PLEASE myself the way I want it .That's it "Kar lo jo karna hai"🤣

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 80

"asr, tum theek ho na?"... "asr?"
"enough, khushi!" rough voice, end of tether. an uneasy silence. sorry, lavanya. the headache is splitting, and a girl's defiance is playing havoc into it. not letting you go. you can't get away, not this time. i'll say what i have to, you'll stay. every exit is denied.erotic blocking in an enclosed space. a hot sunday afternoon in a bothered storeroom. he had not been able to say what he wanted to. but today, he will.

He is indignant to teach her a lesson.

speak, scream, shout, cry, "kyunki jab tak tum meri baat sun nahin leti yahan se hil nahin sakti. ghar par koi dikhai nahin de raha hai... woh issliye kyunki gharpar koi.. hai nahin." how he enjoyed telling her there's no one at home. no one.

"samjhi tum?" the decibel crashed the sound barrier.

do what you've come here to do, take your money and leave...and keep your ideas of marriage to yourself. do you understand, miss khushi kumari gupta?


she felt her blood race, her anger pulsate... not my idea. and she had to tell him all... everything, every little bit of it... even that he was scared, maybe because he couldn't keep such a commitment. you don't know how to do this in your kind of transactional relationships. in fact, i feel ... aapke character hi dheela hai. your character is loose.
The intensity was too high.Khushi became valiant to emulate him


could that ever go unpunished?




what was he doing? what?


no, this couldn't be happening...
"kissne kaha ki meri baat khatam ho gayi hai... kya kaha tumne... ki mera character dheela hai... main tumhe bata ta hoon ki character dheela kya hota hai." you say my character is loose, ok let me show you what character dheela means.
no!


his anger had spiralled again. and it would do serious damage.


finally, it got a bit too much for her. all the playing and running and getting caught and everything, things we are not asked to find words for, because then they just might lose their meaning. all of it... just a bit too much. how could this man do this to her? red hot feelings scalded everything it touched.

he had to let go.

hum abhi aate hain.








as she walks away to find a moment to restore calm, she stops and the tears come. he has left his mark on her arm.. rabba vey sweet and comforting... what is this intimacy, rough or tender, all of it is owned, all of it is part of self, all of it is a feeling. that you can't deny, destroy, diminish. some call it love, others just struggle to give it a name.
loved your beautiful depiction.👏

he stands outside, knowing she is inside, suffering, and he is filled with pain. har baar, every time, as he would tell her months later. he had to make her cry, but it had to hurt him more.

yup his compunction was evident in his eyes."humari akho ki ek ek aso apke dil ko hazar bar roolate hai."Khushi said it in the farm house. and Arnav nodded,"harbar"









that instinctive yoking again. sees her face in candle light... hey hey


"asr, jab tumne mujhe girte hue dekha tab meri help kyun nahin kari." why didn't he help his girlfriend? again darkness tried to show him light.


why don't some hurts ever go away.
why can't some thoughts be stopped. maybe this time, it won't go all the way...


but no. it will, it must. maa!


he might have gone under today, had she not come, had she not reminded him with her presence of the safest place he'd ever known. children of the same mother. she knows his mind, its scream, it's suffocating submerged pain. the ocean has many things in it. sometimes all that floats up is dark and angry and deathly. and it wants to take you down.




he encircles her with his arms, sitting there, and buries his head, his face in her lap, hugging her, asking her for love and giving whatever he has to give.

"bas chhotey bas."

"di wo..."

"kuchh mat kaho" tear soaked voice, drenched in the sorrow of a love that went too soon too soon... "di, kuch kaam tha kya."

was this an untrained bpo exec turned actor in a tackily produced telly serial? then why was i listening to his every heartbeat, every nuance of voice, tears threatening to pour out of my eyes. old age is really getting the better of me.
It's because Barun was too brilliant to convey ASR's emotions, his feelings to us.

every year when this date comes close, you miss mama papa a lot... you really remember them... a beautiful loving sister sensitive to his feelings... mostly. but he can't indulge in this for too long. himmat dikhai maine. pulled himself up by the bootstraps at 14, now he does it as a matter of course... it's become his way... main theek hoon, di. just for a moment asr had become a little boy whose hurting never ended. but now he is okay.

He broke down, but controlled his emotions. He knows how to hide his anguish from everybody.

everybody hurts, everybody cries, sometimes.

Originally posted by: DurgaS

@All

Thank you for loving my poems and parody. I will come back to all your comments later.

Meanwhile, I realised something while writing the parody. The song Character dheela first came in IPK in the marriage anniversary party. Then, we have the character dheela scene in epi 80. Then, towards the end of the show everyone go to see the movie 'Ready'. 😆 So, almost throughout the show there was a Ready influence! 😆 And also, when they were watching the movie, what was Nani's reaction when the character dheela song came? Did she miss La? So, anybody can think of any other Ready influence on the show?

Originally posted by: samin6

Episode 80-81

Do we choose whom we love? Do we love for a reason? I think sometimes but most of the times we just do. Why do I love her and a reason- I just do conclusion. When they say something it strengthens it and when they do something they question why.

Anjali : She was really hurt when Arnav was not even paying attention and hurting La even when Arnav refused to marry La, refused to change his mentality, got angry when shown concern and was thinking- Why does she love him? Then the same night he breaks down hugging her. He starts crying and she gets her answer. She loved chote not because he is her younger brother but because to him she was both parents. She could tolerate anything and would anything to stop him from breakdown. She understood that the talk of marriage so close to her parents Barsi has broken him down. And she understood she loved chote, who by relation was her brother but in all other aspects was her son, whom she loved a lot, whom she loved blindly, and would tolerate all his attitude because after all love is blind and stupid, and Anjali knew only the blind love, not by choice, but because she had to for the sake of happiness of her chote. Because in her son she had given the basis of all her happiness. I never envisioned a sister who could be sweet and the same time intelligent for her brother.

But Anjali's love was not unconditional.She loved her bro immensely but when her love(Shyam) came in between she ignored her love for chote. when shyam's truth was revealed, Anjali broke down and mistrusted Arnav and Khushi. She didn't show a little concern for her bro. she forgot that her bro was kidnapped and possibly could die. She didn't even ask him, how was he. She didn't show a single gratitude to Khushi for saving her bro. she acted like a selfish woman demanded her criminal hubby to be back. A mother's love is unconditional and selfless.That is the difference between a mother and mother like sister.

Arnav : When Khushi made a fool of her by pretending to be sick, when Khushi tried hard to evade him, when Khushi gave her a lecture about marriage and her very low opinion about him- He was thinking why on earth was he falling for her? When she came to give her condolences about his mother stating that he looked like her mother, when she taunted about him and puja on the day of his parents death anniversary- he positively hated loving her. In his opinion everything bad happens because of Khushi. Then he saw her when she was lightening the candle and decided there was nothing special, and then had to look back and knew she was special to him. He then kept on looking and got his answer he just loved her. The next day when he was in the mandir and could feel her there- saw her back there, he was hating loving her but still did because his shatir dimag told him to stop trying to find a reason. It told him those moments he spent with her made him forget the pain in his past and that was enough reason for him to love her and continue loving her and tolerate her

Khushi : When Arnav was reminding her of her her status in the house, when he pulled her close , when he hurt her, when La touched the tender bruise- Khushi was hating herself and wanted to hate him. Then when he drew her close to him- she could not push him away, when he willed her to look back at him she just had to. She was asking herself- why do I love him so? She was telling herself why- when he took La with him after all he was the person La loved and she was not going to compete for him. Then in he Mandir she was feeling him strongly around her and had to look back to see him. She had a feeling that he was the utter selfish person who would want all the mannat only for himself. Then She saw he wanted all pigeons for the health of a little girl's dad and finding a small reason not to hate him. She saw how hurt he was when speaking of his parents death and she understood. She loved him and could not leave him because in his view- she belonged to him. She loved him more then herself because he loved her more then himself, she was the only person in the world for him to whom he could tell what he could not tell anyone. She was the only person he could tell- that everyone says they understand what he was going through and no one understands. She was the only one whom he really wanted to understand what he was going though living in a house where his parents are not coming back. She loved him because he needed her and Khushi thought of others before herself always.

We do not really choose whom we fall in love with-- do we?

I absolutely agree with you. Love just happens, you never know how or with whom? And at the same time Love is unconditional and blind. Arnav and Khushi were soulmates. so despite of so much animosity between them they became lovers.