I am missing Arhi so much. I never watched any serial this religiously. No matter how crappy episodes we get no matter how many times we got disappointed. And the funny thing is now I go back and watch old episode even the ones we felt were crap , I started loving those episodes as well..
Every time I watch a scene I felt tat oh what would have happened if this would have went other direction etc. I wanted to write a sort OS to just vent it out. I guess.
Please read and comment. Feels really good guys..
I am writing OS about the scene when ARnav is trying to woe his wife. and 6 months are almost Over. Khushi is trying to be aloof and trying to get out RM.
This episode is about that day when Arnav hides in the closet and then they have their tea/coffee figt and he is holding her and HP disturbs them. I always loved the way Khushi gets startled and tries to get away and Arnav holds her tighter and tells HP calmly we are coming..
So here goes
"chhodiye hame" Khushi tried to push him with all her wits. but that only made Arnav more aggressive.
"where was I" He only asked her with one eyebrow raised.. Khushi looked up , Her heartbeats started getting faster. She always wondered why all of this sudden her reactions change around him
He pulled her closer with hand around her waist and his other hand was supporting her neck. His thumb caressed her neck slowly. Khushi closed her eyes. Arnav looked at her quivering lips and slowly started moving his lips closer to hers. She felt his breath on her face and she closed her eyes tigter. She stopped breathing. Arnav felt that and he whispered "Relax"
Slowly his hand caressed her back, trying to calm her down.. Her hands which were trying to push him now were arround his neck. Arnav's lips slowly touched her lips which made khushi's body trembled. Arnav held her tightly and he started making kiss deeper. Khushi felt dizzy , she couldn't stand any longer. Arnav realized and he held her up, He kept kissing her, she tasted so sweet. He could feel her heartbeats.. He was still stroking her back.. He slowly broke the kiss.. Khushi was still in his arms with eyes shut. Arnav looked at her. Her flushed face, her red and full lips.. her hair on her forehead..
"God you are so beautiful" Arnav almost whipsered.. Khushi opened her eyes.. She looked at him. She wasn't sure what she was feeling. But when he was kissing her it felt wonderful. It felt that nothing else mattered. They were the only people in universe. Her first kiss. She was trying to control her breathing. Arnav was still holding her.. Now he loosened his grip.. trying to see if she can stand on her own legs.. but Khushi was still leaning on him. She wasn't ready to let go. She loved the feeling of being kissed by him. She unknowingly looked up in his eyes and then at his lips.. she closed her eyes and moved her face closer. Arnav smiled a little and held her face with his one hand and again put his lips on hers.. Not sure how much time passed but This time Khushi realized what just happened. and she abruptly broke the kiss. What just happened.. How could she.. She pushed him and ran away from the room
Arnav stood there for a while.. He had his famous smile on his face..He was trying to calm himself too.. He got out of the room and started going downstairs..
"Khushiji kya huva?" NK stopped her..
"k kuch nahi" khushi replied. her face was burning.. Her ears were burning. She wasn't looking in the mirror but she knew her whole face is red.. and anyone could see it..
"aapka chehara lal kyu hai"
"k kuch nahi nanheji" khushi was trying hard to get rid of him
"are ha khushi aap bimar to nahi?" nani just joined the conversation..
Khushi just wanted to be alone for a while.
"na nahi" she couldn't say anything anymore..
nani felt khushi's forehead..
"Are aapko to shayad bukhar hai .. jaiye aap upar jake let jaiye"
"nahi ham thik hai naniji" and now khushi couldn't control.. her eyes were full of tears.. and anytime she was going to cry..
Arnav came down..
"come with me"
"na nahi"
"khushi.. come with me"
he held her hand and made her come upstairs with him..
"aap sabke saamane" khushi tried to speak. but Arnav cupped her face.. and asked her softly
"Are u ok?"
Khushi now couldn't control and she started sobbing.. she went into his arms and started crying..
"shh khushi"
Arnav was trying to console her.. He felt terrible. He didn't mean to hurt her.
When he saw that she is getting little calmer.. he held her chin and made her look up..
"khushi I am sorry"
"I am sorry that I kissed you when u were not ready. I guess you need more time. It's ok with me. and if it makes you that uncomfortable I won't touch you again..."
he wiped her tears with his thumb.. and smiled at her.
Khushi was shocked to hear that..
"Now you rest I will go to office" Arnav made her sit on the bed and grabbed his coat and went outside of the room.
Khushi sat there for a while. She wans't sure what to feel. He wasn't going to try to touch her anymore. Isnt that what she wanted ? She should feel happy now.. She wiped her tears.. she walked towards the mirror slowly and looked at herself.. Her cheeks were still red.. and she looke d beautiful.. she blushed and smiled when she was still feeling his lip touch on her lips..
Let me know how yoiu like it and I will update the second (last) part..
Thank you
second part
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3399894&TPN=5�
Edited by shwetapt - 12 years ago
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