@priya, first of all sorry for reserving and not updating. I opened with the honest intention of updating but my brain which is still drunk from yesterday's episode got a huge dose of forum hysteria đĄ and now am too anxious, too excited and my brain too cluttered to make a post of any sense!đ
you write so beautifully and today, the past connections to all the earlier crooners...all the discussions that I have followed here even before i started writing here.. it made me very emotional and affectionate both for crooner and for the serial...for me, the two have merged into one. I have found such mindblowing creativity and excellent writing here and this space is so cozy and comfortable.. please don't stop writing and deny us poor souls this space!!!!
The rose and thorn was especially heartwrenching. How much ever a mother teaches a son to not hurt the rose when the thorn is the culprit, no mother can hide the cruel fact from her son that every rose comes with a thorn. And if a mother does not tell this to her son, life will teach him this harsh lesson. For Arnav Singh Raizada, his rose is his thorn and his thorn is his rose. But he is no ordinary gardener. His mother knows; Khushi knows. It is only he who ought to know this truth. And if those flashbacks are any indication, the truth is within him. Reach within, Arnav!!!
Yesterday, I was in too much of a muddle to decode the fire going out in the havan kund. But today, it feels so much like Pheonix from ashes. But will this phoenix rise completely without the crux of giving his love a choice? That is to be seen.
For me, the true rise will happen only when he takes the choice upon himself... he will reduce himself, not understand himself enough if this rise includes thrusting a choice on his beloved.
I am jittery, I am nervous, I did not need the offscreen drama early morning and I have never been so much on tenterhooks for a man to complete his sentence and get the steel out of those dark brown eyes. Let me have read him wrong. Let him have refused the touch for he has to speak before feel. Let us see the healing begin.