I simply don't know what to write !! Procrastination just freezes ur brain, doesn't it..but still , lemme try and try to connect the pattern , see whether I can form any coherent thoughts !đ..Did I like the episode, Boy !! I liked it ..
Ever since the wooing phase started there were several throwaway lines that just stood out for being seemingly inconsequential ...They have pricked and and swirled in my mind and still continues to prick n my mind..I just want to regurgitate everything and see whether I can make any sense of it...
The scene continued from the previous episode with Khushi still holding on to the Pot and trying bravely to face the faceless intruder head on on the darkest night with Thunder and Lightning echoing , creating a pandemonium in her heart ..While she is trying to fight the Shadow, the door closes on her, Khushi manages to wrestle the door open, reaches the insides of the house still resolutely holding on to the pot, her lips murmuring the name of Devi Mayya ..when she spies a silhouette ..There is a rush of fear only for it to dissipate as she recognizes the familiar and beloved form of her beloved !!..In an adrenaline induced rush, Khushi just drops the Pot and flies into the arms of a waiting Arnav !!
I really have to thank Sumana for focusing my attention to the pot ...Pot holding the mud, holding the Plant with it roots deeply embedded inside the soil ... When I saw Khushi continuously holding on to the pot...and then dropping , obviously breaking and spilling the mud...I was reminded of an earlier sequence where Khushi says, "Mitti Daaldo, Khushi".. The implication being bury the issue and do not brng it up but today , the self same khushi is dropping the pot and spilling the contents , A Khushi who wanted to sweep the matters under the mat is bringing it up and not just the recent..but issues which delves to the past, which will shake the vry roots of RM ..In this she may find herself isolated and cut off from the members of RM as can be seen by the closure of doors but she will be steadfast in her purpose , the truth of her mission will earn her entry back into the RM, the lonely path will be laid with path of flowers n she will be aided by Arnav who might be in the BG or be the active participant who will be pulling the strings...
This again explains the context of Taj Mahal,Ilzaam..Taj Mahal is a monument dedicated to love but what is it actually, a tomb, a repository holding the skeletons ..The past lies buried there , The skeletons that the Raizada's have so assiduously covered will rear up its head again ..Khushi who is aware of the details, who knows the matter need not revisit it again as she has accepted the past and her conscience is clear as a result but the Raizada's who have at every opportunity suppressed it will have to revisit it ...cuz pretty soon Accusation will raise its ugly finger and point at one and all and truth can emerge only when the buried skeletons are dug up ... but will it take a toll on the love of Arnav and Khushi ...only upcoming episodes episode will reveal...
This assertion is also supported by the fact that the traveling Raizada's opt to make a U-turn instead of going left..which would have lead to a clearer way but U-turn means going back , going back to the very place they had come from...going to the point where it all started ...
The reconciled couples are enjoying few moments of togetherness when they are rudely interrupted by family , Anjali is shattered to see Arnav enjoying few mins of bliss ..Her insecurities , the fear of being abandoned gets added ammunition by the words of Mami ...Anjali moves away from the scene , gaining sudden strength..Anger at her Brother's seeming lies, feeling a sense of betrayal ..while Khushi who was ensconced in her world is brought crashing down... The two ladies who mean everything to Arnav move away from him , in opposite directions ...
The righteous fury has now begun to bubble, the view that she had been cheated of her life has taken a strong hold , The suspicion that her chotte in enchanted by Khushiji and now dances to her tune has been further confirmed ,,,This will push a scared Anjali right into the waiting arms of Shyam,,, Arnav will have no other recourse but to bite the bullet as it will become a test for brother and brother will always yield !! ..
It was also interesting to see that both Anjali , His past & Khushi , His future head in different directions with Arnav opting to go after Anjali ... A sound decision cos without repairing the Past,, there will be no future ..
Anjali refuses to take the bitter pill , reminded me of the time when Nani said that she did not want awaken Anjali's sleep ...The family may not press her for now but bitter pill , she will have to take..Arnav will ensure that ...
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