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#52: Pyaar Ko Payar hi Rahne Do ' Drop of Celestial Light (Scroll Down)
#53: I always Loved You ' Chaha hai Tuzko Chahoonga Hardam
#54: Missing Myself ' Main Paas Apne Nahin Bas Door Jabse Hai Tu
#55: Tangled Web of Lies ' Pyar Ke Liye Char Pal Kum Nahi Thein
#56: Mystery Unfolds - Do Jasoos Kare Mehsoos
#57: A Window to My Soul!-Hum Tumse Na Kuch Keh Paaye
#58: The Rise Of ASR ' Jis Path chala Us path pe mujhe tu saath toh aane de
#59: I Feel Your Love In The Air ' "Ab Jake Aaya Mere Bechain Dil Ko Qarar'
https://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=2993492&TPN=4
#60: I am Yours and You are Mine! - Tumhara Hoon Main Aur Tum Meri-
#61: Just Because I Love You So Much - Pyaar Manga Hai Tumhise Na Inkaar Karo
#62: I Cannot Handle So Many Tears! - Hothon Mein Ais baat Main Dabaa Ke Chali Aayi-
https://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=2993492&TPN=6
#63: Lost Love - Tuzko Chalna Hoga Tuzko Chalna Hoga
#64: Walking Into A Trap - Orey Manva Tu Toh Bavra Hai
#65: Don't Call It Quits - Ruk Jana Nahi Tu Kahi Haar Ke-
#66:Dark Knight and Divine Intervention ' There Dar Pe Aaya Hoo
#67: Keeping Mum ' Gumnaam Hai Koi -
#68: Keeper of Secrets - Parde Mein Rehne Do..
#69: By Hook or By Crook - Jab Tak Hai Jaan
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Thread 5:
Episode: May 22nd
Part 52:
(First Love, For The Very First Time!)
Drop of Celestial Light
Arnav and Khushi - Khushi and Arnav -
Just when Khushi's heart was impatiently awaiting the moment to see Arnav, as fate would have it, everything that was going in the right direction reversed...once again...
After turning around from the way to airport, once home, Khushi's mind was on a roller coaster ride...replaying the events around the the time Arnav separated from Khushi to leave for London... Arnav forcibly pulling away his hand out of Khushi's tight grip... then his leaving without turning back to look at her as she kept pleading to him not to go... His taking further steps with a heavy heart when it seemed like going away for him was equally painful...The moments of intense pain playing in Khushi's mind over and over...driving her mind crazy to the extent of blurring the lines between imagination and reality...Khushi jumps to her feet, thinks out loud, "Everything took place in front of my eyes..Arnav ji entered the place while I was watching...then where did he disappear?" Khushi thinks again..she remembers how Arnav took a moment to recollect himself... without looking back... she wonders, "Did he board a wrong flight in his rage? He can do anything when he gets angry!.." but just within a moment she realizes, "Khushi...this is not the bus depot of Lucknow to go and board a wrong bus... it's an airplane.." she holds her head in both her hands..paces restlessly..with an unsettled mind she says, "These worries have paralyzed my mind... I do not know how..." she thinks..long and heard..then she realizes, "Now I have to tell everyone... It was wrong on my part to lie in the first place...but..do I tell Di or not.." Khushi's face depicts a play of strong but different emotions with every thought..worry changing to restlessness... worry again...confusion..deep thinking..worry again.. Khushi holds her head again...I liked that Khushi acknowledged that she should not have lied... she put first crack unknowingly in the strong relationship she shares with Nani and Anjali...
On the other side, Anjali is very worried as she has not heard from Arnav since he left... she tries Arnav's phone non-stop... her mind going crazy with worry... Nani comes over, "Anjali dear, why are you so worried about Chhotey?... especially when you have been helping Khushi deal with her worries about him...?" Worried sick Anjali, tearfully says, "Nani, Chhotey has not called me once since he left... he has never done that before..Nani, I am...really scared now.." Khushi listens to Anjali's worries..as she wonders, "Nani, what if Chhotey has some kind of problem..? As Anjali goes crazy and tearfully tries Arnav's phone repeatedly, Nani tries to reason with her, "And what's this..in your worries for Chhotey, you even forgot to take your own medications!..Anjali.Payal told me that you did not take your medications..Come on..take your meds now..right away.." But Anjali refuses, with a cracked voice she says, "No, Nani, let me first speak with Chhotey..I am very scared...now" Khushi thinks, "Di is already so worried about Arnav ji... so much so that she did not even take her meds... what do I do now, under these circumstances..say something..or... but I cannot lie anymore.." As Khushi thinks..Nani consoles Anjali, "It is not good for you, Anjali, ... do not worry so much in this state.." then she suggests.."Why don't you call that guy from his office...?" "Aman!" Anjali says.."Yes, Yes..him!... call him..he knows everything.." "OK, Nani.." Anjali says with relief.. Just then they hear Khushi screaming loudly on her phone.."Ji, Arnav ji! Talk loudly, please.. I can not hear you.."
Delighted, Nani and Anjali look at Khushi with expectations..hope..follow her.."Yea...Ok..Ok?...Ok.." Khushi smiles initially then, with a little pretense of being upset says, "Then why didn't you call me?.." then a sweet smile illuminates her face..Anjali excited, happily says, Chhotey..?" relief brightening her face..Khushi nods 'yes' with abroad smile, points at the phone..continues, 'Yes..yea..everything is fine! Di is alright too..'Anjali hurriedly makes it to Khushi... breathlessly requests, "Have Chhotey talk to me once.." tears trickling down her face..Khushi says on the phone, "...Yes...Yes...Ok..Ok!" then she covers the mouthpiece and says to Anjali, "Di, he has to go to an important meeting...he says that he will call you after the meeting..." Anjali pleads to her, "Just once.." Khushi cuts her off, "It's a very important meeting, Di!" Poor Anjali, pulls back..says, "At least you tell Chhotey to remember to take his night time meds!" Khushi nods yes..then says on the phone, "Di says that you must take your meds.." Anjali quickly thanks God and leaves.. Khushi continues to talk on phone as Nani hangs around, "Yes..Yea.. the one to be taken at night! " her phone starts ringing... Khushi and Nani both go wide eyed...their eyes speak to each other..."What's this?" Nani's eyes say.. "Oh, Gosh! I am caught!" Khushi's eyes...Khushi immediately leaves..
"Khushi" Nani calls after her..
Chandu Mama is on a room hunt as he forgets where his room is... he thinks that Khushi's room is his and so he enters...he walks in on the sensitive conversation between Khushi and Nani ji! He listens carefully.. "You are right, Nani ji! You caught me red handed... but I pretended that it was Arnav ji on the phone so that Anjali won't get worried anymore... the fact is that, there has been no call from him! Forgive me! I really did not want to lie! I don't know what I might have done..It just so happened..that when I was going to the airport..." Khushi narrates to Nani ji what happened.. how she came to know that Arnav never reached London! That he never boarded his flight! Nani ji is shattered! She says with worry, mixed with surprise, "Chhotey! ...Never boarded the plane?" "That's right, Nani ji!" Chandu Mama thinks that it's a very spicy news and he must share that with Manorama.. he leaves happily... Nani ji... shatteered, "Oh, God!.. That means no one knows where Chhotey's gone!" Khushi tries to console her, "Don't be afriad, Nani ji!" "How can I be not afraid? This is very worrisome!" Nani ji's eyes tear up.. she is completely shaken! "It's been three days... and Chhotey never made it to London! Then where did he go?" Khushi says, "Nani ji, be brave! It is possible that Arnav ji took another flight to London but did not go to his meeting! Nani ji, I myself went to the airport when he left... He went inside after the final announcement.. I remember that well! Nani ji, everything will be fine! And he did text me after he reached there!"
"Oh, God! I hope what you say turns out to be right and that there is no reason to worry!" Nani ji says tearfully. Khushi says, "I am pretty sure that Arnav ji is safe and sound where ever he is! He must be busy not to call us..." Nani ji breaks down... Khushi says, "Nani ji, I lied to make sure that Di does not worry in her current condition..! Promise me that you will not tell her anything..." Brokenhearted, Nani agrees with tearful eyes..She is the best Nani! Always strict with Arnav when he wants to defy her rules.. but now all her love for him makes her vulnerable..due to the fear for what fate may bring to Arnav.

Chandu Mama and Manorama Mami ji go through an ordeal to decode the spicy news he brought..due to his forgetfulness... Finally when they decode the news, Anjali happens to hear it, loud and clear... "This means Arnav never reached London! And that Khushi.,phati saree.., lied that she talked to Arnav!" Anjali stunned... the glass of milk drops from her hand on the floor and shatters into millions of pieces! Anjali goes dizzy, her mind goes numb.. her senses blunted.."Chhotey.. London...did not reach..then.." Mami and Chandu come running.. call everyone for help..As every member of the family comes, starts asking question Manorama says, "She heard the confidential chat that I was having with Chandu... and she just started gasping.." Aakash tries to soothe her... Nani caresses her face.. tearful Anjali blurts out, "Chhotey... never reached London!" Nani and Khushi go wide eyed, wonder how she came to know... "Then where did he go?" Worried asks Anjali.
Shyam asks, "What? What do you mean? Who said that? How is it possible.." Aakash cuts him off, "Jijaji, let us not discuss this now..Instead, let us bring Di to her room!' everyone agrees... Aakash calls HP to bring a juice for Anjali.

Anjali cries her heart out. Everyone gathered around tries to console her... Anjali asks, "Khushi ji, how can you lie to me about Chhotey?" Khushi has no answer.."Isn't that why you did not go to London?" Khushi has no answers...Khushi breached Anjali's trust with this now..sad! Very sad! Aakash wonders why Aman did not call him and how Khushi's number was called! Khushi explains that the people in London waited for Arnav whole day and then called the Delhi office..where they got my number.." Anjali wonders, "But the message..." Shyam immediately adds, "Yes, he did say in his message that he reached London!" Anjali wonders, "Why did he not text me after he got there?" Anjali completely taken over by worry, tears, but her mind as sharp as it can be.. she appropriately goes through every question... Khushi kneels down, hold Anjali's hands in both her hands and says, "They only told me that Arnav ji did not make it to the conference... They only knew that Arnav ji did not board the flight he was supposed to... it is possible that he got delayed because of some work and he took some other flight to get to London... His flight must've reached late..thus he must have reached hotel late too!" Shyam agrees, "Yes, possibly this is what happened!" But Aakash wonders, "Bhai knows how worried Di will be, why did he not call her?" Anjali's tears do not slow down. Aakash says, "Di, let me try Bhai's phone!" He calls, "Bhai's phone is unreachable!" That worries everyone! Anjali says, "I texted him! Never before has he not called me after getting my message!" Khushi says to Anjali, "Trust me, everything is alright!" Anjali's sharp mind does not give up..she thinks..says, "Police! Aakash, we must inform police!" Aakash agrees, "Di, you are right! Let me call police!" Khushi says, "Jijaji, why police?" Aakash tells her, "It is just precautionary..Let me call Mr. Commissioner and give all the details..!" Shyam.. takes off using light feet... "Aakash, call him quick!" Anjali pleads. 'Yes, Di!" As Aakash puts the calls through... home phone starts ringing! Nani wonders, "Who might this be, late at night?"

Most beautiful Moment of Sisterly Love: Anjali picks up the phone..worried..scared... tearful..I Loved it! I Loved it! I Loved it! Anjali depicted so many emotions so beautifully that my heart was crying with her, it compelled me to worry with her, it wanted me to bring her relief as soon as possible...Her eyes go from scared, with breath held to a relieved, "Chhotey!" Everyone is pleasantly surprised to see it's Arnav on the phone! Anjali breaks down in tears and starts asking questions, "Chhotey, where are you? Do you even know how much we are worried about you? You did not call or text me even once, once you got there!" Khushi's face turns gentler, her eyes well up... a relief appears... as she watches on... Arnav on the other side..deshelved..says softly, "Di, I am sorry... I..." Anjali cuts him off, "Sorry? Do you know how worried we are here?" Khushi curls her lips..as Anjali continues, "We were about to call police!..And why did you not tell us that you did not go to London?" Anjali scolds Arnav with motherly love.. Arnav answers, "Yes Di, I did not go to London as I had to go to Scotland last moment!" "What... you are in Scotland?" "Yes, I had to finalize a deal in Scotland..so had to postpone my conference in London.." Arnav calmly answers. After all the rain shower like outburst, the rainbow of sisterly love appears, "Chhotey, are you alright?" Arnav convinces Anjali in his usual firm tone, "Yea, Di, I am fine!" Anjali says softly, "OK, take care!" Arnav swallows heavily..a sign that he is too emotional...

Nani takes the phone, "Chhotey, how are you? This is the last time I will forgive you for being careless, never after that! ..And yes, no matter how busy you are, call us!" Nani says tearfully...Arnav can feel the love.."Yes, Nani!" Manorama gestures that she wants to talk, Nani pleasantly says, "Talk to Manorama.." hands the phone .. Mami starts in her chirpy style..as if she has all the time in the world... Arnav's eyes widen..not knowing what to expect! Mami goes, "Hello Hi Bye Bye! Arnav bituwa, how did you end up in Scotland instead of London?" 'Mami..that.." Mami cuts him off saying that he could answer that one later and instead he should tell her what he might bring for her..bringing smile to everyone's face..broad to Anjali's to lightest to Arnav's... Payal says to Khushi, "Khushi, show me a smile now... Arnav ji has called finally!" Khushi brings a light smile through her tears.. Chandu mama makes his demands to Arnav in the meantime..then she hands the phone to Aakash..One thing for sure..Arnav Singh Raizada is one lucky guy! He is loved very much by every member of the family except Shyam... very few rich people ever get so much love from everyone in the household!
Tarse yeh naina
barse yeh naina
nahi mere dil ko chiana
Piya ke bina
I long for you
I cry for you
I have no solace
Without you, my love!
Most touching Moment: Aakash asks all good questions, "Bhai, what is this deal in Scotland? Aman did not mention anything.." Arnav almost softly snaps at him, "Aman does not know anything about it! In fact, no one knows about it! There were some changes at the last moment..I will give you details later.., OK?" "Alright, Bhai!" the nice brother in Aakash says. Arnav tells him further in his matter of fact tone, "Listen, I may not be able to stay in touch... reception is not good here..Don't tell Di..she will get worried unnecessarily.." Aakash looks at Anjali who looks at him with a puppy face and innocent eyes... Then Arnav says..with what begins as a simple statement but ends with a very soft tone, "Listen.. Do take care of Di.." with Arnav Singh Raizada gulping down emotionally..his voice drenched in heavy emotions.., " and ..K..Khhushi..." Ok, I admit I gulped..my eyes were tearful.. the emotions Arnav went through..transmitted to me.. I lived those emotions! ...Aakash promises..,"Of Course, Bhai!.. OK, Bhai, talk to Khushi ji..." AHHH Finally... I think Khushi also thought with me that she was never going to get a chance to talk to Arnav...

(Author's Note: Never loved such a simple shot of a phone being transferred between two hands before... Cudos to the CVs)

Most Awaited Most Beautiful & Most Precious Moment: The moment Aakash talks of Arnav talking to Khushi, both their hearts instantly connect... A very different kind of relief gets mixed with their longing..as they both await the moment of them being connected on the phone... both their eyes moist..faces somber... As Khushi puts phone to her ear, Arnav swallows hard...family gathers around Anjali... Khushi gradually paces out in a lonely area.. her steps heavy.. her face tender..eyes welled up..her heart yearning..for that one moment...Arnav... breaths heavily gulps down... as if he hears her breaths on the phone..he feels Khushi' s presence on phone...and that moment comes... "..Khushi..." same soft voice drenched in so may emotions.. the way Arnav calls her name in these special moment says it all!...I was dead already.. my heart missed many beats after stopping for a while..Khushi feels it too ...she breaks down in tears.. the breeze that blows when Arnav is around blows again..enveloping Khushi with his heartfelt emotions...! As Khushi becomes overwhelmed... Arnav's throat chokes with emotions..he knows his Khushi... he knows his Khushi very well! She bursts in tears... unable to say a word... Arnav feels her tears on the other side..his voice chokes..his eyes get teary..he knows what she is thinking about... Arnav answers Khushi's question that she never even asked, a very first! "Khushi... I am fine..Ok?" ..no sound..he knows..says..another first..'Please..do not cry.."ever so soft..ever so gentle... the relief that Khushi feels..the love that Khushi feels..the longing that's in her heart..she wears it in her eyes.. closes her eyes and feels him... his voice... him..., He feels her on the other side... he cannot see her cry otherwise also... he says softly again, "Khushi... enough... just stop...!" As Khushi cries suppressed tears.. he says again, "Khushi, stop crying!" His heart heavy with emotions..his voice drenched in emotions..his face tired but is tender enough to depict how much he can 'feel' her..he struggles with his words, "Khushi..I ..".. "Khhushi..woh.." "Khushi, I ..you..."..As he feels her sobbing on the other side..his emotions reach their peak and he blurts out, "Khushi, I Love You!"..his face drenched in pain ..something that he did not plan... just happened... Khushi's eyes open wide... she heard something so tender but difficult to believe...time stands still for her..her tears still roll down her beautiful face... Arnav can feel her emotions on the other side..his throat still heavy with emotions... he gulps down again... Time stands still for both of them... Beautiful..Beautiful..Beautiful.. I was already dead after the first "Khushi.."... I do not know about Khushi... but I would want to hear it again... just to believe my ears... once again... no doubts but senses are numb...
Translation of complete song:
https://www.6lyrics.com/humne_dekhi_hai_in_aankhon_ki_khamoshi_1969-lyrics-lata_mangeshkar.aspx
(Author's Note: Do listen to the words carefully - they depict Arnav and Khushi's love just the way it is!)pyaar koyi bol nahin, pyaar aawaaz nahin
ek khaamoshi hai sunti hai kahaa karti hai
na ye bujhti hai na rukti hai na thahri hai kahin
noor ki boond hai sadiyon se bahaa karti hai
sirf ehsaas hai ye rooh se mahsoos karo
pyaar ko pyaar hi rahne do koyi naam na do
hamne dekhi hai un aankhon ki mahakti khushboo
haath se chhoo ke ise rishton kaa ilzaam na do
hamane dekhi hai
Love is no voice, nor spoken words
Its only silence which does speak and hears too
It does not pause nor stops and never extinguish
Just a drop of celestial light flowing from eternity
Its only feeling do feel it within your soul
Leave love as it ought to be , Don't give it a name
I have seen the twinkling fragrance in those deep eyes
No need to touch and solemnize this into worldly relations
I have seen

Untold Emotions:
Shyam does not seem to attend to his wife much in critical situations... some fine day this fire princess will notice it and then he will be on the stand... she showed today that even in panic her brain works systematically..and ahead of others..
Nani ji, the majestic pillar, of the family, has a soft heart underneath the tough outer shell... necessary for her to keep the order in house but the softer side to keep and nurture her loved ones... Her shattered self brought tears to my eyes... it was very evident in her reaction how much she worried about Arnav himself!
Mami ji will always be the one bringing smiles on everyone's face even in tough times.. that's her strenght... Nani knows that... she is not harsh on her in tender moments... Mami even brought a smile to Arnav's face!
Arnav and Khush... their longing... their pain..their love.. their ability to 'feel' each other... just beautiful... Arnav probably has every tear of her still fresh in his memory from his departure...
She struggles to have him not leave...she probably was supposed to be the cause to avert the danger that he is in...The way they feel each other over the phone is simply magical...the way Arnav can just call her name and convey thousands of emotions with the one being the best and most prominent is heart warming.. Why did millions of our hearts stopped today for that moment..? Why did we skip a beat today when he said 'I Love you' to Khushi..why did so many of us lived that moment with them? Because their love is the true kind of love.. like a drop of celestial lightening.. it needs to be felt..just like they both do... it is from the heart and soul...it needs no other name but just call it "LOVE"!
Arnav and Khushi - Khushi and Arnav -
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