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Part 38: Mistrust follows Suspicion
-Tera Mera Pyaar Amar Phir Kyoun Mujhko Lagta Hai Daar
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Episode: May 4th
Pehla Pehla Pyaar Hai, Pehli Pehli Baar Hai!
(First Love, For The Very First Time!)
Part 39: My Crazy Bride
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-Tu na pehchaane toh Hai Yeh Teri Nazaroan Ka Koosoor-
Arnav and Khushi - Khushi and Arnav -
Just when Arnav and Khushi's paths were starting to merge leading towards building a bridge of trust between them, Khushi got completely possessed by the thought that Arnav was determined to kill her, Arnav got very worried that something was not right with Khushi. However their communication had comletely fallen apart..thus suspicion led to mistrust and now it has headed in a direction of misunderstanding.
Today saw another unfolding of lcomplete loss of communication between Arnav and Khushi - first walked in the suspicion, followed by loss of communication now, the misunderstanding...as a result of lack or trust...
Possessed with the thought that Arnav is out there to kill her, Khushi walks around aimlessly. As she returns home, she spots Arnav with a noose in his hand... As he spots Khushi looking at him, he lifts his left eyebrow in a question mark...scared Khuhsi runs inside the home. Arnav's eyes follow her...Just then Buaji walks over..Arnav asks her,"Buaji, is this much string good enough to hang clothes to dry?" Overwhelmed Buaji says, "Yes, dear! Bless you! Long Live! You think so much about this household...I cannot reach up there.." she points to the place where she wants the string to be hung...Arnav says in a soft, polite voice, "That's Ok..I will do it!"

Khushi rushes inside her room. Extremely worked up and worried Khushi cannot stop thinking aboutArnav's plan per her imagination...Khushi thinks outloud, "This Laad- Governer, once determined, he is not going to give up...then he is more stubborn than a stain of Jalebi on a whote cloth!..He must have chalked out a plan to kill me!" She is extremely worried, wonders, "What.." when she turns around and sees a long screw driver in her face...she is startled..As soon as she sees Arnav with the screw driver, she screams sooo loudly that the whole neighborhood could hear...Arnav is shocked at her reaction! He tries to calm her down, "Khushi!" Khushi yells at him in return, "Youuu...You are going to use this..."she cannot even generate words to say something coherent...runs out of the room to Arnav's surprise! He looks at the screws in his hands and the screwdriver to fix them on the AC..wonders what is wrong with Khushi... Khushi runs to another room , hides and starts praying to Devi Maiyya! once alittle calmer, she starts in Khushi style..talks to herself.."Arnav Singh Raizad..his name is so impressive that one would think that he will use a cannon to kill me but he could only get a scew driver! I need to maintain a distance from him now.."

Khushi in the kitchen..making Jalebi..thinks outloud.."This is all planned..he got the rat poison - for me! Scewdriver..for me...that rope...for the noose was definitely for me! This is a battle between a bambi and a coyote.."As Khushi struggles with her inner turmoil, the TV host who caused this turmoil returns to the screen and starts giving news in a senational fashion.." Before you lift and eat next bite of a sweet..think, understand and recognize...think is you are committing the same mistake that the poor girl , 2 months shy of her 23rd Birthday, committed! What was her crime that she got a sweet death in return? Look at this innoncent poor girl..now let us meet Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada's family.. Khushi visualizes and imagines her own death...She sees that everyone in the family on both the sides are crying inconsolably...on losing Khushi...to death!..incliding HP...Then she sees that the host says, "KKGSR not only loved human beings but animals too. There comes an inteview of Laxmi on Khushi's death where Laxmi can bearly say a thing. The host further reports that no one at AR companies has eaten lunch now as there is no Khushi to provide Lunch to them...Every news makes Khushi cry more...Then the host talks about..ASR.."There is only one person who said only two words on KKGSR's death...in an interview clip we see Arnav turn around, clenching his teeth says, "What The..!" this is good enough for media to sell their story..They keep taliking about his style and wonder of he is behind her death..As Khushi bursts out crying...Buaji walks in, "Is it someone's Birthday today that you made so many Jalebies?" Khushi screams, "NOOO..I am not eating any Jalebi..I do not want a sweet death..a sweet that will cause death.." Khuhsi cannot talk straight..Buaji all confused gets frustrated with Khushi!..
Aaj hai yeh kaise bahke se jazbaat
No aap nazar aatein hai na yeh halaat
kho gayi hai kahaan humari jannat
mangi thi humne aap ki hi mannat
My thoughts are stray now..
I cannot see anything clearly
seems like I lost my peace of heavens
when I only wished for you and you!
A precious moment: Arnav in the kitchen with Garima..as Garima prepares milk."Auntie, are you shure that she is alright? She did not eat dinner properly either..? Arnav says worried. Garima says, "God alone knows what's wrong with her! I will go get her this milk!" Arnav immediately takes the glas of milk from Garima's hands and says, "OH no Auntie! I willl bring it to her..it is late already why don'e you go relax and I will bring milk to Khuhsi.." Garima gently pats Arnav's face, "OK, as you wish.." Arnav goes, "OK, Good Night!" This beautiful moment shows that Arnav has bonded with Garima very well and may be some day he might call her, "Amma".
Arnav enters the room with the glass of milk in his hand..closes the door behind him and says, "Khushi, drink this milk! You did not have dinner either..." Khushi, extyremely nervous - stops rocking her body and wonders,"Whole day I protected myself! Now what am I going to do for the night? How do I keep myself safe.." Arnav comes closer with the glass of milk in his hand, Khushi strigntehs up, looks at him suspiciously..
Worried Arnav asks, "Khushi, tell me the truth...are you alright? Shall I call doctor.." Khushi thinks, "I know why you want to get the doctor ..so that you can have him/her give me poison in an injection.. I have figured you and your dark plans out, Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada!" She immediately sits up in the bed, brings a forced smile to her face and says, "No, I do not fancy any other thing now..see I am completely alright.." Khushi flutters her eyes and smiles.. Arnav gets frustratred..he says, "OKay, then I will leave it here, you can drink it afterwards." He places the milk on the side table and leaves..Khushi examines the milk with suspicious eyes..

Most Hilariuos Moment of Poor Arnav's Crazy Bride: Night Time: Arnav peacefully asleep even with the bed screetching with every turn..Khuhsi tries very hard to fall asleep..finally she does only to wake up underneath a smothering pillow in the middle of night.. As she struggles and screams in a suffocated voice.."save me.." Arnav wakes uup.."What happened?" He puts the light on and asks, "What happened, Khushi?...Khushii!...Khushi!!!" Khushi stops smothering herself..looks around..Arnav worried asks, "Did you have a nightmare?" he reaches for her..Khushi immediately howls a short scream and pulls back.."Yes..Yes..it was a nightmare.." He again tries to reach for her worried says, "Khushii.." she again pulls away quickly, "I said it was a nightmare,"s Khushi ays as she sits up in the bed. "You go to sleep..go to sleep..she says to Arnav.he is all confused at her weird behavior..Khushi curls up with her pillow. Arnav switches the light off and goes back to sleep. I burst out laughing as I just took everything at face value and enjoyed the moments...My heart pitied Arnav though...his Khushi is really crazy..

It's dawn...we see that Khushi is fightying to keep her eyes open to keep a watch on Arnav..who, by the way, is asleep peacefully..Khushi wonders how long she is going to run away from him..jumps out of the bed..thinks hard... She considers runniing away but then realizes that Arnav will surely serach for her successfully..Finally she decided that it is better to dye herself or kill herself than let Arnav kill her or keep running away..just like the old fashiloned Queens used to do - instead of allowing the enemy yo kill them, they would often committ suicide with dignity..
Khushi dressed for the day..decides that she should write her will before she dies..she thinks about her mere 1000 rupees and some small nic nacs.
She sits down with her diary determined that she will give everyone close to her something in her will. First one on her list... Anjali - she leaves her and her baby with the herbal remedy for good health. Then comes the little bell - she leaves that for the goat, Laxmi. Naniji is left with the special Luknow style footwear..Leaves her Piggy bank for Buaji and emotionally decides to leave all her love for her parents...Content with her living will she packs everything and places it in the Armoire..
then she places a special note on Sa;lmaan's poster..to be left untouched for her sake..Then she walks over and looks at her hanging stars..pulls out diary and writes something...wonder if she left all those stars for her dear Arnav..only he knows what those stars means to her...they both seek their parents in the stars..
Just then, Arnav walks in..asks, "Khushi, are you alright?" For once she does not scream but does not look at him or answer him directly..murmumrs.."Yes, alright...now that I have to die..so much to do... write the will..say good byes..how much is there to do before I die... Baffled Arnav leaves worried..
Khushi in the kitchen, cooking..Buajhi walks in says, "Move aside! I ahve to prepare pasta for my son-in-law!" Khushi says, "No, Buaji! Today I am cooking..everyone'd favorite dish.. for the lsat time..and then I have to go to Shantivan too..". to see Jiji..Payal.." Buaji puzzled..asks, "What did you say, for God's sake?" Khushi keeps talking to herself.."No, if I go to Shantivan - I will become too emotional..may be I should just call her..Right Buaji!" Buaji all confused at her blabber..says, "do as you wish!" and leaves. Khushi picks up her phone and calls Payal. Payal asks her how she is, Khushi rushes her to grab a paper and pen and start writing down..Payal follows: "When my blue dress comes back from the cleaners you keep it! If you have a son, name him "AluKumar' or if its a girl then name her 'Poori Kumari". She reminds Payal of some child hood memories associated with these names..apologizes for the times she played mishief and Payal got scolded. As Payal wonders of Khushi has gone crazy,,,she gets emotional and hangs up..as soon as she reminds her that she loves her so much!

Untold Emotons:
First of all, let us forget that this is supposed to be emotionally charged period for both Arnav and Khushi - recuperation in a diffrent surrounding after their hasty marriage and strained relationship...this is a period where emotionally loaded little falls, handhelds, multiple lose embraces, small caring things like the 'Gol Gappe' should be happening... where Arnav and Khushi come closer to each other emotionally and thus physically..a bond of trust starts building up..
CVs decided to go the brainless comedy way..where Khushi will turn into a brainless stupid person and Arnav will reduce to a mere mechanic - fixer upper around the house... Khushi not only believes that Arnav is trying to kill her but she is trying to escape..I mean..she alreay has a clause where she will be free after three more months anyway..none of them is willing to put their energy in finding out the truth... BUT they are just the characters who will play as their writers want them to..
So here, I make them do what I can do to preserve their dignity...
Khushi has lost it due to nervous breakdown and no emotional outlet..so she believes this tupid thing that Arnav wants to kill her. On the other hand, Arnav is worried sick about his crazy bride and trying to keep an eye on her to keep her safe and out of trouble. So he wants to sing a song for Khushi:
Yeh mera deewanpan hai
Ya mohabbat ka suroor
Tu na pechnahe toh hai yeh
Teri nazroan ka kusoor
This is my craziness for you
or call it my passionate love for you
If you fail to recogize it
then your eyes have failed you
I dare say this because, I see Arnav 10 more steps closer to Khushi in recognizing his love for her but Khushi is still making a derogatory move into the negative territory - of course because, I cannot help her here...
Here come the first time lovers, trading the path of their first love - on a rocky surface now...one is emotionally on the verge of break down..other one holding the ground firmly..who breaks down first only time will tell ... ..❤️
Arnav and Khushi - Khushi and Arnav -
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Part 40: Till Death Do Us Part - Dono Ne Kiya Tha Pyaar Magar
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