SHIVIKA- SUBMITTING TO THEIR FEELINGS shot 2 on page 2

I thought of writing this about a year ago but never got around to it lol, recently it came back to me and I still thought it'll be enjoyable to write, hopefully it's enjoyable for you guys to read.

Senario- shivay has forced anika into marrying him just the way he did in the show, daksh arrives on the evening of the reception. He shows how angry and betrayed he feels by his friend and a family who he thought of as his own, controlling the situation dadi allows him to stay in the mansion until shivay comes to some sort of conclusion of what was going happen with his marriage. Everyone objected her but she knew it was for the best as she knew her grandson inside out and having daksh around will only take him closer to anika, so she finalised her decision.

A couple of days later Shivay came back from the office, no one seemed to be at home, then as he passed the pool area he heard some familiar voices. As he walked over he saw anika sat with daksh, drinking, his anger soared to a new high. He punched the pillar in frustration, he might have forced her into this marriage and never accepted her but she was still his wife. How could she so openly cheat him under his roof, no he won't let that happen, he determinedly strides over to where they were.

Getting closer he heard daksh telling her how much he cared for her, how much he loved her, how he will always protect her, how he won't let Shivay anywhere near her. Then he saw daksh trying to put his arm around her, too bad Shivay had reached them and held daksh's hand and flung his arm away from her. "Shut up daksh" he yelled. But to his fury, anika got up to defend daksh, he saw her finding it difficult to stand straight she was drunk. "Don't you dare speak to him like that" she slurred, "look what you've done to her" Shivay accused daksh but got pushed back by anika.

"Him!!! No he hasn't done this ...you've done this to me" she continued to do push him as she sobbed. Shivay knew he had been bad to her, hurt her but she had hurt him too, she must know she's hurt him, he never admitted it but they both knew there was some between them. She must know, he thought as he faced her blows, Shivay let her take out her anger as he knew in his heart he deserved it. "Why...why...why
...did you do this to me?" Shivay had no answers, not now, not here. All the while daksh smirked I as he watched the agony he had caused between them. Anika hates you Shivay he thought now there's nothing to stop me from making her mine soon.

Just anika ran out of energy and clasped against Shivay, her desperation bought painful ache to shivay's heart as he helplessly picked her up. Daksh stepped forward to take her off his hands but Shivay turned away from him, "I don't think so daksh... stay away from her while she is married to me" " but she hates you Shivay and we both know she would much rather prefer it in my bed" boast daksh. "Shut up ... that won't happen... she is my wife now" with that shivay walked off, not wanting to hearing further.

Shivay carried her in his arms to his room, images of daksh, seeing anika in his room, anika accepting his proposal flashed in front of him, his claims rang in his ears, "anika will spend the night with me... she was amazing... she asked for 15 lacks in return of spending the night with me...we both know she would rather be in my bed". Shivay closed his eyes in disgust, still trying to understand how he could get her so wrong. As he got in the room he closed the doors behind him and looked the anika, unconscious but her brokenness showing clearly on her face. Her face was stained with dry tears and that broke his heart, the great sso felt broken by an ordinary middle class girl because no matter how hard he tried he just couldn't hate her.

Just like at the beginning he might have wanted to defeat her more than anything but he felt no joy in seeing her defeated. He couldn't seem to disconnect from his feelings for her and he hated that. So what if she had accepted daksh's proposal, so what if she had slept with him it's her life she can do what she likes but no even in his thoughts that wasn't an option, he couldn't think of her with anyone but himself.

Shivay stood there just looking at her, when she started to flutter her eyes without opening them, she called out his name in her sleep and hearing that softened something in Shivay, a few seconds later she opened her eyes. Shivay put her down, placing her carefully so she didn't fall as she was still swaying from the drink. As anika stood up she, to his surprise, put her arms around his neck. " Shivay... shivay... why do you hate me so much??" Shivay just sighed in pain, if only I could he thought. She looked at him in the eyes, she was smiling at him, as if trying to read his thoughts through the loving stare, and it seemed that she had managed too.

"How could you do this to me...every time I think I know you... you just prove me wrong... how could you stoop so low...how??" Shivay remained silent, answering in his mind, how could I? How could you do that... I thought we had a connection how could you betray me... but still, if only I could hate you. And as if she could read his mind, she moved her hands to cup his face, shivay gave an gulp as his breath hitched in his throat, bringing tears to his eyes with the sudden comfort he felt with her touch. She massaged his face, softly speaking, "you don't hate me!" It was a statement and so so true it was.

Shivay didn't want to allow her in his thoughts but I looked as if she could see through him, composing himself he pushed her hands off but she only put them back around his neck. "I don't know what you're on about... I...hate... you" his words come out as a broken whisper showing their hollowness. She smiled, bringing her lips to his, she felt his breathing increase as he intensively looked at her lips almost closing his eyes. "Lair" she laughed and continued to move closer. In his mind shivay couldn't control his emotions or his body he wanted this too so moving his face to the side was one of the hardest things he'd ever had to do, "you're drunk".

Not willing to give up, anika started to peck the side of his face, slowly moving down to his jawline, down the side of his neck, shivay groaned at these new sensations awaken in him, he was loving it, nothing he'd ever experienced matched this, he wanted to let her carry but knowing her current state didn't allow him to. He grabbed the sides of her waist to stop himself from hugging her or even more, "stop it anika" he managed to whisper with great difficulty. " really you want me to stop...lair... if you wanted me to stop you'd be pushing me away and not holding onto me" she whispered back continuing to leave light kisses next his ear. She was right and shivay knew it but he couldn't, not like this.

"You always said you could sense me...and I know how..." she giggled with certainty, "you always know I'm there because your heart races when I'm around you" she whispered in between the kisses. Shivay was astonished at how much she actually knew him but he couldn't admit to it, "nonsense...I don't know what you're saying" "really" she challenged as she moved her hand down to place it on top of thumping heart, "lair" shivay could feel her victorious laughter next to his ear, whilst he cursed his for not staying under control. " I said just stop it" he want to sound angry, in control and ordering but all that came out was a bearly heard whisper.

"Stop trying so hard to make me stop... because I know how much you want this too" she said as she moved back to face him, "you don't want me to stop" shivay had no reply as he knew by now that she was right and she knew it, he slowly nodded his head negatively, she gave a him a questionable look and then moved her body closer to his, rubbing her pelvis with his feeling his erection. Both of them shuddered and moaned at this contact, "liar" she smiled proudly as she continued to rock herself against him, moaning sweetly. Shivay was at the end of his teader, he was loosing control and fast he had to get her to stop. He took her in an urgent embrace and pleaded " stop it anika please stop it ... I don't want this not like this".

To his amazement she stopped in fact she seemed to have become motionless, a few seconds later he moved her head back to see that she had fallen asleep. He sighed in relief, "omg woman... you drive me crazy... I can't believe how much you actually know me" he admitted to himself for the first time. Smiling to himself, he thought of what had just happened and how amazing it felt but he knew there was no way he could've carried on with her being in this state. Moments later he picked her up took her to the bed, gently placing her down he tucked her in the blanket. She looked a lot more peaceful now, he quickly put the loose strands of hair behind her before leaving for a much needed cold shower.


Please do let me know what you think... second shot coming soon and it's gona be hot!!!

Hello everyone I already had this posted but it wouldn't let me edit or add to it saying the post is closed so I've just put it up again hopefully I am going to finish it soon xxx

Love it!! Eagerly waiting for Part 2 :)

Hello I haven't been on here for a while and it seems that all my post have been closed has that happened to everyone??

Originally posted by: Fatimapervez

Hello I haven't been on here for a while and it seems that all my post have been closed has that happened to everyone??

Hope u update this soon

Lovely awesome amazing

Shot2


The next morning Shivay checked on anika before he left for office, she was still asleep. He stood for a few minutes admiring her sleeping form, she looked so innocent he thought, then remembering the previous night bought a smile to his face but the next moment he recalled daksh and his claims, not knowing what to believe he decided to investigate into the matter later, so he left instructing the maid not to disturb anika and to get her some fresh lemon juice and headache pills for when she wakes up.

Shivay struggled all day to concentrate on any work, his mind constantly going back to last night, yeah anika was drunk but isn't being drunk supposed to bring out a person's true feelings. Daksh had made claims about anika and he had even seen her in his room but still there was something not quite right about the whole thing. Not being able to think straight Shivay was glad when home time came around and rushed back without any delay.

On his way home Shivay decided that it would be best for him to just talk to anika and set things straight. But to his dismay he bumped into the last person he wanted to see, daksh, who walked over to him whistling in delight. Smirking proudly daksh greeted Shivay with his normal chirpy self, something Shivay admired once upon a time but now a days he just couldn't stand, "good evening Shivay... hope you had a nice day". Shivay didn't reply just looked away in annoyance but before he could walk off, "how do I look Shivay", asked daksh urgently, Shivay just looked at him puzzled, "oh I forgot to mention...I'm going on a diner date with anika" laughed daksh.

Shivay's frustration was at the highest point but he didn't want to create a scene in front of daksh as he knew that daksh was fully aware of how to irritate him and did so on purpose. So instead of reacting Shivay walked away in anger, reaching his room he opened the doors to a site his sore eyes couldn't resist but to stare at. Anika was all glammed up, in a halter neck yellow dress, she looked amazing. She was stood in front of the mirror finishing her ravishing make up with a sexy red lipstick. Shivay was so baffled by her beauty that unknowingly a "wow left his lips but the next second it registered to him that she was getting ready for daksh.

Hearing his voice bought him to anika's attention, she gave him a quick glance before returning back to finishing her lips. "Oh you're back early...I'm sorry I had nowhere else to get ready... but don't worry I'm leaving in a second. Her announcement was very calm and causal but Shivay was experiencing an emotional storm. How can she be so calm, he thought, after what she did last night she is now getting ready to go out with daksh.

Closing the doors behind him, he furiously strided up to her, " so you're going out eh? "Yeah I'm going out for diner with daksh. Just hearing that from her Shivay lost his cool and grabbed her by the arm, pulling her towards himself, "how could you...after what happened last night he screamed in anger. Anika was lost she couldn't remember anything about the previous night, she was shocked in the morning to have woken up on shivay's bed. Not being able to comprehend shivay's anger, "last night...what happened last night? She asked curiously. Shivay wasn't sure at what he was more annoyed now at her getting ready to go out with daksh or at the fact that she didn't remember, what had happened last night, how could-she forget, what had felt so amazing.

Suddenly Shivay felt his anger dying away, maybe it was the affect of being so close to her, like always nothing else seemed to matter but them. Looking calmly into her eyes, "oh really you don't remember what happened last night?...why don't I remind you... or better still why don't I show you he said huskily. As always anika was lost in his stare, "are you sure... you don't remember anything Shivay asked to be sure, anika who was still lost in those blue eyes just Just hummed in response stating that she had missed the question, " are you sure... you can't remember anything from last night repeated Shivay, his question registered a bit better this time and she shook head negatively.

"Ok... then let me remind you Shivay said taking her by the hand and leading back to the door. There were many questions in Shivay's mind that needed answering before he could carry on from were they off from last night. After what anika had done when she was drunk lead Shivay to have doubts about believing daksh's claims about her asking to be paid for spending a night with him. He needed to clear things up but he didn't want to throw any accusations at her and loose face, when they reached to the closed doors, he stood Anika in his place from last night and he himself took hers.

Still holding her hand and looking into her eyes, " I want to ask you something he expressed nervously, "what she asked still looking into his eyes, "where...did you get the 15 lacks from to pay for Sahil's fees, Shivay asked hesitantly watching her confused at his very random question. Anika heard the question and was bought out of her current trance. "What she asked in confusion, just to make sure she'd heard right, Shivay however didn't want to sound suspicious, "erm... dadi said you were planning on sending Sahil to a boarding school... so I just... wondered " dadi told you? " well...no I just heard her mention it... Shivay didn't want to mention daksh, but he feared the answer he was so eagerly waiting for as he saw Anika get a bit restless about the whole topic. Anika however was shocked at his random interest in Sahil especially after the whole wedding scenario. There was a momentary silence as she weighed up his game and he almost drove his anxiety of needing to know the answer sky high.

Finally Anika thought answering the question can't cause any harm, "well... did dadi not mention the loan? Her answer came very nervously but she relaxed to see some tension being released in Shivay's big sigh. "Loan? He inquired urgently, "yeah...I applied for a bank loan...and asked dadi to help me with it... she asked shakti uncle to have a word with the bank manager her uncomfortableness was evident but Shivay just felt a huge burden of his chest and started to feel all warm inside, which caused a smile to appear on lips. Anika panicked watching him smirk and nervously continued, " i am going to pay the loan off... promise...please don't involve Sahil in anything else...I Shivay saw tears form in her eyes as fear of something happening to Sahil took over her. He cursed himself for mentioning Sahil, not knowing what to do he gently cupped her face in his hands and shushed her until she paid enough attention to listen, "shush... it's ok... I was just asking... I'm not involving Sahil in anything else I promise she looked into his eyes for reassurance and calmed down as she saw the sincerity in them, tears rolled down her face as she steadied herself. Shivay felt disgusted at the way he had treated her on the wedding day, his natural reaction was to quickly wipe away her tears, still cupping her face in his palms whilst planting a couple kisses on her forehead. He did that out of concern but Anika felt the heat rise her cheeks as she felt the tenderness shown by this beast of a person.

She tried to move away from the awkwardness but he didn't let her go instead he apologised with a mocking smirk, " I'm sorry... and anyway this... is nothing compared to what you did last night still blushing but very relaxed now Anika asked very innocently " what...what did I do "erm...I'll show you...shall I " still clueless Anika just waited in anticipation.


TO BE CONTINUED

hehe i love angry shivaay turning into lover shivaay

Originally posted by: sosweetsumi

hehe i love angry shivaay turning into lover shivaay

So do I xxx