Mere Shivvay - Part 4

Of course the midnight romance left us all breathless and wanting more and I guess ShivIka very much in need of cooling off in their private pool. ☺️

Wait!! what am I saying 😲- these two even sizzle in that pool and set it on fire, don't they ??!!!

Well I guess the bathroom then but now my mind is galloping off at full speed with naughty thoughts...😳

Damn!! how do these two get it on to first base and then just go off to bed!!!!

Superhuman effort for sure on both their parts and more so where our Billu ji is concerned .. sigh!!! 😳

So anyways this is about HER Shivvay from the morning who, to her alarm and embarrassment, turned into the 'kiss blowing' cheapde chichora piya by late evening 😉

I hugged her, in order to comfort her and keep her from taking flight again like a wounded bird seeking to escape and hide. But strangely enough, while I comforted her, I too felt comforted by the fact that she was safe and secure within my arms and no one could hurt her while she stayed there. Protecting her and safeguarding her had somehow become of prime importance to me now off late. As her tough facade chipped away a little everyday it revealed to me the scared and frightened 'little girl' that still lived inside there, waiting for someone to come rescue her from this eternal pain.

I held on to her a little tighter at that thought as if by doing that I could squeeze away all the years of humiliation, sadness and disappointment she was recounting to me about. It felt so natural, right and absolutely normal that I had her on my lap, my arms encircling her in a snug circle, while my lips kept placing feather light kisses on her soft and silky hair to sooth away all that bitterness and absorb that poison into myself.

I could handle that kind of poison because I grew up drinking it almost on a daily basis in the Family that I lived in. Taking in another huge gulp from Annika's cup so as to rid her of her poison which was so freely flowing after years of keeping it inside, would be no big deal. My body had already created an antidote to these poisons that had been part of my life for so long now. So adding another dose to it was not a major issue.

She was the most precious and fragile thing in my life right now and keeping her happy, peaceful and content was all that I cared about. Hugging her, kissing her, caressing her and soothing away that pain was the only thing my mind registered until I felt her pull away from my comfortable hug and distance herself from me awkwardly. Her claims that I pulled her onto my lap were absurd. I mean yes! Of course I enjoyed our close encounter and the feel that came with it but to insinuate that I had initiated it was ridiculous. I would never in my wildest dreams initiate something this "tame" with my Pannika. I play on a whole different level you see!!

I guess tonight would be the perfect opportunity, if it presented itself to my good fortune, to show her the level at which I would initiate intimacy if I ever did. She still has a lot to learn about my 'games' and the 'level' at which I play them. 😉

Originally posted by: LordLuminous

Okay but seriously, can we talk about how Shivaay went full cheapde on Annika. 🤣 Who knew our Billuji had a naughty side.

Originally posted by: -Ishqbaaaz-

Shivaay's naughty/cheapde roop was revealed lonnggg time ago 😆
So true... remember the first pool scene ... not naughty but cheapde for sure 😉

Originally posted by: -Ishqbaaaz-

Shivaay's naughty/cheapde roop was revealed lonnggg time ago 😆

Originally posted by: asya34

Originally posted by: shanry

Absolutely kidki thood, darwaza thood, ghar thood, dimaag thood post!!! AWESOME!!!!!

Your writing has gone to a different plane and taken me to another planet altogether.

Amazing depiction of Shivaay's thoughts that resonate so well with his character, as we've seen it develop over the past few months, that you can actually picture those thoughts going through his mind as you watch the scene mentioned.

I loved yesterday's episode, you just made it better - didn't think that was possible.

Brilliant 👏