Ting! Ting! It's Love!! ShivIka SS. Part 5 updt on pg:17

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Khidki

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Posted: 8 years ago

#51

Beautiful

Sry for being late.. I wanted to read this aaram se.. 😆

"Love is not my cup of tea!"

Anika is scared of Love,

He is confused..

But they are more than head over heels in Love.

Love teda hai... Sach hi kaha hai..!

Bahut acha thaa..!

Aur kya boloon... Aa gale lag jaa... 🤗

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floral

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Posted: 8 years ago

#52

wow awesome updates sharmi

really loved it dear

plzzz do continue soon

thanks for the pm dear😊

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asya34

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Posted: 8 years ago

#53

Sharmi ... Update pls!!!!! aise cliffhangers de kar pagal kar do gi humen

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jarir2010

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Posted: 8 years ago

#54

hey,its great.brilliant writing.read all parts in a go.update soon👏

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sharmi

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Shivaay...

My orbs dilated... I couldn't register what she said. Did she just now say that she couldnt?!

"What?!"

Silence...
She looked at me and I at her. She stayed quiet, while I was waiting for her to reply.

"Love is not my cup of tea." These words that she said echoed in my mind.
Why?
But she once said right..she too wanted to experience these feelings. She too wished to fall in love. Didn't She? And now when i ask her... she doesn't look into my eyes.. Nd says "i cannot." Now she is confusing me to the core. Some minutes before we were kissing each other like there was no tomorrow... and now... she doesn't want to love Me?! Where does this make sense.
I am going nuts... I wanted my answers. Right now!

"Why Anika?! You expect me to give all those to you...when u can't give yourself to Me! Where does this go? What sense does this make. What is bothering you? Nd y r u running away from these feelings?"

Silence.. the staring session goes on. There was something in her eyes that i couldn't decipher. It looked like...like... fear.

"I...I..." she stuttered. She started releasing herself from me... but i held her in place. She snapped up at me.

"Leave me..." she said.

"And y on the earth should I? Unless this crap is not sorted out... u and I r not going anywhere. Understood."

"But..."

"Under-stood Anika Darling!" I pressed the words that she stayed in place. Now i moved back and rested my back on the wall. She was still on my lap..her arms around my neck and mine secured around her waist. Gazes locked.

"Now tell me... what is it Anika? Don't u trust me enough to share what's in your heart." I said softly. Nd stroked her back. She relaxed a bit and placed her face on my chest.
My thumb wiped of her tears nd caressed her cheek.

"I trust u more than myself Shivaay." She whispered.

"Then tell me Anika. Why?"

She breathed in deeply and started.

"Shivaay... my life has always been very different and unfair. It's not what u think. Life was never easy for me. I had to fight this whole world... alone." She paused...
"Alone... I was left alone. And nothing can be more painful than loneliness. Whoever i have loved has left me. My parents... my chutki... Sahil's parents... everyone. U know that Sahil is my weakness as well as strength... but he is more a weakness.
Love has been my weakness... always. It pains when we lose someone close to our heart...and in my case I have lost all of them. I can't afford to lose u. I cant fall weak once again Shivaay. I can't make u my weakness. I tried my best to stay from you... thinking that ignoring you will be the best for me...for..."

"For?!"

"For us...
My life is filled with darkness... it is the same darkness that i am afraid of. My life is bitter Shivaay... nd i dont want to fill your life with my bitterness.
Pain.
It has been my best friend till date. It was someone...who was always wid me...nd will always be. I cant turn ur beautiful life into hell. I cant darken your life. I should leave u for your own good. I fear that i may lose u Shivaay. Which I can't bear. I have already lost many... I dont have enough strength in me to bear a loss once again. I just... cant. I have loved u soo much... u r not close to my heart. U r my heart Shivaay...and if i lose my heart... I can't live."

Nd she cried her heart out...
I didn't realize when tears sprang out from my eyes. I hugged her close nd she buried herself in me. I couldn't stand her tears... her pain. It was like someone stabbed me with a dagger.

"No Anika... U r really very strong. Nd i havent met a stronger woman than u in my life. And that's what i admire most about you. U r independant, strong, brave, selfless nd u make others smile. I want to be your strength Anika nd not your weakness. I want to give u all the love u craved for... in all these painfull years. I will give u every single happiness of this world...u know Why?
Nd i cupped her face and looked into her eyes.

"Cuz..you deserve them Anika. I will turn your life into the most sweetest one.. wiping of every bit of bitterness. I will light every corner of your life removing darkness from them, nd u will have to be no more afraid of darkness. If I am ur heart...then u are my heartbeat Anika...my breath. Nd there is no heartbeat without a heart. I cannot think of a life without you. Your tears will be replaced with smiles. And I want to be the reason u smile Anika."

She started shedding more tears and hugged me close... nd i reciprocated the hug. All i could do was pull her closer that our bodies were flushed together amidst tears.
We stayed like that for sometime. I kissed her hairs and caressed them with utmost tenderness.

She was a rose. A wild rose. Whose life is full of thorns... but when it blooms it becomes the queen of flowers. So beautiful. Her life maybe filled with pain... but i promised myself that she will smile. I wanted to keep her far from tears for lifetime. Make her life the best.

I myself didn't know how and why I said those. Was it I...SSO said it? Was it the man to whom all that mattered was name..lineage and blood..cried for a girl, who has no NKK... Nd i...i promised her to make her smile...
Why?
Why?
Why did these emotions overflow... i was never expressive... but what is it that made my heart speak for the first time. What is this feeling? I never hesitated when i flirted with her... when i enjoyed the feeling when she blushed whenever i neared her. I enjoyed being with her. Y did my heart crave for her?

I thought and thought...

Did I love her too. Did I feel the same way she felt for me. But i have never gone through something like this in my life. Nd y is this bothering me soo damn much?
Nd y am I not clear about it...

But I couldn't take her tears...
Her tears pained my heart so much. I maybe could never feel what she went through all these years.. but i could understand her pain. I have never felt others pain like mine... unless it was for OmRu. Her pain felt so personal... so much.. that she was hurt.. Nd nd it pained me...
Some familiar words flashed in front of me...

"Shivaay Mark my words...
Ek din tumhari zindagi kisi aur ki ho jaayegi...Aur tujhe pata bhi nahi chalega.
Roegi vo..par aansu teri bahaayenge...
Chott usse lagegi...par dard...dard tujhe hoga..
Saansein uski rukegi... par dumm..dumm tera ghutega...
Uss Din..duniya ki koi bhi taaqat...koi bhi paisa...koi bhi naam...kaam nahi karegi."

"Sach mein dhal jaaye hain qisse...
Dil se dohraane ke baad...

Ishq par hoga yakeen...
Ishq hojaane ke baad..."