What can I say about yesterday's episode ? I was left holding my heart as it beat like a frenzied galloping horse about throw off its rider (me). How can I appreciate the actors any more for their fabulous performances, and the production for their imagination.
Correct behaviour of not, it was breathtaking imagery.


Shivaay cannot win with Annika. I think he discovered that right then when he held her, shaking in her tumultuous defeat. He used her most precious Sahil to bend her to his will. It was very cruel and heartless, whatever his pure intentions.
Is it alright to hurt other people, just to keep our family happy? What makes your family's happiness so above other peoples' ? Yes, sure, he proved that power and wealth can make anything happen. but there are consequences.
I wept as she screamed for Sahil, thinking he was blown up in the car, that pain was difficult to see. She ran to the burning car, uncaring of the danger, only that her precious little brother was in there. Annika is as fiery as Shivaay in her love for the brother.
He realized the pain he unleashed and ran after her to stop her from hurting herself. She rained his chest with blows, hard blows , he reared back with pain, desperate to get beyond this hysterical wrath and tell her Sahil was alright.
He can't win with her. Whatever blow he hits her, will hit himself also. An all consuming relationship they have gotten stuck in, mutually explosive in anger, will be mutually intense in loving too.
Shaadi karo ...
it wasn't " marry me". Just "Marry " .. A rude obnoxious order, a dead end, a jump off a cliff, an ultimatum.
Don't marry ME, I'm going to discard you tomorrow. Just sit there today. I need a living body to sit there. And you gave me no choice as to who I preferred.

He still didn't want her. He had no intentions on staying married to her. He just needed to get through this day. He isn't any closer to admitting that he loved her at all. His prejudices are very much intact and kicking..
She breaks down. God , that was heartbreaking. She lost and she knew it. He held her, as the victor, unhappy with the win as well.
He was holding her hands back, and she was sobbing in defeat all alone. He was of no comfort, but is the bully who went too far.
I'm slightly afraid of her payback now. He's a fool if he thinks she won't give back as hard she got.