Ok, I am all charged up today although deprived of sleep for 48 hours 😆, Enjoying the phase of Insomnia 😆
For all who are confused as to what khichdi in the universe' Shivaay baby' is preparing from the last 3-4 episodes , this post is for them...
Naaahh! DO NOT expect any correct direction from me for your thoughts :P Read this only to get confused a bit more because I am all but enjoying this khichdi that he has started to make... it really, really smells good and from the last night's episode it seems to taste delicious too 😉
Before I start, let me tell you frankly , I TOO was equally disappointed with shivaay and his stunts ,he should have actually given us a disclaimer of never trying such idiotic stunts at home and your love life :P. But then after watching the episodes again and again and again.. and specially because of my darling GEET I refresh my thought process and changed by angle for 90 to 145 and I came to this conclusion ... That what he is preparing is not just khichdi but actually is Oberoi Special Masala khichdi.. with a tinch of nuts. 😆
SO Shi-WHY...!
He says what he is feeling is Nothing... Nothing... Nothing.
Then we rewind to the scene where he recollects Love angels Nuska... Dhaak dak..Dhaak dak... Dhaak dak...
then we rewind a little more to the scene where he says, "kal raat me kuch keh raha tha, I was not in my senses, un baton ka kuch Ma..." And was interrupted only to be slapped emotionally by HER "Kuch matlab NAHI THA".
Ouch ! 😆
Did you hear a cracking sound?? Don't you think this sound is familiar to the cracking sound we heard when Anika was standing looking at shivaay getting engaged to Tia ... hmmm they pay back each other the cracks also :P takkar ka haan .. so they scored 1 on 1 .
Now getting back to our tape... rewind a little more to the scene where he was in an inebriated state to the scene we will always watch on repeat "SAME-TO-SAME" scene. Where he says "Mujhe tumse kuch kehena hai .. main wo.. main wo..wo main.. main.. pya- ... main bhul gaya"
How many of you felt your heart beats racing at the speed of 280kmph and suddenly ..Creaachhh...THAD! suddenly ceased by a Speed breaker! BOOM and after this HE sleeps .. shamelessly.. that too on her shoulder just to stop our already laboured breath.. and this "No_Way_Not_At_All_IN_LOVE" man, he doesn't stop there this cheapde insaan stares - the hell out of this planet tearing the ozone layer , right to the milky-way and back - into her eyes and only to fall back to sleep in her LAP ! Come-on Shivaay baby.. You are utilising all our reikis in one single day, give us a break... *drinks water and rubs of the sweat..phew*
Now Fast forward your tape to the scene yesterday again and pause at the scene where he has a small SSO-Jhanvi chat session , in which he says "I have taken the right decision which I should have taken it long back".. hmmm.. why not remind him that - You had already taken the same decision -already had a mandap ready once-already dressed as a dulha once- already done the varmala once- already wanted a miracle once- already wanted to runaway once- you already ran away once- you are already half married once ...DUDE! *hussshhh breathes in and breathes out*.
This man with Kanji Eyes is a pro player in the game we used to play in childhood , remember "LAND and WATER" 😆 Without Anika he is on land , with Anika he is in Water! And this "No_Way_Not_At_All_IN_LOVE" insaan is just mastering it day by day, minute by minute, second by second! [ Give him an award - A Lady Baba FREE with universe full of reikis] He has earned this seriously 😆
So with all this session of re-winding I have come to this conclusion that-
He is Scuffling with his emotions in his heart and battling his thoughts in his mind AND brawling between his emotions in heart and thoughts in mind together... He is so much deep in this mess.
As you above in our rewinding and forwarding play...
He takes one step ahead towards his heart and the very next moment takes a step back towards his mind.
His mind is alarming him about the "LAKEER" and again the very next moment he sees her his heart is over-powering him. This time his heart decides to take a few more steps forward and yet again his mind wins the battle.
BUT, he doesn't stop there , he starts the fight again... he re-plays the same game of tug-of-war again.. and he will keep doing that ..!
And WE all know the phrase which he is unintentionally following - "TRY TRY TILL YOU SUCCEED" ;)
Because- NO he doesn't want the heart to win but the GIRL who has resided there is Strong and powerful and beautiful so he knows somewhere in his mind too.. that his heart is almost close to WIN
Did you all notice the change in his expressions? His tussle between mind and heart is continuous day and night and he is loosing control, he is nothing but becoming weak, his inner SHIVAAY is getting exposed. And he has come into terms with this weakness of this just a few hours ago and thus the SSO he was and is trying to maintain it' takes this sudden impulsive decision to marry the Girl he was once Half married to !
Have you ever seen a lion putting himself into bars and fences ? NO? Then let me present To you the first ever Lion who has done this - Mr. Shri Shri Shri kanji aakhon wala baagad billa SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI - talliyan talliyan...
This man has set limits for himself, this is just as effective as we trying to kill ourselves by pressing the pillow on our face to stop our breath.. 😆😆😆 which never is possible 😆😆 [ Note : Do not try experimenting this at home]
With this act of his and the continuous KAHI PE NIGAHE , KAHI PE NISHANA bonus level that he is playing after his official "MILAN WITH UNIVERSE" i.e. engagement with TIA... I conclude .. He is trying hard to Make his HEART WIN..
Saying this,
Be it heart or mind , now, both are totally and completely occupied by ANIKA.
DUDE YOU ARE LOVE.
Yes you used to stare at her like an "ullu" pehele bhi, you stare at her abhi bhi and after yesterdays episode I don't need to mention but you will be staring at her like an "ullu" all your life and each time your staring session just keeps on increasing whether you put yourself in to fences or, bars, or great wall of china. And every time your staring session just keeps getting longer.. I wouldn't be surprised if we get a whole episode dedicated to his staring and eyelocks... He is Gone Man! Has only started his journey to his state of MADMAN - remember Anika's Khwaish of Pagalon wala pyaar..! (He was staring then too, HOOMAN BILLA)
Shi-WHY, YOU ARE IN LOVE! Don't ask why! I just gave you a justification with proof !
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