#Ishqbaaaz today was all about #Ishqbaaazi
First five minutes were most beautiful moments of d show till date
Tu kar yakeen bas mere yakeen
Jo h tujhe uss se woh ishq nahin
Woh tho bas rooh main jaa rahi h
Apni bebaak saadgi se..
Yeh guzre hue haseen pal
Humesha mohabaat hote ni
Tu kar yakeen bas mere yakeen
Jo h tujhe uss se woh ishq nahin
Tho kya gar uska yakeen
dil ko kar gayi gamgeen
Tho kya gar uska dard
mann ko kar gaya pashmeen
Tu kar yakeen bas mere yakeen
Jo h tujhe uss se woh ishq nahin
Yeh kehte hue ..manate hue..jaante hue
Ek din mere yakeen ko ho jaayega yakeen
Ishq ke allawa iss kashish ka
Aur koi dooja naam bhi ni
Kar lega yakeen tab mera yakeen
Jo h mujhe usse woh ishq hi tho h
"Duniya ka sabse khoobsurat yakeen"
Well! I know shivaay singh oberoi tht u dont believe in all d mushy words I just said above..but believe me dude..no other words could best describe u right now..
THIS IS U..THIS IS UR CONDITION RIGHT NOW..
ANOTHER NON BELIEVER HAS SHAKEN UR NON BELIEFS...u wanna believe in her dream..damn! U want to make true her dream'
SSO was getting attracted towards tht irritating annika till now...(against his choices)
SSO was feeling care nd protection for tht non stop blabbering annika till now(for reasons beyond his apprehension)
But today..it was not SSO..it was turn of SHIVAAY TO FEEL IN AWE OF ANNIKA..tht super strong self made girl name annika..
(& best part..she explained d reasons herself today)
Shivaay was explaining how he doesnt believes in love..how all these dreamy fantasies r far away from d real world..nd then he found his supporter in d most unexpected person..nd he was shocked..
Shivaay could never have thght of annika as a non believer but when she said
"Main uss baat pe yakeen karti hoon.jo abhi billoji ne kahi"
(side note- I love d fact tht after daadi its only annika who can call him billoji)
Ahh!!! Shivaay was shocked till d core of his sso heart.
He turned..their music played nd he said so ture..
"FINALLY..HUM LIFE MAIN KISI CHEEZ PE AGREE THO HUE"
RUDRA=" KISI CHEEZ PAR NI BHAIYAA..PYAAR PE"
OH MY DARLING DUMBOOO
I LUBBB UUU!!"
HAHA! sso erupted nd started doing his awkward dance
But then started d most beautiful part of d day for me...when annika said her views..
Shivaay was lost..taken aback nd suddenly in so much love for this girl who he never expected in any janam to ever enter his radar of relationship deals..such was d simple yet firm..painful yet naked reality of her words..nd when she talked of her dream..he wanted to fulfill it right here right now
"Main aap logoon ki tarah hifi tho ni hoon..bas aunvyee hi hoon " (ahh! This girl is so in contrast of this boy who is so full of himself)
Till now shivaay knew tht annika comes from a modest background..tht guilt of rainy cheque still lingers in his mind..but today when annika explained in words..what actually means STRUGGLE..struggle to make d ends meet..shivaay was left introspecting.
"Mujhe ni lagta mujh jaisi ladki ki zindagi main kabhi pyaar aa sakta h"
Ahh!! D pain of those words..d way he looked at her..as if he wanted to hug her in d moment nd say..dont say so..dont feel so..
My gawdd!! As if annika's words had not left me teary eyed..shivaay's reaction open d flood gates..
Aww! These babies..these sensible yet crazy babies...so much they hide ..tht this chottu sa glimpse into their vulnerabilities left me all overwhelmed
"Agar main pyaar karne se pehley mar gayi tho meri tho bahut badi chop jo jaayegi..main bhi marne se pehley jeena chahthi hoon"
Damn lady! U r killing me here *cries buckets*
She explained how she too wants to smile nonsensically..feel all tht madness, all tht rush associated with love..how she too wants to experience it once nd shivaay was IN AWE..
"Koi mere liye woh paagalpan karey..kisi ki zindagi main main no 1 banana chahthi hoon ..jiski duniya mere charoon taraf ghoomege"
And he smiled..dont believe tht he is listening to sweet words nd just smiling..he is noting all this..he is memorizing all this..one day when he will love..he will do all this..U WILL BE HER NO 1 ND HIS WHOLE LIFE WILL REVOLVE ARND U
...somewhere d process has already started..
Ahh!! Cant wait for those days when shivaay will make annika feel cherished..feel taken care of..feel LOVED
"Sach main darr jaate hain kissey
Dil se dohrane ke baad
ISHQ PE HOGA YAKEEN
ISHQ HO JAANE KE BAAD"
OH SHUCKSS!! OMIE
THT WAS CRUELLY BEAUTIFUL..
MY HEART...MY PHEELS..
POOR SHIVAAY...he was standing there wanting to love this girl..wanting to hold her..wanting to ooze out her pain..so much so tht he forget d ringtone..forget d world...JUST SHE EXISTED..
SHIVAAY TODAY WAS HURT FOR ANNIKA..
AS IF HE WANTED TO CORRECT HER LIFE
BRING THT NO 1 IN HER LIFE...
MAKE HER ALL DREAMS COME TRUE..
HE DOESNT YET AcKNOWLEDGE D FACT THT HE IS THT NO 1..
He doesnt yet realizes tht he loves her
But he do wants her to be happy
Nd tht empathy of shivaay for annika was best moment of today.
Love is not just to love u
LOVE IS WHEN
I M IN LOVE WITH
UR EVERY IDEA ABOUT LOVE
ND THEN THEY CALL THEMSELVES NON BELIEVERS..JHOOTEY!
annika...hugs to u my baby ur words were so true nd so realistic yet u described every fantasy of every girl thru those words I spoke all for shivaay today as it was his day of realization but then u r always my rockstar.
PLEASE LOVE SOON U TWO..I M READY WITH MY TISSUE BOX