ShivIka SS...TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE KAISE(final chap/ pg30)16 jan - Page 3

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Anika's pov :

"Get out of my sight, will u?" Shivaay snapped at me. After whole 1 week, he finally came home clearly not happy realizing i am still here. "One second, let me take ur blazer ." I said n tried to get his blazer but he just pushed me away breaking my heart at the same time. Yes, i am hurt but i still love him. I didn't mean to fall in love but i did n now i don't want him to go away from me. I know am sounding selfish but i want to give this marriage atleast one chance. I want us to be together. Atleast for sometimes. Maybe be i can create some memories which i can cherish for lifetime.

"I said get out of my sight! Even just get the hell out of my life!" He shouted n stormed into his room. I wiped my tears n tried to calm myself. I need to be calm. My chest hurts so bad that it feels like my heart is burning. Maybe because am always sad that my heart goes tired as well but i didn't mind it. I was going to kitchen to drink some water when i heard his footsteps going down the stairs. I was so devastated when i saw him bringing a duffel bag. I know i will not see him for sometime again or maybe for longtime. Two minutes is all that is left for me to watch him lovingly trying to memorize his face. But something got into me n i stopped him before he reached the front door.

"What?"

"Shivaay!"

We said in unison. He is clearly pissed off.

"Plz st...stay", i pleaded.

"Are u out of ur mind? Get the hell out of my way", he said while spitting fire from his eyes.

"No not this time, plz give us a chance. I beg u". I don't care what he is thinking all i know is that i love him and want this marriage to work. He just looked at me as if i have grown horns on my head but i will never give up.

"There will never be an US", he said with finality.

"One night, thats all i ask n u can go where ever u want". I looked into his eyes n i can see he is not expecting it but i don't care anymore. I want to be selfish for just one night. He didn't say anything so i gathered all the courage i could get to ask him,"Do we have deal?"

He throws his bag and dragged me to his bedroom. He held my hand. Finally! I can pretend that he truly loves me tonight. I don't want to think about tomorrow . It's only him n me for tonight.

We reached the bedroom . We didn't utter a single word. I got closed to him n initiated the kiss. He is my first kiss n i want to give him my everything. He didn't respond to my kiss n it was killing me over n over.

I stopped kissing him n looked into his eyes, not breaking the contact i slowly undressed myself. I am now standing naked infront of him . I may not be model like his girlfriend but i am not an ugly duckling. I stand 5'6" with a slender body. My skin is fair with long, sliky black hair. I felt confident when i noticed him swallowed hard. I smiled at him. A genuine one n he came crushing his lips to mine. My heart did somersault. I answered his kiss with same passion. I know all he have now for me is lust but not love but i don't care. I will give him everything n the only time i have is tonight. I will make this night memorable.

I felt his hand caressing all over my body. He is kissing me like there is no tomorrow. I snaked my arms into his neck for support since my knees turned to jelly. I love this man n am going to give him all that i have got. I didn't notice how we reached the bed but i didn't mind at all. He started to explore my body n kissing every part of it. He made me feel wanted. I moaned in sheer pleasure. I don't have any reservations tonight. It's my love for him that made me confident . We made love until god knows when. It was one steamy night that i will forever treasure. The night i become his.

Shivaay's pov:

I am staring at my wife's face in her peaceful sleep. I don't know why but her face was glowing...maybe because of tonight. I didn't occur to me that somehow i will end up having sex with her. She was somewhat different tonight. She was bold n confident. After seeing her i don't know why i lost all my control. I don'tknow what am going to say Mallika about this night. I was planning to spend more time with Mallika so i stuffed my things in bag n headed to front door when she stopped me. I know she have feeling for me that's why she wanted this marriage to work but no . I don't intend to cooperate becoz i love Mallika. I sighed when i remembered that i am her first. I know she is already losing the battle but still she gave it to me. I slowly walked out of the room n headed downstairs. It's almost 5am n i need to see Mallika.

Anika's pov:

I felt him got out of the bed n still pretended to be asleep. When i heard the door closed, i opened my eyes n scanned the room. It feels so empty without him. I heard his car growls n i know where is he heading. I cried so hard because i know i already lost him. I may have one night of pure bliss but i forever mend a broken heart." Thank u Shivaay for making me feel i am loved for a short period of time. I will still wait for u even if it takes forever."

A MONTH LATER

Anika's pov:

A month has passed but there is no sign of Shivaay. I am really losing hope. Most of the time i went to beach to get some fresh air. I would just sit there for hours n hours. Shivaay sent his Secretary n handed me a credit card. According to him i can use it n buy whatever i want. Well, can i use it to buy his heart? What a joke. I don't need anything. The thing that i want is love n affection. Am i really not deserving to be loved? Before, my father n brother. Now, my husband. His secretary then handed me a folder. My hands were shaking when i opened it.

Divorce Paper!

I stared on it n felt like am dying. My tears were falling non stop. This is the day i feared the most. He is also throwing me away just like my family did. I am back again where i was. I cried for hours n finally gathered myself to call in his office. I spoke to his Secretary n told him that i will only sign this papers if he is here. I want to see him for the last time.

I was about to stand when suddenly i felt dizzy. I rested my head n closed my eyes. I wasn't eating properly nowdays. I just totally lost my appetite. I feel tired most of the time. So i decided to visit a doctor. I have been having breathing problem lately n my chest also hurts.

"Mrs. Oberoi , this way plz", nurse called me n i followed her."Good afternoon Mrs. Oberoi, plz have a seat". Dr. Shalini smiled n let me sit across her. She is quite young.

"Good afternoon doc", i answered n made myself comfortable.

"So how r u feeling?" She started questioning me. So i told her about my dilemma n run a series of test. After 30 minutes she handed me the result. She recommend some meditation for my breathing problem n told me not to take any stress. She also told me that due to stress maybe my heart is paining.

One more thing Mrs. Oberoi. "Congratulations , u r 3 weeks pregnant!"

It was like my world stop. It seems so unreal. I am having baby. I don't know what to feel. I just got divorce papers today n now i am pregnant. Should i tell him? Will he stay by my side? Or he will take my baby away from me?

So guys what to say about this chapter...do comments.

😡 😭 kya bolu yar... aisehi sare emos aa rahe hain dimagme

plzz update soon.

im feeling like im going to cry ri8 now...

update it soon...

U just nailed it!! 👏

Her love for him..her cravings for Shivaay to care nd love her... So she is pregnant...nd Shivaay has sent divorce papers. I hope Mallika leaves Shivaay nd Shivaay take scare of Anika.

Her emotions nd the ShivIka scene was beautiful.

Pls continue sooon

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