ShivIka/AnShi SS: Ehsaas Ft. OBros Epilogue Updated - Page 6

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Part 4

They stumbled in bed, Shivaay on top of her. She could smell the whiskey in his breath but she couldn't push him off. His eyes arrested her and she was lost. His eyes were so beautiful, so mesmerising that she didn't know how to describe it. It wasn't just blue, it was an ocean blue with flecks of green and gold. Damn, god had taken his time with this man. Every part of him melted her. Hitched her breath. Made her hearth skipped a beat. And right now he was staring at her with an odd look in those eyes. It wasn't hatred anymore, it shifted to something else, something deep and scary. But she wasn't scared, she wanted to embrace it and get lost. She wanted to breath her last looking into those eyes. He started leaning in and her heart stopped. She needed to learn how to control that traitor, always beating for him.

"Anika" he whispered, so low she would have missed it if she wasn't looking at his lips now. She had the urge to caress it, with her own. God, she was losing her mind.

Rab hain razi jo tu hain razi

Tu hi mera maula aur kazi

He was captured in her gaze. How had he not noticed the little flecks of gold glinting in her brown eyes? Wordlessly, she pleaded him for... what?

Desire wounded through him, heating his blood, chasing away all doubts and reasons. When she bit her lips, accountability took flight. With a strangled moan, he leaned closer, leaving absolutely no space between them. He caught the startled look in her eyes as he crashed his lips to hers.

Rab hain razi jo tu hain razi

Tu hi mera maula aur kazi

Driven by insatiable hunger, he ignored the fact that he was crossing a forbidden line. It was suppose to be a contract marriage. He wasn't suppose to touch her, to feel her, to kiss her, to... Oh but he didn't care. Especially not when she melted against him and gripped his hair. He slipped his right arm around her shoulder to the centre of her back and pulled open her dori.

Suni suni si yeh saari raheein ve

Tujhko tarse meri nigahen ve

She gasped and pulled his hair. Oh he loved this side of hers. He wished he had seen it before, would have saved a lot of time. When he pulled back, she whimpered in protest. Shivaay lingered at the edge, his breath ragged and laboured.

Im sorry

The words trapped themselves in his throat. He wasn't sorry. He would never be sorry even if he ended up on the gallows for his actions. He focused on Anika. Beautiful wide brown eyes stared up at him, kiss-swollen lips moved wordlessly. Her breathing matched his, tattered. Was her blood running as hot in her veins? It drove him nearer to madness to consider it.

Mujhko tujhme fanaah ho jaane do

Teri bahoon mein mujhe kho jaa ne de

At the base of her throat, a tiny pulse throbbed and he knew he was gone. He leaned down and sucked her neck as she tilted her neck to the side, inviting him. He moved to her ear and bit down as she whimpered. Not caring, he began marking her everywhere.

Akhiyan nu rein de akhiyan de khol kho

Chan var desiyan ve bol paave na bol

Looking into her eyes, he asked for her permission silently, wordlessly. He didn't think he could talk at the moment. She gazed at him, the trust in her eyes touched him deeply. He watched her face as he removed all barrier between them. As he made her his slowly, he captured her lips again.

Tujhe dekhoon mein bheegi ankhon se

Dil har pal hai toote taare sa

Haar raat jaloon din din pigloon mein

Teri chaahat mein hoon awara sa

Anika was lost in his touch. Never had she known he could show such tenderness. She tried to choke back the tears but it spilled, tracing down her face. Before it could fall on the pillow, he gently sucked the pearl. She would never forget this moment. This moment right there was her entirely life and she would happily die in his arms. It was so beautiful, she couldn't hold back the tears so she pulled him closer and hid her face in his neck, inhaling his essence, calming her frantic heart.

Suni suni si yeh saari rahein ve

Tujhko tarse meri nigahen ve

Mujhko tujhme fanaah ho jaane do

Teri bahoon mein mujhe kho jaa ne de

She surrendered to that wonderful feeling. His touch, his kiss, his little whispers of nothing, she felt it all. The feeling washed over her and she knew she found herself. As she came down from the high, she found herself holding him tightly. He was looking deeply into her eyes, the expression on his face warmed her heart. She had never seen that look before but she was glad she did.

Akhiyan nu rein de akhiyan de khol kho Chan var desiyan ve bol paave na bol Akhiyan nu rein de... rein de... Akhiyan de khol kho

He layed back and held his arms open to her as she fell into them. He pulled her close as she covered them. She felt at peace and nuzzled her face against his chat and enjoyed the warmth of being in his arms.

Mera maahi tu mera ranjhan tu

Mera maahi tu mera ranjhan tu

Maahi tu mera ranjhan tu

Mera maahi tu mera ranjhan tu

...

Shivaay and Anika came back to the present when Ishaana cleared her throat and entered the room. They looked at each other but Anika quickly diverted her eyes to Ishaana and smiled.

"Do you need help bhabhi?" She asked, ignoring Shivaay.

"No, Im done, let's go" Anika said, throwing a saree on the bed and closed her suitcase. She didn't want to take any more memories with her. Pulling her suitcase along with her, Ishaana picked up the remaining bags and they walked out.

They were shifting to the guest room and Anika had gone to pack her belongings. Shivaay followed her to the room but couldn't even talk to her. She started packing, pulling all her clothes out when something caught his eyes.

That saree...

Anika's breath hitched when she took out the saree she wore that night. She was lost in the memories while Shivaay's memory finally decided to grace him with its presence. All kind of feelings gripped his heart mainly shame and guilt as he remembered every single detail about that night. They were both lost in the memory when Ishaana came.

...

Omkara, Ishaana and Rudra were all in Anika's room setting her things for her while she unpacked her bags.

"Bhabhi, if you want I can sleep here with you" Ishaana said, she knew her sister in law was afraid of the dark.

"It's okay Ishu, I'm not afraid of anything anymore" Anika replied, with a sad smile.

"Actually, I have an idea" Rudra jumped, cutting through the thick tension in the air. "How about we all camp here tonight? We can watch a movie and have a sleepover"

"Hmm not a bad idea" Omkara said as Ishaana jumped and high fived Rudra.

"Awesome"

Anika knew they were trying to lighten her mood and appreciated it. They always made her laugh and she loved them to bits. How could she refuse her baby brother? She loved him like she loved Sahil.

"Okay whatever you want" she smiled and ruffled Rudra's hair.

"Yaay" Ishaana and Rudra danced and raced to theatre room to see who gets the best movie. Omkara turned to Anika when they were out of sight.

"Are you ok?" he asked concern. He knew she was hurt. He had asked Ishaana to go see her when she had gone to pack. He was afraid there would be more misunderstanding, knowing his brother. They had offered to pack her belongings but she wanted to do it herself so they gave her some space but not Shivaay. He saw him following her to their room and was afraid it might make things worst.

"No. But I will be. I'm strong right?" she said honestly. How could she lie to Om? Her brother, her best friend. He understands things she doesn't even say. She would never lie to him.

"Yes. The strongest" he replied and hugged her. She broke down and cried in his arms. He always gave her a shoulder to cry on. "Cry as much as you want Anika. Take it all out. It's ok to not be ok. Never hide those feelings. Once it comes out you will feel better" he whispered and patted her head. She cried, her heart hurting. The pain so deep, she felt it in every fibre.

"And we will always be here with you" Ishaana added as she walked in with Rudra. They dropped the movies on the bed and joined the hug. Anika never knew she could be this lucky. Omkara, Rudra and Ishaana were no less than her siblings and she felt pure happiness in their arms. They loved her so much and she didn't regret her decision of coming back here. Shivaay hurt her a lot but she couldn't punish them for his mistakes. She lost him but she couldn't lose them. They were her anchor, the strings to her heart. Although Shivaay was her heartbeat.

Thinking about the devil, the moment she raised her eyes, she found him staring at her. He was standing just out the guest room and by the look on his face, he saw and heard everything. Sensing Anika's diverted attention, Om turned and saw him. Shivaay didn't acknowledge anyone apart from Anika, his gaze were grief stricken. She broke eye contact and walked towards him. Startled, he thought she was coming to him when she walked past him and held dadi's hands. Dadi had seen Shivaay coming to guest room so she followed him to make sure another world war doesn't start.

"Dadi, come join us, we are watching a movie" Dadi nodded and walked past Shivaay with Anika and joined the rest in the room. Anika turned at the door and looked at him as if telling him to move backwards although she didn't say a single word. He raised his hands to start speaking

"Anika... I..." He flinched as she slammed the door in his face. Omkara, Rudra, Ishaana and dadi looked on as she rested her head on the door for a couple of seconds and took a deep breath. It hurt her to do it. But he deserved it. He had hurt her much much more.

Shivaay stared at the door, dumbfounded. Agreed he deserved it but that didn't make it hurt less. His whole family were ignoring him. No one had spoken to him since they returned from hospital. Heartbroken, he returned to his room and saw the saree on the bed. Picking it up in his hands he looked at it with blurry eyes. He could smell her fragrance in it. So sweet, so her. A little wild, like exotic flowers.

Breaking down on the floor, he hugged the saree to his chest as he cried. How could he have been so damn stupid? He ruined his own life, destroyed the one person who could save his soul. He couldn't forgive himself, how could he expect her to forgive him?

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Coming up:

No precap today sorry.

I read there wasn't much Shivika in today's episode, so a full on romantic Shivika for you, hope you liked it.

The beginning is both of their memories merged together.

Im sorry if it was... too much? 😳😆

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So heartbreaking so romantic update...

Lovely romantic update
Shivaay deserves being ignored
Poor Anika

Thank you so much for updating!! beginning was absolutely explosive stuff!! simply superb! then the way the family sticks up for anika was beautiful but i am such a sucker for a regretful Shivay that i have already started feeling sorry for him! but the guy deserves a lot worse for his sins!
the update was all in all very satisfying!!
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Lovely update
Thanks for updating
Can't wait for the next one 😊

Brilliant man. Waiting for the next chapter.

Bang on update

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*RaNtra song I am still in love with it❤️