They say you never ignore anyone. In that case you must be knowing of my feelings towards you. Despite everything I am unable to see you as a mere God that is to be worshipped.
To me you are the one I need in my life; the one that's not here. You're one who'd understand me in spite of all the contradictions in my decisions.
In short, you are the one.
I treat my intuitions as your words. Are you ever gonna confirm that?
TBH, I'm tired of just looking at your pictures and praying for them to move. So please can the real you come forth?
I'm tired of imagining precise scenarios of you appearing before me. Can just one of them come true? I promise I'll not complain.
How nice it would be to whisper to an invisible you in classes when I am bored! It would be so awesome to have a friend who'd speak to me anytime I want, even if it's two in the morning!
I heard you could multiply yourself, so it wouldn't be that difficult for you to visit me sometimes?
You know, I could teach you English, Western etiquette and whatever else you need to get on with us in Kaliyug! I know you probably know it all, but going by the modern films, that's kinda the only things I could do for you.
I can't really promise you butter, you wouldn't like our version, but I daresay Mom makes brilliant custards, so you could try those.
I don't know if you really like me but I wanna apologize for all the wrong stuff (you know what,) that I've done and believe me I don't want to get to your wrong side.
I promise I just want to meet you and I won't ask for any extra favours from you. And even if I end up asking for help sometimes, I won't mind a denial.
Also, I'll try my best to not be rude to you. I just wanna see you once.
I know you don't like non-veg and so I won't ever force you to eat food from our fridge.
Please do go over the idea. I really, really want a mutual friendship there. Of course I don't mind either your girlfriends or wives. I'm fine with all of them as long you just remember me.
I'm really sorry if this letter bothered you, but I just wanted you to know what I think.
-your nameless worshipper.