Sushpective: There is a side to you I never knew never knew....

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Hi Guys...how goes it? So the day of heartbreak is here...
The truth is out
She knows...,she knows that
He has someone else in his life
He is a married man
He has been married for 10 years...
Yes...you heard it right...10 years!

No he is not kidding, this is not a joke
Notice the expression on his face...does he look like he is kidding?
What was a joke ...was when he was forced to pretend to be all mushed up in love...

Celebrating her birthday...
Hugging her...
Smiling at her, being nice at the office...
Eating her stupid parathas...(as far as parathas go, they were stupid alright)
Even confessing that he is in love with her...
I mean ...seriously ...she didn't think that was real ...did she?



How could she?
She was also playing...wasn't she?
It is all an act...
[Love is all an act...a display people put up...
Trying to show what they are not, being what they are not...
Because that's what being in love means ...right?
Pretending...
Jumping up and down for the other?
Doing as the other pleases...
Give me a break...]

Arzoo is dumbstruck...
but why?
Why did he have to do it?
He doesn't yet trust her to tell her the real reason...
The deal...
The promise...
Hides behind the "all was bamwaas..." Facade...,
For now that will have to do...

But it is not easy to be the devil...
To break her heart...
She asks him to leave her alone...
Turning her back to him...
He hesitates for a moment...before leaving...
Because this is not a game he plays...
He played it...but couldn't continue...
Didn't have the stomach to...
For now...this will have to do...

For Arzoo...just posting this song...



"Set Fire To The Rain"

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

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Posted: 10 years ago
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Today the scene after Arzoo breaks down and cries and Zaki comes and finds her was one of the strongest for me...

Shivya is new...needs more experience...but she did a good job...sure could be better...but not bad...but Sehban was just too good...

He tells her her to not lose courage...
We do stumble don't we...but we get up and walk...we need to...
We can't lose the courage...can't lose the will...

She is broken...doesn't know why...this happened
What was her fault...
He assures her it wasn't her fault...

But here comes the best part...
He does not make his brother the bad guy that he had every opportunity to...
Instead he says...
EVERY PICTURE has two sides...
This one does too...
He must have his own reasons...
What reason...she must ask him...

But he doesn't say...
He dumped you because he is a jerk...
Because you were a business deal to him...
He doesn't go on badmouthing him...
His only focus...to comfort her...
Did I say ...I am LOVING Zaki!!!



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She goes and confronts him...looking like a Sherni...
He has to answer...why did he do it? Why?
He is ready for her...ready with an answer...
Why you ask?
Because he got tired of pretending...
Putting up the act...
Smiling at her...
Causing her to choke and being the savior...
Hiring a client to question her and being the savior...
Planning her birthday...
Wooing her ...which is against his nature or personality...
He was just tired alright!!!
So she can go her Merry way...
He just will not pretend anymore...




OK I am glad he gave it to her...fully...without withholding anything...
Every incidence of his plan...is out ...
No surprises left for her...,,

Was this a businessman talking you no longer see her as a threat for Zaki...
Or was it a poet...who wants to see if the true love is really true...and if it can withstand this challenge...
Of was it a man who is a businessman and a poet...but not a cheat...,.he just couldn't play the game of deception anymore...that's not a price he can pay...
This is beyond his limit...
He is throwing in the towel...
Let the chips fall where they may...




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Posted: 10 years ago
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OK guys here is the thing I hated...
Sahir's self mutilation scene...
Not my thing peeps...
It is kinda sick...


but besides that part...I liked Sahir feeling the pain...
Acknowledging to himself that his heart did desire that Aarzoo...
But he killed his desire...
He put an end to it...and it pains him...
This pain will stay with him...,,


Edited by -Sush- - 10 years ago
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And finally...

The scene between KA and Alvira...
The two players who are moving their pawns...,
Sometimes one is up other time the other...,
Gloating, challenging, and planning the next move if they lose a bazi...



Alvira is confused why did Sahir tell her...
Yeah ...take a number Alvira Aunty...many on the board have the same question😆
So Zaki will marry Samaira...
And what about Arzoo?
What about her? Sahir...we want to know...



His answer ...we have the extension until March to sort that one out...sari story Abhi Khatm karni hei Kya? 😉😆

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Posted: 10 years ago
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Sush ,

Perfect song by Adele 👏 You nailed the post on Zaki 👏

I am glad Saahir was the one to lay it all out , Thank You CV's . I loved the fact Zaki didn't bad mouth his brother , comforts Arzoo what a friend ...I hope the CV's don't make Zaki's character grey ...

Zeenat won ...It's time CV's reveal Saahir's past .

I am not connecting with Saahir's characterization ( Connecting with the actor )... the fault lies with the director and editor ...Saahir goes to Alvira says, stop Zaki ... and next min decides to tell Arzoo his marital status doesn't make sense ...poor screenplay and editing . I want Lalit back ...

Saahir's dialogues were amazing ...

Tumharah dil hi nahi tuta hai Arzoo , saath mei mera dil bhi tootke bhikarh gaya hai
Meineh zakaam tumeh diye hai per un zakamo ka daardh muhje bhi ho raha hai
Ab ye dardh meri zindagi mera wajood bun jayega

"Meri zindagi ne mujhe iss modh par aakar kada kar diya Kyun? " Kyun...

"Ek aarzoo aayi thi, usse bhi maine durr kar diya"





"You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love."
~Nicholas Sparks , The Notebook



"She was my dream. She made me who I am, and holding her in my arms was more natural to me than my own heartbeat. I think about her all the time. Even now, when I'm sitting here, I think about her. There could never have been another."
~ Nicholas Sparks , The Notebook



"Yes, I understand why things had to happen this way. I understand his reason for causing me pain. But mere understanding does not chase away the hurt. It does not call upon the sun when dark clouds have loomed over me. Let the rain come then if it must come! And let it wash away the dust that hurt my eyes!"
~ Jocelyn Soriano
Edited by ultimaterudra - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Nice post sush.
It was a good episode in some parts.
Good point that everything came out in open but did all came?the answer is No.the trust is not solved and it will not be till Allah knows when.till then sahir will be a half read book for us and for arzoo.
I for one have stopped connecting wud sahir now because we don't know the past and that's what is bothering me.i feel the its high time for the past needs to come out.what happened and why.its the only way viewers can connect with the present.why sahir fell in love with arzoo wen he already is married?I am sure this thought is there in every viewers mind.
What happens in tomorrow episode might head us all to SAAZ nikkah.
I have this feeling that arzoo and zaki might help sahir when he gets into trouble with Rehman.maybe they Will help to crack his deal.
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In a way Sush, Kurti Appa is right. "Zeenat jeet gayi." Even seven years after she went into a coma, lives continue to be destroyed do to the damage she has done. But this all could have been prevented IF someone was not so weak at heart. IF someone could not take her words to heart. If someone put proving her wrong above his morality. Plenty of people try to put you down it depends on how you deal with it.

She was so right Zeenat jeet gayi. A girl who used him for money and told him he was not capable of anything, her words mattered more than a girl who was willing to put her reputation at stake for him. He put her words over the first person who came into his life and genuinely tried to share his pain. Does Saahir even realize what he has lost at the stake for what? Well actually I don't even care what he loses. It's going to take a lot for me to empathize with him EVER again.

Please Ms Gul or whoever is responsible for the content getting Arzoo closed to being raped was no way to start a redemption track if that is what you intend to show. It takes Arzoo close to being raped for Saahir to start feeling guilty enough to start repenting for his deeds? Any person with even an ounce of empathy would wonder what they could do for Arzoo after that. Further more Saahir should be repenting for his OWN actions which were bad enough on their own. The rape route didn't need to be taken. Unless there trying to send a social message for girls to be cautious and safe I saw no need for such drama. It might get TRPs going but SERIOUSLY?

Even though Saahir felt guilt for her being broken down it is still not enough to convince me that he loves her. A person with even an ounce of morality left in their heart would feel guilty for their actions after that. And why did he have to be so cruel? He could have made the heart break much gentler. Him telling her he is a married man would have been more than enough for her to stay away from him forever.

What angered me more? He goes into his room and claims life put him in this situation? Blaming everything else in the world besides himself. Life did not put you in this situation SAC. You chose to behave like a victim. You decided to take you ex-wife's words to heart and govern yourself by a promise. You chose to behave like a criminal. You chose to burn down a factory. You chose to gamble with someone life. You chose to be a hypocrite. You sit there whining about how someone played with your feelings for money yet you chose to do the same to someone else.

Zaki is one of the most considerate and strongest side characters I have even seen. He LOST Arzoo to his brother. But he never chose to behave like a LOSER. This was a golden opportunity to make Saahir look evil in front of Arzoo but he is not into manipulation like others. He is not going to be governed by his loss. He didn't let this get under his skin and instead saw the bigger picture. If only everyone could see the BIGGER PICTURE?

Great post Sush! Your post about Zaki is bang on! You third post about why Saahir is being so cruel and if this is a challenge? No lover challenges their love like this? It just goes to show he can trust anyone else nor be trusted himself. And lovely collages Shweta!

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I was waiting for it as will pen down before I hit bed 😛
I loved the episode, sure all is out and stuff but mostly for what I had been asking - start full on self-destruction from Sahir !!! It is going to be intense and I will love it more !

So finally truth is out, whatever be the reason he let it all out ! I like first scene where he took steps back, in a way he prepared himself ! The time he said yes it was all just a show - you can see it was hard for him to say it, he swallowed some hard words and then let it out !

The minute Aarzoo heard 10 yrs of marriage, she breaks down, expected response. But just then like an impulse his hand raises, she stopped him and so did he ! When she asked him to go away, you see him taking heavy breathes, grinding teeths and those red eyes trying hard to stop tears !

Aarzoo breaking down, letting her pain out loudly was ok. I guess gal is new so will need some more time for such intense emotional scene. I also noticed too much make-up was there. Zaki consoling her was good. I do see great friendship and genuine care but that's it. Zaki didn't let out whole deal, game and gold digger matter was good. But also makes me wonder what exactly does Zaki think? He himself has said to sahir that he too knows Aarzoo isn't gold digger than why is he deceiving her. So what exactly does Zaki think as he has said many things 😕

Best scene for me Sahir coming back to his dark room. The game he started out, like I said he will win the game only by defeating himself. I guess Aarzoo was may be brave enough or actually has Zaki as friend who witnessed her breaking down; saw her heart breaking into pieces. But Sahir runs back to his darkness to hide away pieces of his heart, his pain, agony, guilt, desperate loss of love at his own hands !! Running after her image in his life, pain becoming his wajood; now that is what I love seeing. Until few minutes ago he was doing everything to hide away the truth and he walks himself and reveals it all !

But oh wait, did he truly reveal everything to Aarzoo? Did he even reveal all of his pain to his family, friend? Oh wait does he even has a friend or anyone in family knows to what extent he lives in immense pain? Most painful and also best scene was full on physical pain infliction on hand. Oh did I say HC is absolutely amazing !!! 👏 His red eyes trying hard to keep tears in, shaking his body to hold on to pain only coming out through thick blood.

What to say, khud hi dard de, khud hi faisla sunaye aur khud hi saza katte !

Alvira coming to ask him on matter, Sahir was so numb, putting on his businessman face. I was surprised Alvira was convinced so easy from his answer? Makes me wonder her planning and plotting was so weak or may be she is concerned abt matter at hand and deal with this matter later?

Glad Aarzoo went back and asked him why, yes why ! But then guess Sahir was ready for this, he was prepared to be questioned and ready with all the answers. This time he revealed even more, showed her exactly how this was just game and he is ruthless player out for win. All was just facade he says, was it really? Did he reveal it all to invite nothing but hatred from Aarzoo. Is that where he is going, get hatred from Aarzoo and also hate himself more because of it?

Best lines from episode for me were "Ek aarzoo aayi thi, usse bhi maine durr kar diya" something like that ! So where all are crying due to heartbreak, I am loving it !! 😛 😆

Few lines if I dare

Fir laut aaya apne virane me
Ghane andhere jaha raste dikhaye
khamoshiyon ke shor me jita hu
Narazgi khud se sheene me basaye
Khud se har pal nafrat nibhaye
Sirf dard ko hi apna wajood banaye
Muskhil se milli aarzoo ko durr bhagaye
Pyar se khud ko pare karte jaye
Jeena he mujko khud ko bar bar marne ke liye
Chalna he mujhe bar bar girne ke liye
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SAHIR CAN TAKE HIS EX WIFE'S PROMISE AS HIS WHOLE WORLD AROUND IT BUT WHEN IT CAME TO ARZOO HE TORTURED HER TO THE CORE.SO SHE HAS TO GO THRO' THIS RAPE SO THAT WE CAN SEE SAHIR'S GUILTY CONCIOUS .IF ZEENAT WAS IN ARZOO'S PLACE WOULD HE PUT HER THRO' SUCH A SITUATION NEVVVER .HE KEPT HER LIKE A QUEEN OF HIS HEART BUT WHEN IT COMES TO ARZOO HELL HAS TO BREAK OPEN ON HER THEN ONLY HIS WOUNDS WILL BE HEALED .ARZOO NEEDS TO DIE SO THAT SAHIR CAN SURVIVE AND GO BACK TO HIS COMA WIFE

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