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If only I could tell you,that I leave my door open
Just to see you come in
How incomplete my day is
Without the smile you bring in.
If only I could tell you, that I pretend
Not to notice, every thing you do
That in every thought, word and deed
I see myself as you
If only I could tell you, that I expect to see
your face, as I look up everytime
That I yearn, every minute
For you to be mine
If only I could tell you, that when I held
You in my arms, as you cried
It pained so much to let you go
I'd rather have died
If only I could tell you, that I'd rather
Build a wall
Than to let you know the real me
And see your hopes fall
If only I could tell you,my greatest fear
Is not letting you walk away
But that I have to trust you
To make you stay
If only I could tell you,that the scars
Of my past, may never disappear
It is but agony
To see it hurt you dear
If only I could tell you,when you let him
Hold your hand
You had already betrayed me
So apart we stand
If only I could tell you,that all I want
Is to see you wake up next to me
Not just today or tomorrow
But in this life and beyond
If only I could tell you, that I am tired
Of fighting the past
Come now, I need you
Without your love, I am just lost !
Udne Ki Aasha
