-Apology scene
This was a tremendously powerful scene and a lot was communicated here. He told her:
1) I care for you deeply
The choice of words - I want to apologise for every tear that I have caused. How deep was that? He conveyed a strong message of caring for her deeply.
2) I respect you
He spoke about her background and how well she had done in her work. These are in fact the foundations of why he started admiring her in the first place. Telling someone you respect them is one if the most heart moving things you can communicate.
3) I am protective of you
He didn't need to mention Sarfaraz and got himself into a pickle after he did. But he couldn't help but tell her that he won't let anyone hurt her.
Through his excellently worded apology, Sahir has taken their relationship to the next level. You know, most relationships grow organically. There doesn't need to be a confession upfront. Feelings grow and develop quietly, unseen to you until something happens which makes you start questioning your reactions to each other. Then realisation comes.
So Aarzoo senses the proximity Sahir is showing and also wants to move in the same direction. She asks him the question that is killing her. Why is my Sahir sir so sad? She asks, but he isn't ready to answer yet. Both are correct in their question and response. If Sahir has the right to find out about her past, she also has. But the difference is Sahir revealing his secret has a direct impact on their relationship. There is no way Aarzoo can guess this.
Then we have a heated argument. Aarzoo is fighting for her rights here. She also wants to show the same authority over him which he shows over her. She also wants to take that next step with him. They depart miserable, hurting each other deeply and certainly no longer on talking terms. This is where Aarzoo and Sahir leave it with each other.
- The jealousy track
So here's a critical point- This track creates a disconnect between our leads. Aarzoo's equation with Sahir remains as it was post apology. He cares for her, respects her, trusts her and will protect her, but he is not ready to share his own issues with her. Sahirs however changes. He sees a series of events which rattles his faith in Aarzoo. He can't talk to her about it as they aren't on talking terms and because of his insecurities of the past, so the disconnect grows.
- KA accusations
So at this point, Sahir has seen so much with his own eyes, he cannot justify defending Arzoo. He needs a small confirmation from her and then he is more than ready to jump into the ring. But unfortunately this doesn't happen. Aarzoo doesn't know that he has been a distant observer of her and Zaki and its created doubts in his mind.
- The heated explanations
So this has got to be the best scene of the week, if not for a while. I just loved it!!! These guys are really opening up to each other and challenging each other's actions.
So as our leads enter this dialogue, they are on completely different wave lengths. Sahir thinks that all evidence shows she has feelings for Zaki and is pregnant but his heart simply can't believe this and wants some kind if confirmation from Aarzoo. Aarzoo on the other hand is still at post apology stage, she has no clue of the emotional turmoil he has gone through today.
Sahir begins with examples from her past. He is clearly telling her, this was the woman I respected. where were you today?
Aarzoo gets irritated. Why is he doubting her? She clearly tells him this.
- why do u think u can ask me these questions?
- why do u think you can hold me like this?
- who am I to you?
- if I am nothing, why all this pain in your eyes.
She is not being rhetorical. She is genuinely asking him these questions. His face change is perfect, from fiery to emotional. Her questions are perfect (if they were both post apology but as I said one is, one isn't ). Note she tells him that she sees that he is in pain over all this. But that's actually irritating her even more. If he cares so much, why isn't he letting her come close to him.
The final point she makes,you should be able to see the truth in my eyes. What's she's telling him is surely our relationship isn't that weak that u cannot see that there is no way I could have done this?
The final point which killed him was - I never expected you to doubt me, you are just like the rest! "Omg" is what Sahir was thinking! This convo was about me losing trust in her, but she's actually telling me she has lost trust in me!!! His face just drops! He never even thought about it from this angle.
He then calmly explains to her why a verbal explanation is necessary. He is totally right but misses out on telling her about what he has seen between her and Zaki, that's actually why she needs to talk. Last time, when he defended her, although she had actually gone into Zaki's room, as Sahir hadn't seen anything he totally backed her. But the reason this time is different for him because of all he has seen and heard.
Aarzoo is actually ok with what he is saying up until the point he says "eyes can hide betrayal". That's it for her. He doesn't trust her. And she gives him a great response that there is no point giving any explanation and leaves. But not before a beautiful exchange of looks between each other. This was truly beautiful. Both were showing so much feeling for each other. They were both asking each other to listen to their heart on the other. They were both saying "I need you to understand me"
So in summary, I feel from their perspectives, both are correct. Issue is they have both don't have insight into the others thoughts.
Now Aarzoo had actually given away her thoughts which we see Sahir thinking about today. But then the whole Rehman tamasha, Zaki was vague on why he didn't want to marry Samaira making Sahir go back to his original frame of mind and then he had bigger issues to deal with.
Looking at the pre-cap we can see Sahir overhearing. This can go two ways, either the misunderstanding is going to deepen. Or he will confront Zaki and get the truth. Aarzoo may also shock us and decide that things have got so bad that she needs to speak to Sahir. But I think Zaki seems most likely to spill the beans.
We were also shown a further moosibut for Sahir. Rehman has a video. Aarzoo would flip if she found out! No idea how he will get out of this one without some help!
Things are getting so tense my head is spinning!! Ab kya hoga???