Ahh...i was thinking abt somethings regd Zara today.
I felt soo Glad that she Stood up for herself, for her feelings, for her respect and brought it out to everyone there...Indu and Rishi mainly. I felt Good that she spoke her heart and Mind. Coz Rishi had to be told abt wht she was going through too...as he had been completely ignoring/overlooking it in his dilemma. In his confusion to be fair for both, he told abt his wish of having both of thm in his life...1 as responsibility and the other as love. But he failed to think or understand how zara would be feeling with it. Initially though Zara understood and herself asked Rishi to take care of Lw, as she needed him more, but with time passing...she realised that it was hurting to see her husband showering care & affection on somebody else, though his 1st wife, it was hurting and increasing her pain that his responsibility towards Lw, isnt allowing him to give anytime to Zara...for nothing regd her, nor talks, nor consoling her, nor understanding her ...absolutely nothing. Added to these repeated refusal and insults frm Indu was hurting her more. Yes she became Insecure, yes she demanded her rights...all in all...it was natural and Fair.
Had Rishi given her some respect all these days, had he given ackwldgmt to their relation...things wouldnt have worsen. We had seen Zara looking at Rishi with wish of him coming to her...But he never came to her to talk, to sort out issues. Time passed and the recent happening Zara might have felt that for the sake of Indu, Rishi will never accept their marriage any sooner. The mere refusal of Marriage hurted her deep. She had given him enough time to sort out things and priorities, she had given him enough time for bringing the truth of their marriage infront of all. She bursting out all the truth to Indu at tht situation wasnt immature at all...it was correct as per the situation. Rishi shd have atleast tried to make indu understand at tht time...but he dint.
Zara leaving SN...i have different opinions here
1 > In 1 way i feel its Good...may be she will get some time to think more properly and to get to a better solution regd 4 lives - Zashi, Indu and lahore wali. And also for sometime she will not have to suffer the constant pain she is getting frm Rishi's indifference, Indu's hatred.
2> I feel...there isnt much use here. She shd have talked to Rishi abt evrything, thn just saying tht she will talk only aft he ackwg his marriage to Indu. May be she has to talk to him alone abt how she is feeling, wht shd they do etc etc
Ahhh...on other thoughts...Zara left SN,,,,but with tears filled eyes & Heavy painful heart
Will she get any peace in Mumb ( forget abt S's bro marriage issue) She would be feeling pain throught day and nite thinking abt Rishi, Lw, Indu. Abt wht might be Happenning and how she felt all along these days. Jaha par bhi rahe...Dard tho uthna hi hota hoga na Unhe.
God...whn will this Painful track end! Kithne Din hogaye...everyday we r seeing Zara in pain!
Edited by Angels_Sweetz - 12 years ago
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