Estranged from Zara no more...-.moksha-...
..the whole scene has changed in here..indu has grown and zara emerged...in total honesty ,i waited for indira ..i clamped around looking for indira ...oh,where is she? i viewed her in flashbacks ,i caught her in minute glimpses but all the while i shuddered when i reminisced that she might not reappear .. the footage of her funeral brought me to a standstill...i,i,i turned a blind eye wishing no..but the petite hitler may not abide by my notions,will she...! ..i moved on never erasing indira from my memories...
...i took a step forward and zara led me on...where exactly do i go to from here? was my query but zara...Zara seemed to have all the answers for me...she grabbed me and forced me to get to her..i slowly dwelt into her ...zara wasnt indira ..and indira is zara..i juggled in between both at the start...but zara kept hersef alive at my thoughts...i fell onto her ...i began to see the world through zara s eyes...when zara looked into her relative s eyes and avoided the having own child talk through the mention of tea.at that moment i knew this was the eyes that caught me for more than 220 episodes and i could never think of leaving it..the eyes that spoke of everything and left us reeling deep in afterthoughts..the eyes that shook chandni chowk are now the hatred of baddies in mumbai...similar eyes yet powerful designation of difference.but,i always fail in answering this ..why do i forget im watching the same pair ? sometimes i wonder if im suffering from inder 's ghajini fever as well?am i? or is this what you call the perfection in acting that even diehards find it hard to glue the lost character into the new one and yet find it stays different...no matter how much i wanted to inject indira into zara and program her that way...i couldnt...zara remains zara and indira was indira...
Why do i feel im at short of words in praise of the one woman who gave me the calamity of confusion between my thoughts and actual projections on screen? why do i feel im watching two different characters when they are actually done by one? why does this woman make me feel for both? where does she draw the line when it comes to perfection so much so that sometimes i feel confused as to how is it possible for her?answers,anyone?
and the result,
from a one woman admirer(indira) ,ive now officially become a flirt with mutual admiration for two..-(indira -zara)..
Rati Di,thank you for the promotion!