Originally posted by: JZephyr
Srush that's what I was saying yesterday! Her entire deal of not being able to face him... she wasn't being the classic Galool ostrich... she'd come to determine the truth night before DV break - and then the Kulli pheras had brought on the peak of her realization... she had the truth figured out - and when the family's in-acceptance too ceased to be a barrier - she returned to what her original hitch about Kesar - a new man in her life had been - snapping the chord with her past... Kesar's love had brought on the realization of her change of heart... but to come to the point where she could understand that her heart's desire was also THE right thing to do was needed... it's what was tying her down...
So her prayer before God verbalized and justified that side. I'm extra glad that Kesar's accident turned out to be a trivial something - because that in a way proved to be a jolt - but not a jolt that could consume her so greatly that we wouldn't hear this confession about how she did not need jolts to know her heart - that she already knew! She knew what Kesar was in her life... and that's why it was hardest letting him go yesterday! Oh the CVs did so much justice to her character - Gulaal has come a long long way... and with what conviction! Kesar has risen beyond his utter tangle of complexities, to a man of such alacrity and resolve - and again, with what conviction! What amazing leads we have had a chance to watch and love!