Kesariyo Rang Mane Lagyo- 20 June 2011

Originally posted by: -Srushti-

Mein aa gai😛 yeaaayyy srushti 🤗

Okie ...So I know..today is a bad day...And I was almost apprehensive to watch the episode after reading all the comments...But I guess...this was necessary 😲...Haila!! *ducks from chappals*😆

No really...If Kesar had to hit the rock bottom...Gulaal had to go...and that is the only way how he will be able to prove himself ...
Am not going into all the Bidaai songs for Gullu by Tallu😆...
Those two can do a Raas Leela for all I care... ufff half of the episode was like 🤢 drama drama n drama by two drama queens...

I just saw the epi from the point where our mota cupid barges in the poor bacha sleeping amongst the pile of his letters (Ok So Ganga...this time he really looked a bacha...so pardon me for using that word😆)

Shalu this time wont be happy seeing the white kurta again......and he was sleeping all twisty turny..how the hell did he manage to get up without a kink in his neck😕...JK's presence seemed to have cured that problem I guess😆...

By the way I just loved how he was into that total oblivion, secured by all those letters around him, working as a warm blanket of love and care...Those letters are sooo important to him...like oxygen mask for him on the mountain top... he has to take the fill of them to survive every now and then it seems...

Especially in the current scenario, when everything, everybody, every situation is working against him...no one to guide him, no one to sympathize with him, no one to put an arm around his shoulder and tell him that everything is gonna be alright... i vl cry for him again now 😭 how alone he is yar, nobody to care for him, nobody is with him, selfish ppl around him 😡 but i liked jamna kaki so much, loved her dialogues in the scene, chithi wali ko to saambhal le 😆 n na nau man tail hoga na radha nachegi 🤣

I sometimes wonder, that did he commit a mistake in telling Gulaal so soon...you know ..If he had not told her I think he would atleast have her as a confidant...i know it would have been difficult after the Talli fiasco...but still ...Gulaal has this 'Life-guard' instinct...she cant ignore an SOS Call ever...
But ofcourse our Kesuda doesnot believe in anything that is not direct... na na yar he did it right, if he would have told gullu maiya after a 100 years then also her reaction would have been the same, stubborn stone woman 🤢

So we have him waking up from the bed!!!! So Gullu was planning to run before he wakes up!! Ofcourse she did not know the working about the mota cupid na😆...I just loved how his first thoughts were his letters...the moment he sees JK,,,he doesnot bother to say hi hello and why are you here...first thing he says that 'Meri Kitaab ke kucch kagaz hai ye😲'...Kesuda you can tell this to Talli the terrorist ...but seriously you wished to pass the Inland Letters as pages from your books😲😆...that is so sweet re...you dont know how to lie...😆 awww hes so sweeet na 😆, n he loves the stone woman so much na 😭
And JK is so ishmart na...She doesnot reprimand him for lying...just says that he had better do something if he wants to do something about the recipient of this letter...

Kesuds is so lost na,,,,I really wonder...how he changes so quickly...one moment he is totally in control...and the next moment he is totally vulnerable, blinking his eyes as if he is not able to process everything in his mind...
I mean just look at the way he stares at JK when she says that Gulaal is leaving...
and then it hit me...
It is this sentence which always zaps his mind to almost nothingness...
See from the moment he came back to Talsagra, he was clear that he did want nothing to do with Gulaal...he used to stir clear of her...and when he met her, he insulted her...but the moment ...Gulaal almost drowned in the water...he jolted back and we saw a completely changed Kesar...

When he saw Gulaal leaving for her mother's house after she nominated Duhsy for the sarpanch we again saw Kesar doing things which he would not have done had Gulaal not entered the equation...

On the eve of this disastrously impending wedding to that terrorist also we saw the same thing...the moment Gulaal said she will not show her face to him..we see a completely volte faced Kesar...
And today also...yesterdays' calm, cool and composed Kesuda evaporated the moment he heard Gulaal is going...The woman's presence is almost as essential as a drug to an addict...It seems that he had abstained from it for years...but the moment he started taking it..now he cannot survive without it...he is totally helplesss...terrorist has terrified gullu maiya so much that she just ran away hahaha n now the terrorist's next target is our kesu baba 😆

And after that he doesnot think that what is right, what is wrong...
to certain extent his princples are always right...but his mode of implementation always goes wrong...
Like the way he wanted to make Gulaal realize that her decision to take decisions on everyone's behalf was wrong...his reasonings were right..his mode of making her realize was sooo wrong...
and it is the same today...He wants to stop her...and he is right that what is so wrong if he loves his wife...
But the way he said was wrong...poor guy has the worst of timings na...

It is the same scenario of years ago...when he said to Gulaal 'Tum meri ho!' in front of everyone ,...and Motabha, who had already warned Gulaal of this had been mad at that scenrio...
today was the same...
The moment he said that he loves her...Gulaal looked shamefaced at Motabha...his words were as if ringing in her ears..and hanging between them...he had been right all along...
Gulaal had to react this way, I guess..it goes with the character building...
As I said previously also...She has turned into Vasant...thinking about the people at large ..She is Vasant minus her own set of aggressiveness that is so patent in her...and Kesar has turned into Gulaal...wanting to go all out for what he wants and believes in, even if that meant going against the family and the society...
But both Kesar and Vasant, to certain extent have always lost their battles against this woman...But Vasant had better luck obviously...and Kesuda comes with the toughest luck which is not at all helped by his direct and to the point attitude...

Oh and everybody is surprised to hear that he loves her😕😲...Hain?? how come?? After all this fiascos going on in your family...how come you are surprised...I mean did you think he broke his marriage and went to the Panchayat with the stand agaisnt Deeyarvatu just for fun😕
And who loved JK's expression😆 the whole family has definitely come from a mental asylum i m so so sure now, what did they think that kesar ko deyarvattu deyarvattu khailna hai ?? what a brain less family 🤢 JK first shocked n then smiled, aray jab u know everything to itna shock honay ki zaroorat kya hai 😆

Owww...and the last scene...
*sigh*...I really thought he had become the 12 year old again...the way he jumps in front of her...the way he begs her not to go...was sooo sooo child like...
The way he said 'Mat jaa na'...that was almost like a boy telling his playmate that dont go right now ...the game has just started and if you go..with who I will play exactly what i thought srushti, he looked like a 12 year old kid at that time, saying mat jaa na abhi abhi to main zindagi k meaning samjha hoon, it was like a bacha saying mat jao na abhi abhi to khail shru hua hai, but he looked so cute, u know he still has that bachpana in him, obviously, because his all childhood was ruined badly n he spent it in that hostel... alone ...

I think he thought that she would melt if she saw the reflection of that old Kesar in him...but she did not..She is on a Martyr spree again...

And the way he reasserts his feelings...He knows that she is putting distance between them because she thinks it is an attachment which will just go away if she goes away...

and in the end when he knows that she is not going to relent..he throws the last reason behind her back...and that is so true na...how can he live without her...
He cannot..
when he told her yesterday...that she will one day understand his feelings... he obviously thought that she would be around him...and he had his whole life to make her understand...
This, he did not expect...
He could never imagine that she could leave the house, which she had made her sanctuary and from which she would not go even when she had not reason to stay...there was only one reason for her in that house once...and that was him...and he obviously thought that it was enough for him to make her stay...Even today!!!!
He obviously thought wrong...and My God!! he does break down...crying that he has become her shadow!!
Owww Kesar!! sach mein ..itna mat jhuk ja..!! Be a man!! get hold of her hand and get her inside..dont go on your kneess😭 dont you dare beg😭 exactly yar, i was crying with him at that time, oh so much intensity in his love, that boy went down on his knees n gulaal didn even care 😭 really kesar should make a firm decision n should not melt in front of gulaal, instead make her heart melt in front of him n his feelings...

Even before Gulaal said this...I said it ...you need to stand up on your feet to bring her back...GET UP!!!
Oh by the way! Is it me or has someone else also noticed that he has been avoiding touching her since the wedding fiasco????
I mean here is the guy who used to shake her up at every instance...during the initial encounters...then after his announcement of marriage and the haldi scene..he had absolutely no compunctions in even man handling her...but after the wedding it seems he is almost reluctant...even yesterday in his room he gave way to her to let her go...
Today when she was climbing down the steps ..he jumped in front of her to stop her,...but he didnot touch her... ya he is not touching her, i think coz he has realized that he did very wrong etc n behaved very badly with her, that is y he is caring for her like if he vl touch her, she vl break 🤢

and the way he just joins his hands when on his kneess...owww..Kesuda!!!!! 😭
and he sees her earring...and Boy!! he just stops crying seeing that...
owww...he is such a cute bacha na...
Wrenched my heart away today!! But nah!! I dont like you like this re Kesuda...get up !! and rev up!! I dont mind you seeing that cool and calm Kesuda or that wild and total brat!! but not like this!! not on your knees i love kesar


Precap : and ofcourse Talli the terrorist sees that and next day starts badgering him with no rhyme or reason...
now after Dushy's prediction... I have become bolder and so am again on a prediction spree that Talli the terrorist is gonna become Talli the match maker and incite Kesuda into going and getting her royal highness...after all she also can't live without Gullu na😆 yes yes yes i m also getting the same feeling that talli vl jagao the man in kesar n then he vl bring gullu back, awww...